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people suck sometimes... nah! most of the time pala!! *sigh*

and it sometimes leads you to do such terrible things that would make you feel more enlightened about certain things. somehow clear up things.

they suck! i won't be surprised if one day i'd wake up alone... having the hardest time looking for a job in-line with the interest and skills... trying so hard earning for a living and having the life with the closest friends in the world.

and mark this! i will never ever regret every single thing that happened in my life if that so happens. seriously!

crap! crap crap!!!

yet i'm loving the life. more independence i smell. so tara party... gimmick!! wuhOoOo!! haha.

and now, expect less madel on-line.
...say byebye to madel aure online 24 hours a day, 7 days a week on your yahoo messenger list.
...say byebye to updated-last-24-hours madel aure on your friendster account.
...say byebye to recent updated pictures or whatsoever of madel aure on your multiply account.
and lastly...
...say byebye to numerous blog entries on on-line journals like moi blogspot account. *sigh*

and i must indeed say buhbye now...

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007

inspite the dilemma. one deserves a smile don't you think?!

oh well! oh well! i had the happiest pre-birthday celebration with the ateneo people (thanks to my la salle friends for the term. haha.) yesterday. originally, mark and i will meet up at starbucks vito cruz coz yeah, he's the ultimate confidant of all time actually. i was kinda worrying pa coz mark would definitely call me the moment he gets there but the cellphone's turned off na for i didn't charge the battery. when will i ever learn huh?!

the moment i got there, i was super shocked coz aya, jl and joshua were waiting for my arrival sabay sipping the frappuccinos that they've just bought for like seconds earlier. so i was like...

(the conversation goes like this...)
madel: "oh bat kayo andito?!?! at si makoi pa talaga yung wala ha! sinung nagsabing pumunta kayo dito? aber?!"
jl: "the four of us were at citywalk a while ago so makoi asked us if we wanna come with him. he'll meet you up daw kaya eto!"
everyone: "yeah oo!" or "yeah tama!" (parang ewan lang!!)
madel: "oh eh bakit wala bang starbucks sa eastwood? duh?!"
joshua: (sabay hirit ni josh na...) "you won't find madel at eastwood"
madel: "awww! sweet. leche! sakit sa ulo josh! please!! haha. oh asang lupalop si makoi??"
aya: "he was calling you kaya! he's with tita kasi eh like id-drop by nya somewhere in edsa. he'll meet us nalang at greenbelt i think." (believe me! aya's more conyo than what you think. i so cannot immitate her, really!)
madel: "let's go?!? tara!"

then off we went to greenbelt for dinner. little did i know that a birthday surprise was already on the way for me.

while i was asking jl to text mark and tell us where he is na (my cellphone's turned off... duh?!) he was like "there! basta don!". so okay jl. you lead the way!

we were in front of CYMA on the ground floor of greenbelt 2 that moment. aya and jl were facing in front of the restaurant while joshua and i were facing them kasi nga jl's a big pretender na makoi's not replying daw. when suddenly i felt something like touched my neck. so the initial reaction's to turn around right?!

TADAH!!

mark, vitto, dev, david, mikee, marvs, jayjay, martin, frania, khaye, melai and dhunya plus jl, joshua and aya were like, SURPRISE!!

my gawd!! i was so really uber surprised!! i really had no clue. they've already held a birthday surprise last year so i never thought that this year's birthday celbration with the gang would also be as "happiest" as last year's. awww.

would you actually believe? i was just wearing a cute fitted top, a short shorts and a havaianas. in short, the busabos look mehn! i was like, uh-oh!! i didn't know i'll celebrate the birthday with the gang like this. having the not-prepared-look and all. darn! haha.

it's a treat for the birthday girl. and yeah the foods are oh so GREAT!! CYMA's a new resataurant in greenbelt if i'm not mistaken. and the evening was indeed a WOW!!

pictures to come here on my blogspot. and much much more pictures on my *multiply* account. i'm still waiting for *mikee's* post on his multiply. frania, aya and jl will send the pictures through my e-mail or probably they'll just give the cds the next time we go out.

they are oh so THE BEST!!! best! best! best! thank y'all for making me feel super special and super blessed.

and we all miss my best friend. the birthday celebration will never be complete without chester! his birthday's on the 29th nadin... tomorrow. yipee!!

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007

i, together with the la salle people were chilling at starbucks last night. gawd!! i missed those super makukulit people.

they were... tadah!
angelo
cy girl (loving gelo's new girl friend!! awts!!)
carlo
t.y.
pia
joey
jam
ron

we did nothing but laugh... literally!! pag-tripan at asarin and isa't isa...

