Oh I'm sorry I can't help but post eh. YUNG BURDEN KO TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL TALAGA.
Okay so my friend Maux and I were on our way home the other night. The usual jam-packed bus... super daming nakatayo!! So go imagine the closeness right??
Two college girls (wanna know from what school and course??) were standing beside us and they were suuuuper ingay. I mean god!! Could you be a little discrete??!? Like everybody's looking at them and were like "the hell???". And I was super tired that day kaya mainit ulo ko okay?? So I did writing stuffs nalang tas my friend put on her ipod and decided to sleep instead. An hour later, xempre their voices get super lakas, I was pissed off they were talking about nonsense things pa. Then I heard this...
girl 1: anu ba plural? tooth o teeth?
girl 2: HAHAHAHAHA. (take note, bonggang tawa talaga!)
girl 1: deh seryoso! anu ngang plural?
girl 2: HAHAHAHAHAHA. TOOTH! (with conviction) anu bayan??
girl 1: tooth ba? oh sorry! tooth ba? (girl 2 continuously laughing)
girl 2: HAHAHAHA. eh anung plural ng teeth?? teeths?!?? (laughs out loud padin)
Ooh boy I was like "WHAT THE FUCK??!?! YOU GUYS SERIOUS????!?!". Oh how I badly wanted to interrupt the stupid conversation. I didn't know if I should correct them nicely eh. And I just didn't. HINDI KO SILA KINAKAYA. You just... imagine! I wanted to wake my friend up. YUNG BURDEN KO SHIET! I SWEAR!! I was like "Oh god, oh god!" the whole time. I cannot believe them. SERYOSO!
Tas after the conversation, they were like continuously bragging about non-braggable (braggable?? haha.) shits pa. WHAT THE HELL?? I was sOoOoOo irita. Napa GRABE nalang ako. I wanted to tell them how noisy, how unbelievable they are. Yes I know I am super mean. I know I am never the grammar guru. Though I always notice wrong grammar, tolerable pa eh and/or sanay na. Kaso naman kase... traffic, I was tired and I was so not in the mood, tas they were super ingay and I hated their guts so ayan tuloy. (or mean lang talaga ko?) PROMISE, HINDI KO KINAYA. College girls?? Are you serious??
ps.
Who would laugh at this?? Oh not me!
mAdeL @ Saturday, September 19, 2009
i dunno what to say. i dunno how to react, really. i feel... blank. yes i am not feeling anything. or perhaps i'm trying not to feel anything.
i already received a phone call from him this morning, okay so his plane landed nadaw. i dunno what to say... should i be like "yay!!"?!?! oh whatever!
shit lang. i'm trying so hard to write all my thoughts. i guess it wouldn't be possible for now. will update some other time.
mAdeL @ Friday, August 21, 2009
Now just because I can't move on...
For the very first time I was able to watch Rayver Cruz (a local artist) dance on TV. I was riding a bus on my way to school when Rayver Cruz, Maja Salvador and John Pratts had this short dance number on Wowowee. A dancer-at-heart as I am, I gotta say I have always been very particular with the person's clean moves (or well basically all factors) and flaws. To my amazement, I must admit that I was SUPER shocked and impressed on how galing Rayver gets with his moves and interpretation. So... I ended up browsing his videos on youtube. Forgive me for being such a loser. I know this was like so 20 years ago.
Current realization: I think I love Rayver Cruz especially when he starts dancing. Hahaha. Undoubtedly one of the country's supahdance icons. =D
Typed in Rayver Cruz and watched almost all the links listed under his name. Little did I know that his videos will lead me to "the other side of Sarah Geronimo". Sarah is said to be one of the finest singers of her generation but, for some weird reasons, I never never liked the girl. But ohmy! That dance number with Rayver was HOT. I cannot believe myself saying this - Sarah is such a great dancer! I was stunned and I was like "IS THAT HER, SERIOUSLY??? Shiet pucha ang galing nya pala sumayaw?!??!" the whole video. They both dance VERY well. Ang linis kasi nila gumalaw. I am not impressed by those people who dance because of their malambot LANG body and magaslaw KASE moves. I hate trying hard and wanna be dancers, really. So now I'm giving all my thumbs up for this dance number. I know the video's a bit (or perhaps not "a bit") old but hey! I'm sorry okay??! Watching television has never been pleasurable for me. Thanks to San Agustin buses for I was able to see the talents of these celebrities.
