quite a hectic week. with oodles of home works and exams and research works and accounting problems and drafting and so on and so forth. but then again, still the same old lethargic-slash-crammer me. my eye bags are actually as huge as ladles for i had not slept at least a full five hours of rest since last week.
missed blogging so much. as in the the real blogging thinggy. i haven't been able to make lengthy posts for my blog for the reason that i've been so busy this week... so goddam BUSY! period!
oh well, how i do love weekends. free days to be exact... pleasurable moments with my folks, night-outs and gimmicks with my girl friends, hours of talking with the people-i-miss-the-most, getting dressed for the lunch/dinner date scenarios (either with friend/s or a friend's buddy), lying in bed thinking about nothing, road tripping with the chaps, and all these delighting stuffs... who would not want weekends?
nevertheless, so many things i have transpired these past few days that it seems so surreal. and i actually don't even know how to start chronicling my life in the past seven days. bummer! while everybody else is busy anticipating for the Yuletide season, here i am, sitting still in front of my computer, doing nonsense bits and pieces... Christmas is just a couple of days away but funny how i don't feel the spirit at all. and i don't have gifts for my folks and friends yet. which simply means that i'll still be doing some gift hunting for the remaining days. with all the people flocking to malls these days, i wonder how i'll struggle with them.
had this unforeseen conversation with aira on our way back to cavite. talking about all these upsetting situations that had happen from the past is really distressing. one minute you are fine, and the next minute you're ailing... and this exactly has what made me feel a little depressed and spiritless today... thanks to a good friend though. thanks aira! for listening and for being nice.
yes i've been dating guys for almost a year now. i've met so many new guy friends... and i so liked this feeling. the feeling of being wanted. of being desired by such a suave and intellectual guy. conversely, i'll stick to being single. and i'm still loving every minute of it.
anyhow, been trying greater than hard to create a new customized blogspot account for like hours now... but it just wouldn't show up the right formats once i click the publish button. naman! i think i have to wait for "someone" with a real good heart who could lend me a hand with all these stuffs. haha. nagpaparinig?!
oh so, i am about to cap off yet another tiring day. i'm planning to re-upload pictures in my multiply account tomorrow since everything was erased a year ago. as in everything! from photos, to blog entries, to my playlist... as in all!! and i should really take a good sleep now.
always find reasons to smile people=)..

(after one tiring gimmicks from eastwood... and still managed to smile.)
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 16, 2006
i so envy luisa's blogspot page... argh! i really must learn the beauty of this piece. the overlayed or customized or whatever-you-call-it profile thiggy. hmpf!
oh well, welcome to blogging world luisa=). yeah i know you'll end up fixing my account. as always!! haha... how sweet of you mare... thanks.
this one's seemingly the shortest post you'll ever see here in my page... err, for this month i guess. coz i'm super super super busy tonight. duh?! homeworks! i'm still the huge crammer you've seen the first time. oh well, coffee won't let me down.

au revoir!
mAdeL @ Tuesday, December 12, 2006
have you read my previous post about vitto's getting the planner?? must admit... felt mix of joy and envy for a very good friend. (he knows it! haha) well just to let you know, dear readers, how glad i was when i handed marvin (barista's name) the christmas traditions card with the required number of stickers. yadah*yadah!! i got my 21st starbucks' sticker last saturday at eastwood citywalk. really in high spirit now. haha. t'was dated december 09, 2006 to be exact! i was like "gawd! i so love this coffee i'm sipping right now". (exaggeration... duh?!) yes i could actually smell it. my second starbucks planner!! yhei!=D they'll just inform me daw when to pick up the planner. oh my!! now i don't have to worry about this absurd dilemma of mine like where to put my plans-for-the-days of the year twenty-o-seven. silly! hehe. although luisa and i already bought a planner from papemelroti like a couple of months ago (i'll use it mare), still decided to get a hold of the planner. and oh! i'm actually one of the million donors of the SparkHope project. such a heartwarming thought. so i took a picture of myself and the card. hehe.

