so much thoughts that i can't even find the right words... the precise words to type...
yes! someone's trying to ruin the beautiful day. no this ain't beautiful! the day sucks!! he's ruining the day!! fair enough, he is...
hell week = exams week
damn school works. boo-fucking-hoo!
and i still can't even manage to open notes and pretend to be studying where at the back of my head, at the back of these erratic thoughts, i'm thinking of the realities. yes those WERE the realities.
i miss him. so much i can't put in plain words why or how i badly miss him.
no not nathan. just to make it clear people. i'm so over him. i am!!
am i?? completely??
there'll always be unanswered questions. he's somewhat a part of the me eh...
i miss you. but you're trying to complicate things. you're that someone who's, unconsciously, doing it...
because someone's trying to make things complicated. oh please no!! i can't uncomplicate things alone.
i'm accountancy major. i beg you!! i really have to study...
the song. oh gawd the song! is actually one of the bestests songs ever made. i knew the song when people don't even know who the singer is.
high school = juvenile me, who did nothing but to appreciate the beauty of music.
of all people, bakit ikaw pa?? i don't get it eh. the point of loving me. hindi eh. ang labo!!
don't make me love you. cause i do. mahal kita eh. but i can't. for some reasons. beyond selfishness...
someone will end up weeping. either way, please let's work on this... (readers, this one's confusing, i know)
yes!! i'm super confused. yet i'm rejoicing. i feel blessed and secured and loved...
time.
roller coasters.
the song.
love.
emotions.
daffodils.
mistakes.
the voice... your voice.
dreams.
hatred.
distance.
blessings.
history.
foods.
truth.
smiles...
angelo's post birthday celebration last night at gateway. with extensions. met the famous archie plus maxinne. (right?) oh well, thanks a lot angelo.
i'm trying. i'm pretending...
i'm terrified.
please don't leave. since i don't actually need you. breathe. and i want you... and i miss you... and i wanna do this... and i wanna take the risks...
alone...
i can wait. yes i could do it! i'm waiting...
words... you know i'm never good with words.
could you not do it? cause i don't wanna see you doing it.
**hold on to me and never let me go...
mAdeL @ Monday, January 15, 2007
.:: about me ::.
maideline aure y porto. 20 year old accounting student of st. scholastica's college manila. my birthday's on august 30 and i just simply love life and makes the most out of it=). i really want to travel and explore and do a lot of things, i'm wishing that time would allow me to...
.:: bits and pieces ::. .:: past memories ::. .:: me myself and i ::. .:: blogspot-ers ::. .:: tagboard ::. .:: music ::.
.*stars* are the best thing ever made.
.i'm living in an *orange* world.
.*coffee* makes my day complete.
.*music* is something to live by.
.would hang back at the *beach*.
.*dancing* is sOoOo a bigtime passion.
.i who loves to do the *night-outs*.