And so now I'm posting the video here. Enjoy watching you guys.
ps.
I fell in love with Zanjoe Marudo the first time I saw The Wedding. I think I'm kinda learning to watch local TV shows now eh? Haha. I knoooowww! I AM A LOSER.
mAdeL @ Sunday, August 16, 2009
I'm giving my blogspot a fresh new look. I know it's nothing much of a good page but hei... IT IS orange! Haha. I've been very idle for the past months. I'm sorry blogpage but I know I abandoned you for like the longest time. (exactly 1 year) But I promise to make it up to you... or at least visit you every time I go online. Busy much eh? School shits plus org shits result to ZERO social life. And I'm allotting extra time with Mark since he's leaving Pinas na in 10 days. How sad is that right? I knoooowww. =( Special non-working holiday today. Thank god! I badly need a break. (St Scho was the one who sponsored the 8 pm mass last Monday. Not a single acknowledgement nor recognition from Cardinal. ANG GULO-GULO NYA DAW KASE TALAGA!) Awww, I miss playing tennis with the group. Home cable is so effed up. Brrr. ps. I'm into a loOoOot of hating right now. Beware! 
To St. Scho Alumna President Corazon Aquino, you will always be remembered.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 05, 2009
i'm soOoOoOoOo into boyce avenue band right now..badly badly INTO them!
need i say more??..
mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 05, 2008
ONE TREE HILL IS LOVA-LOVA-LOVE!!!
i didn't expect oth's season 05 episode 18 would be sOoOo that great (understated, gahd!).. AND super biteeen!! guess it was the season finale already... urgh! and season six premiere will take place on september 1st pa. i CANNOT wait. one tree hill is definitely-definitely LOVE..
anyhow, i was browsing through my files earlier and see what i have here.. picture of some of my gossip girl books that i took the moment i heard na they're making a series based from Cecily von Ziegesar's novels. guess i was preoccupied then that i wasn't even able to use/post it as planned. i was that "so highschool" when i was in high eh bakit ba?? and since the gg has a tv series na, the books are all gone.. err, except for these 4 copies. i mean reading books like these (when i was a lot younger) made my day complete, really. san kapa i had collections of archie, jughead, betty and veronica digest when i was in elementary.. oha! haha.gossip girl doesn't amaze me anymore.. prison break, the L word, heroes, grey's anatomy, csi, numbers, smallville, blah blah blahs are like "sakto lang", they do not "move" me anymore. ONE TREE HILL STILL DOES!! and always will. haha. oh i'm sOoOo an addict!go david cook!! haha.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 21, 2008
(above picture taken last-last board op coz i still don't have the recent board op pictures) the CPA (certified public accountant) board exam results for may 2008 are now available. you may check the list through *this* link.. i read somewhere na the passing rate for the batch is 27.263%.. like 1268 out of 4651 made it to the list. not bad 'eh? CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR NEW CPAs!!(might as well enumerate the new Scholastican CPAs right?..)* BAL, HAYDEE DIANNE AGUILAR, cpa
* BALABAT, APRIL JOY PRADEL, cpa
* BUENO, CARLA VERNADETTE BONILLA, cpa
* DELA CRUZ, DONNA MARIE PEÑA, cpa
* FERNANDES, ALEV ANNE QUIROZ, cpa
* GALANG, MARY ANNE MANALASTAS, cpa
* MIRANDA, MONETTE DUMANTAY, cpa
* PADUA, JULIE ANN EDQUILA, cpa
* SENICA, KAYLEEN GONZALES, cpa
* TE, GRACE JENELYN PANG, cpa hmmm... whoelse? whoelse? i hope i did mention all of them.
again, congrats ates=D.. we all salute you. aba! hindi ata biru-birong makapasa ng kahit anung board exam noh! hehe.. 
p.s.
still can't find time to blog. i'll do the updates soon.
p.p.s.
the account's super walang kwenta! duh?! screw-screw me!!
mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 21, 2008
for the nth time... i am getting more and more of an addict! the L word is just sOoOo like a drug! haha...
nah! don't get me wrong here oright? i mean the "drug" and "the L word" addiction. i'm still in love with men! don't worry... haha.
and since i dunno how to put spice on this post, i'm putting season 2-4's obb here nalang.
enjoy!=)..
mAdeL @ Saturday, April 05, 2008
grace potter and the nocturnals band is like a drug you know?? haha. for the past days (err.. weeks!) i did nothing but listen to their songs. rrrrr!!
i say i am too lazy to function. like what's new right??