the not-so-good part... just imagine carrying the planner on a daily basis. it's a bit bulky right? errr... uhm... it's okay! besides, i can always give it to my dad. coz my dad's more "starbucks addict" than i am. he so love buying drinks or stuffs or whatever at starbucks. i love my dad... he's one of my starbucks buddies.
whoopsy... yes mom! i'm still planning to attend my 7:30 class later. so i'll go to bed now... ora mismo!! have a good day people.
mAdeL @ Monday, December 11, 2006
feel kinda nauseous. saw the guy... i saw him!! again!?!? argh!! cause he actually lives there, at torre lorenzo. oh i just so so hate him and the fact that he lives a block away from my school!! grrr...
vitto had to go to his grandmother's house for some urgent matters. met up with him at starbucks and paid bucks for our all time favorite drinks... yhei!! one starbuck-ing to go and the planner for 2007 will be sOoOo mine. haha. however, i hope the process this time will be way quicker than the last year's scenario... it took me decades of waiting for the starbucks' planner of 2006. vitto's just waiting for his planner. daya!! oh am gonna get a copy of it... soon!! haha.
i missed him. i missed my good friend vitto. we haven't seen each other for what... weeks?? a month?! so we did a lot of catching up and all. we're actually planning to spend the saturday morning with some friends. we'll play tennis again! miss playing with them. *excited* oh you are so dead people, haha. anyway, i really do love starbucks. (especially when you're with a good friend) err, not just the famous starbucks... duh?! i mean i just so love coffees!! and err... yeah! coffee shops. (oh! everybody knows it anyway) CAFFEINE is definitely the word pare! super blessed for having starbucks near st. scho... lotsa lotsa caffeine a day completes my day. nyak!!
going back!! argh!! for the nth time... i sOoOo hate the guy!! he was with his friend. the guy's kinda cute... hotness!! haha. yet pretended i didn't see him. one big PLASTIC!! he is!! junk!!
the day was really tiring. dance practice and stuffs. whaaa!! nigganess nako! am sOoOo bhulack (yeah that's the word according to my sisters... bad! hmp!) i miss accounting. (better believe it!) i miss prof Q. due to st. scho's centennial celebration, my schedule has been real tight the past few weeks... and i guess it'll be staying this way for the next two weeks. we still have to catch up with the lessons. hai hai. next week's a real busy week for us. loads of school works, exams... you name it. and my christmas break?? oh so uber loaded... as in!! i mean SUPER DUPER loaded. jam-packed!
nyahai!! we'll have gimmick this friday night. yhei... fun fun fun...
ciao... i am so not in the mood for some updates right now... maybe some other time i'll do a longer post. and why can't i upload a picture?? naman!! oh well... night people=)
and oh!! did i mention that i so hate the guy??! grrr...
mAdeL @ Wednesday, December 06, 2006
believe me!! you don't wanna mess things up!! i saw him!! yes!! i saw him this morning!!! shiet!! plastic!! PLASTIC!! PLASTIC!!! trying to be nice and all!! duh?!?! as if!! hiding the evil, yes the EVIL side of him!! i hate him!!! i just soOoOo hate the person!! I HATE PLASTICS!!!! you people must learn when to be PLASTIC okay. i do know your agenda. fuck!!
confirmed your number, bird-brain!!!
conversation with a friend...
madel: "shiet!! ang kapal pa ng mukha nyang ngumiti ha!!" (yes!! he actually smirked at me from a far!!)
mayeh: "you just have to maintain your composure, mare"
me: "shiet!! mas nakakabadtrip kaya yun!! he's still trying to be nice pa!! ang kapal!! ang plastic!! he would've confronted me!! mas okay pa yung ganun eh!! ang bading pucha!" (and i really do wanna shout at him)
mayeh: (unreasonable silence)
me: "sige lumapit kalang sakin and you'll see what i can do!!"
