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i was watching pinoy big brother earlier when suddenly someone from the pbb crew (i presume) played regina spektor's samson as the background music for the hindi-nakakatuwang-wendy-bruce love team. the hell!! i just hate the both of them, to death! as if?! of all people naman, why does it have to be their love team?!?!?! argh!! and why does it have to be regina's song samson?!? tsss!

oh you see, i'm into watching television now. well thanks to the boredom word. haha.

anyhoo, i am super in love with her voice and how she resonates it. loved her songs back then and again, her songs are in my system nanaman! the songs are super soothing and i feel relaxed talaga whenever i play her songs. its as if you just want to stop what you're doing and get lost in it. divine=). you'd probably hear regina spektor's on the radio and fidelity over the radio and yeah she's really good diba?!

here are some of the favorites...
* raindrops
* loveology
* samson (which now reminds me of the loveteam. leche!!)
* oedipus
* poor little rich boy
* us

and so much, so much more.

i highly reccomend her songs to people who are about starting to fall in love with this kind of music...

mAdeL @ Thursday, May 24, 2007

hahaha. i've been tagged by *jana* through her multiply account. so here it goes...
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. okay! okay! i don't really get this! people i know think its super duper weird (as in!) whenever i’m becoming this major-organized-things-freako that they would always accuse me of having this obsessive-compulsive disorder. tsss! they find it weird whenever i do my note-taking-styles or how i take care of my stuffs and clothing or someone else's belongings. you'd really see me screaming at you or probably won't talk to you for about a minute or so if you'll mess my things up cause really, it upsets me the most! well the point is, who would want to have cluttered-muddled stuffs right?

2. i find it weird whenever i spend wee hours in the bathroom. i mean i'll just realize it after i'm done with the taking-a-bath-scenario. oh yeah! like not less than an hour or two. i guess i’m just enjoying the waters and super take pleasure from it. and oh mehn! hail to the beaches and pools on earth!!

3. i hate it whenever i arrive at school minutes before the professor comes. haha. i am not kidding people!! might be the reason behind the never-never-punctual-me. i would always say na "baka magantay pako" or "ayokong pinag-aantay ako" and these somewhat stop me from leaving the house. what's weird is... feeling ko nobody's punctual so i don't have to be "on-time". seriously.

4. the forever mood swings and the spoiled bratty moi. though i really really wanna and am dying to change it coz it's not good talaga, super i find it hard controlling the moods and all whenever i'm in the situation na. a huge weirdo feeling on this case...

5. i love taking pictures of whatever or whoever i see that interests me. more than you'll ever imagine! haha. but on the other hand, i find it ghastly whenever i take pictures of myself. seldom will you see me taking moi solo picture. and like it would take me millions of shots before the angle satisfies me. yet i love it when someone asks me to pose in front of the camera. this one's unnoticeable actually. haha.

6. that i'm not this girl who'll easily show off my cards to the person i've been with even for like a millions of hours na... or friends who "think" na i'm super open sa kanila. yeah i do a lot of talking and all but i never never expose myself to someone. well except if you're the best friend or someone who makes me feel super comfortable telling moi thoughts and feelings and emotions. which is a person or two by the way. plus! like i've got the highest standards in guys and rarely am i ever fascinated by anyone. as in totally fascinated!! tell you, it's really a weird feeling...

i tagged...
*jL
*mykee
*luisa
*sheena
*jaymie
*jubi

mAdeL @ Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i started loving the song even before the spiderman 3 was premiered. i instantly loved the song the first time i heard it over the radio and knew it was gary lightbody singing. mehn i was really shocked when i heard the song at the end credits of the spiderman 3 inside the movie house. i was like "ai shoot! soundtrack ng spiderman ang signal fire?! pare that's a huge favorite!" to archie and sheena. honestly, i didn't like the movie. but then there's a pampalubag loob after the film. haha. i am super in love with gary lightbody... with the band... with the song.

oh the band's songs are really a wow. i know you people wouldn't contest that after hearing their superb songs. i've loved them since high. from never gonna fall in love again, to firelight, to same, to hands open, to chasing cars... oh well the list goes on.

off the topic, finally the dsL had been fixed na. gawd it was like after 10 light years of experiencing the super hassle word. (exagge! weeks lang kaya yun!) thank God for i can now post this entry.

anyhoo, below the song box is the lyrics of moi favorite song for the last three months. oh that's a record!! haha.