CHILL!!

it was the first time to meet the loving gelo's girlfriend. may kiss pang kasama!! shiet!! haha.
plus the kilig factors of jam and carlo while texting. what daf?!? ang highschool pare!!

and now they've named the other group of friends. they're calling them "the ateneo boys". wahahaha! pinagttripan ako kexo na-miss nila ko dahil lagi nalang ateneo boys ako nagpapaka-busy.

my reply... ULUL!!

and now the ateneo boys call them (come on you guess!!)... the la salle boys. hahaha.

pucha ang kulet!!!

mAdeL @ Friday, August 24, 2007

yhei!! i was talking to a good friend-slash-dancer over the phone earlier and guess what... good news! good news!

coach john's bringing street jazz dance musical play back. (the one we had couple of months ago) wOohOo... hooray! hooray!

probably on the fourth week of september we'll be performing the dance musical play again. his friends loOoved the play too much and invited him to "re-produce" the exact same play. it will be held in ateneo this time if i'm not mistaken. still don't have the full details yet. but awww! so much in high spirit now. i get to dance... again!!

bringing the good old days. this picture was taken when we were having one of the street jazz rehearsal. look oh! haggard! haha.

i dunno. surely it'll be way harder with the schedules and all compare to last summer's agenda. time management and oh... "the" priorities dude!

so again, i'd probably have my self-imposed rehab from my pc and the internet.
i'll be back for some updates soon. *hugs*

i'm off now...
and i'll be busier than ever.
don't miss me much. *wink*

mAdeL @ Monday, August 20, 2007

i'm loving my current ym status message. it says...

"...my golly!!..mejo parang tinatawag na ata kami ng baha!whaaa!!hahaha..."

shiet!! napaka walang kwenta!! hahaha. i guess its more on the exaggerated state.

my dad's missing. he's probably trying to save the whole imus, cavite right now. together with my uncle, his brother. yikee... brotherly love. aww! hahaha.

just wanna share some pictures. (just click on for clearer view)
water check!! haha. so far, we still don't have to worry the flood pa naman.

you see how boredom did to me?? che!

mAdeL @ Friday, August 17, 2007

oh how i sOoOo love the rainy season. and so the waters... pouring all over the places.

hohoho. thanks to my super kulit cousin for taking the shots. the pictures helped me comprehend that yes, i am now officially...

a self-proclaimed bummer!

argh!!

three long days of no-school-works-for-me, and yet still counting for three more free days. come on!

and come to realize that a day of no-work is actually equivalent to a day of blogging and net surfing and sleeping and eating and gaming and... oh so much for the unproductivity please?!

i've done nothing but bum in front of the computers. how great is that huh?

but then again, don't you think i must savor each and every minute of the "free days", for next week would surely be a jam packed week of make-up classes and unfinished room activities... right my dear fellow students?

and oh by the way, the finaco subject make-up hours of classes... make it 12 wee hours dude! cause it is actually a major subject. darn!

so why am i posting these shameful pictures on-line anyway??!

mAdeL @ Friday, August 17, 2007

optimus prime once said...
"We choose how we see people.
When we want to like someone, we can be so tolerant.
When we want to be irritated by people, we focus on their faults.
It's not other people's behavior how we feel about them...
It's our attitude."

and as for me, exactly the same as my views. really!

and i sometimes hate it when people don't seem to understand my point regarding such matters. why not accept the fact that us people do have different views in life, huh?!? doesn't mean i'm lying or like covering the truth if majority does the other way. argh!

i mean, whenever i explicate and somewhat "defend" myself from all these different beliefs they're having, they're like "hindi rin! kakainin mo din yang sinasabi mo." the hell right??! crap! other even says you cannot hide from "it". and that you can never control "it". tsss! so not true if you'll ask my opinion. "it" is all on top of our own hands dude!

one minute i'm stating MY opinion, the next... they're like so accusing me of not telling what i really feel. duh?! grow up! as if i didn't know any better. crap! crap!

sample conversation:

scenario 01
the majority: blah blah blah blah..
madel: eh bakit naman ako? asa tao din kaya yun! blah blah blah...
the majority: hindi rin. marami nakong kilalang ganyan. at eventually nakain ang mga sinabi nila before. subok na yun!
madel: di din lahat noh! kanya-kanyang pananaw yan sa buhay. blah blah blah...
the majority: tignan lang natin. aantayin namin ang araw na kainin mo yung mga sinasabi mo. baka dika na pakita samin ha?
madel: *won't react* (grrr! nasasayang lang effort ko mehn!)

or...

scenario 02
madel: anu kaba?!? para kang ewan! blah blah blah...
someone: kung sayo din nangyari toh ganun din gagawin mo. kunyari si *** sayo diba, i'm sure dika din makakahindi.
madel: hindi rin uy! no way!!!! di noh! asa!
someone: nasasabi mo yan kasi di pa nangyayari sayo. blah blah blah...
madel: (the hell!) sus! as if naman parehas tayo diba?! bat ba mas marunong pa kayo sakin?
someone: bahala ka! tignan nalang natin pag sayo mangyari toh. kami unang-una tatawa sayo.
madel: (ah punyeta!) *won't react*

seriously, nakakairita kaya!!!

nobody knows myself except moi. so i don't have to argue with juvenile people.

so screw you who think i'm lying for defending my beliefs. damn!

mAdeL @ Thursday, August 16, 2007

suspension of classes is sweet!! and laziness pays off sometimes. wuhOoOo!