i am actually about to burst!! shiet!! but he went the other way!! bummer!!
i hate him!!! i hate him!! i hate him!!! stop being PLASTIC!!! if it wasn't for a friend, matagal na talaga kitang napatay (i mean it) at pinatulan through text messages (which is super super cheap)!!!! i'm serious!! don't be plastic!! and don't you ever talk to me again. stop texting me!! stop being plastic!! i'm warning you!!! beware!!
mAdeL @ Sunday, December 03, 2006
shiet!! am sick!! as in sick sick!! argh!! and the blogspot's not working well today!! whenever i click the publish button, it'll return to the blogspot's homepage and the entry will not be retrieved!! weird!! pucha!! and i am never patient with things!! so decided to turn off the computer. it ruined my day. more more messed up!!
i was doing an entry this morning about how good my day was until "something" terrible (aside from the blogspot malfunctioning scenario) happened that even made my day shoddier! yes!! so much worse worse worse. and it really really made me sick!! how i do hate cellphones!! (well except for the camera part) the communication thing and all! i hate reading text messages from people!! from people who think they're superior enough to do whatever they feel like doing, and speak whenever they feel like speaking. yes! i hate you!! i extremely dislike you!! the guy's a junk!! i soOoOo despise you!!! you better die and go to hell!! i loathe him!! i loathe him!! i loathe him!! ang gwapo mo kase?!?!?! duh!!! fuck!!! hell NO!!! you're not!! or not even close to being gwapo!! ang sama kasi ng ugali mo!! you're trying to be nice (with purpose!! user!!) but you're not!! and as i can see, you'll never be one! duh?!?! pretentious bitch!!
i know you'll never, ever read this by any chance... but i'll still take my chances. so please, please... die you evil creature!!!
don't you ever dare talk to me again coz i will never, EVER be pleasant in front of you!! i'll show you how iniquity i can be!! you'll gonna regret the day you made me feel bad!! and i don't actually care if you're a friend's good friend or whatever!! first and second chances are explicable but never the third time!! die you fucking moron!! well you'll probably see me tomorrow somewhere sa taft or at leon guinto. ha!!! better be frightened!! magdasal-dasal ka na!! and don't you dare pretend that everything's well between us coz i will definitely loose temper and i will never think twice humiliating you in front of whoever people you're with!! leave me alone and never text me using the number!! DON'T even try to be nice in front of me again!! as if you're not planning things behind my back!! plastic!! PLASTIC!! and it would be better next time not to see you smiling or saying your sweet "hellos" than pretending as if nothing's going on. i have sources!!! you're friend happens to be my one-good-forthright-and-ingenuous friend!! yeah i do know all your numbers, stupid!! one big plastic!! believe me, you don't wanna see me fuming!!! i'm saving the messages, shithead!!
I EXTREMELY DISLIKE THE PERSON!!! I HATE HIM!!!
** this one's not actually allied to the blog's title...
it's ria's birthday today and mayeh's yesterday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARE AND RIA.
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 02, 2006
this one's a quickie but i guess today's not going to be a busy one for me. i'll just do some accounting stuffs ("make it a daily habit" haha). and i'm just sitting here in front of my laptop, missing a lot of things. i've been so busy the past few weeks. aside from the practice sets that i've shown you before, i already started the 192-page-plain-workbook for accounting (yeip, a book for discussions, a workbook, and a practice set... duh?!) wherein accounting major students must accomplish everything before the semester ends. believe me, the workbook's a page-turner, haha. due to loaded school works and activities for the preparation of the centennial celebration of st. scho this coming week, i've missed out on so many things... stuff i usually do in my life. haii..
well anyway, enjoy the beautiful life people!=D
(pampering myself through photo-ops after those draining accounting problems. notice the huge eye-bugs?? haha.)
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 02, 2006