*signal fire*

the perfect words never crossed my mind,
coz there was nothin' in there but you.
i felt every ounce of me screaming out,
but the sound was trapped deep in me.

all i wanted just sped right past me,
while i was rooted fast to the earth,
i could be stuck here for a thousand years,
without your arms to drag me out.

chorus:
there you are standing right in front of me
there you are standing right in front of me
all this fear falls away to leave me naked,
hold me close, cuz i need you to guide me to safety.

no, I don't want to wait forever (x2)

(i love these lines*wink*)
in the confusion and the aftermath,
you are my signal fire.
the only resolution and the only joy,
is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

(chorus (x2))

no, i don't want to wait forever (x3)

mAdeL @ Saturday, May 19, 2007

*if you've got any problems with the way i do things, then you go to hell! loser!!*

i wasn't able to enjoy my super short visit in RC for i claimed my yearbook A-L-O-N-E. talking about punctuality. argh!

was with the leche' (lesh-shey) earlier at tagaytay. oh well except for one who's currently enjoying her stay in japan with her family. we badly miss you jubi...

gawd it was plain fun, fun and fun. i missed hanging out with one of the best group-of-friends ever in the whole universe. (again, we miss you jubi *sigh*) they were all fanatical. yeip, we are still one of the world's super duper certified craziest people... wild and extreme people. haha. i guess we just missed having a wow conversation with each and everyone in the group. they haven't changed a bit. they're still this it-doesn't-matter-how-imperfect-you-are-as-long-as-we're-friends i've known from the very beginning. i feel loved... and misjudged.

loads of laughter and genuine affection. truly, genuine affection.

i just simply missed them.
beyond explanations.
i guess you would really know your truest truest friends after all those imperfections you've done in the past.

"friends, sana matuloy ulit yung overnight..."

joeyboy, who happened to be the dakilang photographer of the group, was also with us. (well obviously!) a big thanks to joey for taking these pictures...

i'll upload the rest of the pictures in my *multiply account* tomorrow. pare i'm super sleepy na. zZzZzZz...

*now you plastic people must learn how to shut your fuckin big mouth*

mAdeL @ Friday, May 18, 2007

please, please forgive me people... i just eagerly wanna put these into writings.

this is MY blog account so you people don't have the right to secretly contest to whatever things i'll say here in MY posts. never never conclude and never never retort. talking about respect!!! I made this blog account and I am writing MY opinions and whatever things I wanna say through the internet. walang pakielamanan pare! if you've got problems with MY thoughts, with MY posts, then go leave my page. it's indeed my pleasure.

i don't care if you won't be able to read this. pucha ang tigas talaga ng face! i know you know who the hell you are. my friends even confronted you na lotsa times. plus, parang the other day lang magkausap tayo ah. shiet!! i don't even know na you've got something against me?!?! thanks to YOUR friend. you see?! pare shame on you! sa ibang tao ko pa nalaman. pucha!

i just feel like posting this picture on today's post...

tang*** mind your own business nga! maxado kang nangengeelam eh!
pucha walang gamot sa insecurity chong!
if it's not the I word eh anung tawag mo jan?!?! wag kang magmaganda! feeling ang pucha!! if it's not the I word, then sabihin mo sakin straight to my face.

tell me what you feel. pucha hindi yang bait-baitan ka jan and not saying things sa mukha ko. tang*** parang highschool lang ah!! plastikan?!?!? pucha pare grow-up! if you're never brave enough to tell me what the problem is, then you fucking shut up nalang dude! wag kang pakielamero! kung naiirita ka the way i do things, then don't look! pucha kala mo kung sino ka?! i do not compete with you. duh! bakit sino ka?!?

i didn't do things sayo that would let you react sa mga ginagawa ko. wag kang nangengeelam. seeing other person's flaw doesn't give you the authority to say something behind her back. you're just being a plastic junk pare! feeling mo close to being perfect ka?!?! mukha mo!! tang*** kung wala kang masabing maganda sa ibang tao pwes tumahimik ka nalang! tang*** mo shut up pare!!

i WAS being nice sayo tas malalaman ko nalang sa ibang tao that you're super naiinis sakin?!?! na there's something na against ka sa mga actions ko!! the hell do you care?!?! ok lang sana if you'll do it once! eh tang*** count it yourself pare! pucha wag kang magsabi ng kung anu-ano against me sakin ngayon dahil hindi ako ang nagstart nito!! and i do not need to apologize pare. coz you should! if there's one person who needs to apologize, ikaw yun. you were the one who made me react this way. tang*** ginagawa mo bakong tanga?!?!? eh pucha napakalaki mong PLASTIC!!

it would be better siguro if you'll stop talking to me na. eh hinde eh, nice-nice-an kapa. pucha never ako namlastic pare and you know it. besides, why will i do it?!?! duh! as if i'll benefit something kung pplastic-in kita!! ikaw?!?!? pucha dika malaking kawalan! ang kapal ng mukha mo!!

you don't have to compare yourself to other people. looking at it this way, kung feeling mo you're better than a person, fine! then wag kang magconclude!! eh that's what i wanna do eh. pare kanya-kanya lang. respeto!!!

this is why i super super hate plastic people. i just don't see the point of being plastic. lalo na kung sayo?!?! anu naman mangyayari if i'll pretend na i'm your super nice friend. pucha di lang ikaw tao sa mundo!! i've got friends way better than you are.

hindi pako galit. ayus-ayusin mo lang yang ugali mo dahil hindi maganda!!! wag kang nagmamaganda!! this would be the last time na magsasalita ako regarding the matter. tang*** dimo pako kilala. you just don't know the things i'm capable of doing. take this as a warning.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 16, 2007