*there goes one non-sense post again!*
mAdeL @ Sunday, March 23, 2008
yeip... ONE TREE HILL at 100!! *hooray* and i am like sOoOo a big fan of the show... would you believe?? i watched the whole episode for like 3 times... adik!! s05e12 is priceless!... and biteeen!! nathan is love... and so as haley... and jaime. *wink*
celebrating 100th nonsense post here in my blogspot, too. haha.
going 4th??
mAdeL @ Tuesday, March 18, 2008
yes i'm in real trouble right now. i mean i shouldn't be writing an entry here coz i still got numbers of paperworks waiting to be done before 12 midnight. screw me!! tamaaaadd!!... and so i've decided to make "super-short" updates nalang instead of draining my brain over those f*ckin' school works.
* incubus concert was just oh SO great! PLUS... victor basa was there... HOT!!! i knew it! we really are destined for each other. haha. up dharma down performed din. i missed the band - they still rock my world!! whew. and for the incubus?... wala akong masabi!! brandon is the man! two, or i must say four, thumbs up mehn!! i have to upload pictures on my multiply na!! *excited *
* i found my supposedly-most-recent entry on my draft. talking about paglalabas ng sama ng loob... we were asked to do this "my wedding" thinggy for our theo project. like duh??!... as in the whole wedding-planning-for-MY-wedding scenario. from details to details... come on!! don't you think it would be more exciting if you're planning na for the REAL wedding with that one person?? and besides, the future's oh so blurry pa... i swear!
* my legs are ok now. yipee-doodles!! i get to wear shorts na ulit! haha. *nonsense*
* st. scho pep, as always, got this season's title for the wncaa cheerleading competition... seven consecutive years pare! need i say more??
* blue schools need a life!!! (scho and admu) finals week will be after holy week pa. grrr!! after the finals week we have to register na agad for summer classes... summer classes will start april 14. GREAT!!
* janina san miguel's q and a portion during bb. pilipinas pageant night is the bomb!! sakit sa ulo my gahd!! thanks to a good friend for giving me *this* youtube link. can't get over ako eh... for like two days! worse is... she wasn't even able to answer the question PA! now i won't say anything na aside from "GRABE!!!!"... it is indeed GRABE!! *sigh*
u-oh... blockmate pm-ed me. suddenly the mind's got drained for updates. nawala lahat! the blockmate reminded me of how hectic I SHOULD be with school works right now. the hell's wrong with me???!?!*i have just posted a real NONSENSE-POORLY CONSTRUCTED entry here in my abandoned blog account... for the nth time!*
mAdeL @ Tuesday, March 11, 2008
it was my first time to absent myself on a major subject... FIRST TIME in my whole-entire accountancy life!!! i mean, come on! who would want to skip dean's 3-hour (sometimes 4) accounting class twice (sometimes trice) a week right?? *boo!* imagine the discussion, the remarks, the must-remembers and the blah blah blahs that you're gonna miss diba? what's more annoying is??... like i did not attend the lecture for a real simple reason... for that one f*ckin-unreasonable cause!... that i had to go home for i just pushed my luck and assumed that i could attend my class (which actually needs undivided attention) though i'm having LBM pa since last night. well guess i was wrong! darn!! Loose Bowel Movement pare! you see how pathetic the reason was?? argh!!
anyhow, the pasa on my legs are officially four days older now. (gusto ko ipagkalat eh, bakit ba?) duh?? haha. it sucks whenever i wear skirt (skirt day = school policy during mondays and thursdays) and have to climb stairs or bus with the person-i-do-not-know-and-never-wish-to-see-again-ever behind me then he/she would see it. jahe!! guess i have to deal with them for the next few days. them meaning the pasa and the i-wish-that-person-behind-me-didn't-see-it scenario, by the way. argh!
off the topic, few days ago my sister was with her kulasa friend who happens to be her taipot's (eeeeewwww!! what's with the term of endearment?? gahd!) younger sister. i was so like "urhg!!!" when my sister told me na her friend daw told her that whenever she sees me... errr, the line goes like this..."pag nakikita ko si ate madel, either sobrang suplada xa - meaning marami xang tulog, or stressed xa - meaning wala xang tulog!... andami pala talagang ginagawa pag accountancy noh?"
and initially didn't know if i'd be annoyed or be upset or just plain laugh about it. then my sister said... "yeah it shows! halata naman talaga sa mukha mo pag nas-stress ka... diba?"