i was too lazy to get up this morning and decided not to attend my 9 o'clock economics class. tsk tsk! and besides, i like woke up at around 7 am realizing that i'd be late din (which is never new by the way) if i'd still attend the first class, so there... i've continued slumbering on a cool blanket and pillows and bed for the next two long hours. divine. haha.

the finance class would be at 10:30. i'v been receiving text messages from st.scho and la salle people saying super baha nadaw sa taft. and in addition, some friends keep on asking (text brigade c'mon!) about CHED's announcement regarding the suspension of classes and all. so again, since the finance professor keeps saying na advanced kami compare to other classes that he's handling, i guess it won't be a big deal if i'll miss today's one and a half hour class.

i didn't know CHED was planning to suspend classes until someone texted me at around 10 ish that they've already announced the suspension of classes in all school levels within metro manila... NCR dude! labo! hindi kaya umuulan! then my dad told me that last night's ulan daw was so malakas. oh well, so much for the "mantika kung matulog" phrase. haha.

now we must schedule nine hours of make-up classes for the major subject before september. finaco mehn! dean ledesma would really insist on having make-up classes as soon as possible. *sigh*

10:25:46 am
"cge excuse na kayo. dr nayve"

the economics professor texted me. haha. i didn't text him though! as in!!! kewl!!

today's my lola inay's 2nd death anniversary. and we'll be having a sorta get together this afternoon. i miss you granny=(.

oh by the way! last night's "agenda" was a blast. nyahahaha. not in the mood for some "kalandian" stuffs right now. haha.

gotta go!! still have to catch sleeps.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 15, 2007

turned out a set-up dating!! oh no!!

yeip! the "boylet" slash the crushy i was talking about on the earlier post.

ow shiet!! god help me please!! i've dated guys before, but tonight's supposed-to-be-a-plain-meet-up-turned-out-date would be the first time that i'll be dating an old crushy. oh no!! plus! he's the mr. silent type of guy eh. ow the charm pare!! haha.

i should and must maintain the energy. (according to the horoscope, haha!) and i am like good at dating daw yet i still have to master it. plus! it'll (i'm not pretty sure about the "it" though. nyhai!) get better and better everyday if i'll keep the major energy nga daw. (still according to the horoscope. thanks to aira and hazel's boredom!)

oh the meet-up!! whaaa!! puh-leease...

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007

and super drowsy!!! saaaave me please!! haha. my eye bags are actually as huge as ladles for i had not slept at least a full five hours of rest since last week... damn!!

time check?!?! prof jj's talking blah blahs for the last 55 minutes. he's an accountant by the way. and an aficionado of teenage-love-stories i pressume. he loves relating the lessons by giving paradigms of modern teenage-love-stories scenario. would you actually believe that? accounting information technology and mushy-mushy-han love stories?!?! it's fun though... nakakatuwa=)... at nakakatawa! haha. ang kulit pa!! he loves cracking jokes with all the serious reaction... with his body built and those rigid muscles... who would have thought he once took the accountancy board exams and immediately got the license? coz for your information, dear readers, he looks like a gym instructor slash bouncer talaga. hahahaha. (i'd probably post a picture of him here on my blog soon) sama!! however, i do like him. he's an excellent instructor, seriously.

the course name: accounting information technology and systems analysis and design and cheverloo eklavoo!! basta!! super loOoOong course name!! argh!!

anyhow, i'm adding new blog links on the left corner of my page. (to the left! to the left!) *pinky's* and *laries'*. gawd! i was so idle on line that i didn't even know the existence of the good friends' new blog accounts. OP moi!! haha.

i'll be meeting another good friend tonight. with the boylet. the crushy!! yikee=) hahaha. aww shiet!! landeh!! i'll start preparing myself now, as well as the "scripts" haha.

must'a go now. the subject's so related to the course i'm taking up. duh?!?

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007

080807...
oh how i wish the year's 2008 now. can't wait for another 365 days for this 080808. *sniffles*

the brain's so blank now. i cannot think!!! and so i'm diverting the attention onto something which could actually be considered a junk... 080808??! what daf!?

almost a week now. gawd! and up to now, i still cannot think!!

and i'm so praying for wisdom... and guidance... and strength... and self-control... i dunno. i have to have the spirit of understanding.

something disappointing and unacceptable just happened six days ago. and still cannot figure out what to do about certain things and certain issues and certain decisions.

help me please... help me uncomplicate things.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 08, 2007

and as of the moment, my multiply account now have 4898 photos all in all in 120 photo albums. err, that's on the photo corner alone... pretty numbered huh??

plus, i still don't have enough time to upload all the remaining pictures saved in my computer. and older pictures from my old multiply site were all deleted-slash-sabbotaged by i-don't-know-who. brrr!

so probably after midterm exams i can upload everything. it'll take much time though... like a day or two. i dunno. too much uploading pictures on my site makes me idle with the schoolworks and all. which is never good by the way.

believe me, moi not this person who loves taking picture of herself. for real! (better believe it!) blame the digicam and the cellphone cameras orighty?! haha.

and now people... brace yourselves for the picture overload.

click *this link* to visit my multiply site

mAdeL @ Monday, August 06, 2007