GREAT!!! and i was like so inis! dumadalas nanaman ang haggard days ko!!! huwhaaa!!
you see i'm trying to get back into blogging again... yhei!! i get to post nonsense entries again!! haha.
and so what am i doing here? why am i doing crappy things on-line right now? like i have to start studying na for my law final exam tomorrow. tsk tsk... you lazy- daisy!
mAdeL @ Friday, February 29, 2008
after months of not being able to play tennis with the group...THIS HAPPENS!! 
(happened feb. 25 '08)
mark, who happens to be the number one guy on my-most-idolized-tennis-players list, gave me a real powerful overhand for the service. ako naman, feeling goody-goody running backwards attempting to receive the "supposedly-outside" ball with an overhead smash, didn't know that the wooden long chair (bench if that's what you call it! duh?) behind me was like "ga-patilla" (thanks for the term jl! it helped a lot... argh!) nalang. and poof!
"AAAARROOOUUUCCCHH!!! p*ny*t*!!! sh*t sh*t sh*t!! p*ch* dang sakeeeet!! f*ck!" blah blah blah...
so there... and that's what you call "power katangahan" pare!!...
and this is where pasa happens!
everybody rushed and somewhat freaked out when they saw "the" stupidity and voilah... like not more that 30 minutes after, everybody's laughing na and all... great!! sarap pagkukutusan my gahd! haha.
hell wants to wear shorts during school days? or who would want to see a girl wearing shorts with "these" in the mall? i won't!!! errr... at the moment.
thanks to makoi for putting ice on it while saying "now who's stupid??"...
to dee for cheering me up by saying (very) inspiring phrases like "mehn! i should have seen your skills, mai." or "oh that's ok hunnie! pants look good on you... swear!" or "it gives accent to your legs kaya!" and more punch-lines sabay tawa...
and to everybody who never failed to cheer me up through consistently reminding me of my katangahan..
YOU GUYS ARE SOOOO SWEET!!..
mAdeL @ Tuesday, February 26, 2008
seriously?? i currently look like a 25-year-old college student who doesn't even know the difference between sanity and insanity...
alam nyo yung "stressed-out" word? believe me! mejo lampas-lampasan pako dun!
and like i don't have social life anymore... not even a single (real) gimmick for the last 15 days. KILL ME!!!
too busy to blog. too busy to log-in here. too busy to text. too busy to sleep. LAHAT NAAAA!!!!
purpose of writing tonight's entry? the picture mehn!
high school graduation with tropang david and poch. the moment i saw this on david's account, i was like... "oh my gahd! may picture pala kami that time?!?"
then like after a few seconds, i find myself staring at that girl's face where at the back of my mind i was asking myself na like "ako ba talaga toh??" or "baka kasi nagha-hallucinate nalang ako eh?!" or "dahil sa sobrang antok lang talaga nako?" or "baka naman kasi di naman talaga ako toh??" (sabay kusot sa mata)...
i know! i know! it's plain stupidity right? ewan! ang labo!! for real.
must keep in mind:
there's a thin line between sanity and insanity
mAdeL @ Thursday, February 07, 2008
THE BRAVERY is sOoOoOo into my system for the nth time. i just love them. and its priceless... haha! i'll be uploading new playlist (although its like months na when i started loving their new songs and instantly downloaded it through internet) in my *multiply account* soon. you'll definitely love the songs too.
anyhow... MERRY CHRISTMAS ya all. *hugs*
in as much as i sOoOoOo wanna do the updates right now, i can't!! argh!
busier than ever! schedules are really jam packed. missed going on-line. missed the computers.
and i'm sOoOo loving my bestfriend's (together with tito and tita) stay here.
and oh by the way, the surprise party was really sobrang masaya! this is why i feel the Christmas spirit eh. haha.
will do the updates probably next year... don't miss me much.
mAdeL @ Monday, December 24, 2007
the all new "before reading my posts..." section that you'll see on the upper left side of MY page is specifically dedicated to people who did nothing but make fun of an average blogger's life and mistakes...
and oh! a little piece of advice... don't be too harsh on yourself, darling! *wink*
mAdeL @ Monday, December 17, 2007
*eh sa ayaw kong sumakay ng jeep and pedicabs eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong manood ng movie that you're so dying to watch eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong kumain jan/nyan kasi feeling ko andumi eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong pumunta dun at makipagsiksikan sa sobrang dami ng tao eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong bumili jan kasi nagamit na yan ng iba eh...
*eh sa ayaw ko na nyan kasi andami ng meron nyan...
*eh sa ayaw kong sumama kasi yun din lang naman gagawin eh...
fine! call it "kaartihan"... maarte na kung maarte! eh sa ganun ako eh... as if i care??
and i never said na...
"wag ka kaya sasakay sa mga jeeps and pedicabs..."
"hello?wag mo kaya panoorin yang movie nayan..."
"wag kang kumain jan noh! andumi-dumi kaya nyan..."
"wag kana pumunta dun noh!..."
"kadiri lang kung bibili kajan ha..."
"andami na kayang meron nyan! wag kana!..."
"wag nyo nalang kasi yan ituloy..."
well at least i'd rather be alone. i'd probably say "sige kayo nalang" or "deh ok lang noh! una nalang ako" (pangungunsensya aside)... and i never pushed someone to do things the way i do things...
eh sa mas sanay kami mag-usap in english eh! eh sa ganun kami magsalita pag magkakasama kami eh!
like duh? i do not converse in english naman whenever everybody talks in tagalog sabay ako lang yung magmamagandang magsasalita ng english diba...
eh sa gimikera ako eh!
and i have nothing against people who opt to stay in the house and rest during friday and saturday nights.
eh sa minsan i choose "the" passion over being with my friends eh!
i won't eagerly tell you to cancel the get together porket wala ako. i'd never ask you to adjust your scheds for me.
eh sa i'm never the person who loves to have super daming friends and impress every people i meet to the point na mamalastic ako and pretend to be someone i'm not.
and i'd rather be with few real friends than have a huge social life nga but i'm not showing the real me naman.
and i'm so not planning to run next election noh... haha.
and i know that i can NEVER please everybody... so why waste time and effort right? why pretend?? for me, there's no point talaga...
so... never mind someone else's bussiness okay?!...
and we're leaving in a free country anyway!
mAdeL @ Monday, December 17, 2007
PROUD and BRAG...
come on! there's a HUGE difference between those two words right? (well i guess every mature person probably knows the difference.)
one of the things that God wants us to have is the gift of humility... of being humble. and this (the conversation after this sentence), as we all know, is NOT the perfect example of humility...
girl 1: sincerely saying "yeee, ang pretty mo talaga."
girl 2: "nyak!" or "hindi noh!" or "ainako nambobola kana naman" or "hindi naman??!" or "anu ba? ichura ko kaya!"
perhaps by saying simple "thank you" and genuinely accepting what that person said would be better diba?
and humility starts within our self...
we should know our strengths and weaknesses. (with all humility)
we should know and examine our "inner us". (with all humility)
we should know our capabilities... our fortes, where we're good at. (with all humility)
then we should flaunt and be proud of it!
and be "humble" about it...
humility doesn't mean na if you're good at certain thing parang you have to "hide" it so that other people would not think na you're mayabang or you're just bragging or whatsoever. na tipong you have to "hide" it for they might say "ang yabang naman nya porket magaling xa dun".
whenever we feel blessed, don't you just think it's human nature to be proud for being blessed or say it out loud na "yhei i'm good at this!"? but then the humility should be there padin talaga. humility as in knowing na you're really good at that certain field talaga...
it's sad how most people think na you're being boastful lang where in fact you're just being proud. it's sad how a person (always) wants to be the "best" among others. *sigh* it's sad how a person compares himself to other people's ability.
humility, i think, starts by evaluating yourself... being able to know your capabilities. now if you have "the" talent or you are capable of doing such things... then you must be proud of it!... you must do it!... you even have to develop it... you must share it... and most importantly, you must not use that strength to make fun of other people and tell them, perhaps make them feel, that they're stupid for not being able to do what you're capable of doing... as good as how you do it.
for your strength could be someone else's weakness. try to help... try to share. and your strength might help improve that person's weakness.
talking other person's weakness behind their back is NEVER good. it's better if we'll tell it to them straight nalang (truth sometimes hurts, honey) instead of saying others na "ang tanga nya kaya on that field." a mature and composed person would never do it... a person with values and right attitude would never-never do it. and i believe that being "plastic" is equal to immaturity.
being able to know people's individuality is really important. one must know how to respect other people's strengths and weaknesses as well.
now if i'd be given the chance to choose? i'd definitely go for the right attitude over being super smart that tends to be egoistic... (for i know i still tend to be self-centered talaga. and i know i'm not smart-smart... thank God i'm not smart!)
nobody's perfect for sure. now if you think you're super close to being perfect, or even consider yourself as the guru on that certain thing... well might as well consider other people's imperfections...
"if you think someone's way better than you, be happy for them."
- a line from a super kind-hearted-friend *lar's* blog. so true! (now say buh-bye to insecurities. haha.)
to be continued...
mAdeL @ Monday, December 17, 2007
bow to ria's convincing powers for she was able to convince me to ride a jeepney outside cavite. (maarte na sa maarte pero naman kaseee!!) which would never be possible without the public vehicles' scheduled strike today. argh!
ORIGINAL PLAN: go to uste after my 1:00-4:00 pm community service to watch raffy's basketball game.
on my way to uste, ria texted me saying raffy's game will be moved the next day due to sudden suspension of classes in ust. (like i'm few minutes away to ust na kaya!) since i've had enough hassle that afternoon, i decided to invite her nalang to podium... then she agreed. nice!!
(we walked around ust, i met new ust people, saw friends from high school and elementary, went to ria's place, etcetera, etcetera...)
now here's the story...we're standing-waiting in front of chowking along espana for more than 30-super-long-minutes na. plan B was to go to podium diba yet ended up planning for a trinoma-night. (although i really don't find the place "maganda" talaga. errr... well in all fairness, trinoma's 'food choices' is OK naman.. the food choices ALONE! hehe.) so after a few minutes more, ria's begging na like "patusin" na namin riding an fx to trinoma. fine! since every cab's occupied talaga... tipong as in LAHAT!! whatdaf?!?
now struggling to find an fx... would you imagine for like after an hour?? we got an F for not being able to find one.
after few more minutes (she's a bit hungry na kasi), she actually suggested going to sm san lazaro instead of going to the second-choice-after-podium-that-took-her-hundred-guts-to-"convince"-me trinoma. and there's no other way to get there but to ride a jeepney. initially, i didn't agree talaga. sobrang nOoOo!! kamusta naman sa polusyon and the rude jeepney drivers right? and madel = super no-no to sm malls. but with those never-ending "pangungunsensya" and she was like "gutom nako" and all lines. plus the pollution din while waiting for a cab or an fx for like 2-long-hours... WALA NAKONG MAGAGAWA KUNDI PUMAYAG!!!
and so since, according to ria, the sceneario's really worth blogging for... super memorable and she's super proud of herself and her convincing powers-kuno... she did take this picture saying "i-blog mo to ha... ha? ha? ha?". jeep plus sm san lazaro? super bow talaga to ria!!
had fun with a real good friend though. it was like months since i last saw her eh. we really did a lot of catching up and major photo-ops. (i'm posting the pictures in my *multiply* soon.) whaaa!! so much for the details... inaantok nako eh!!
off the topic. THE BESTFRIEND'S SPENDING HIS CHRISTMAS BREAK HERE IN PINAS. with tito and tita as well. YAHOoOoOo!!...
bye.
mAdeL @ Friday, December 14, 2007
i was running L-A-T-E for my third class this morning. oh well the usuals, i took a van from imus to vito cruz, and a cab from ocampo to taft. (where the hell were the orange jeepneys, huh?? i am sOoOo busted!!) same old streets, same edifice, those stingy-slash-persistent (very persistent!) pedicab drivers were still there waiting to be called and waiting to be paid on a high amount of moolah for their rude acts on the streets... like duh? who would want to ask for their rude service anyway, i know i won't!! i hate those stingy pedicabs AND drivers. argh.
anyhow, i had to walk a bit (like for three blocks) as a daily routine. passed by ministop, bpi, cyberts, jobee, etcetera, etcetera and yes... the famous starbucks taft. the very very famous starbucks. and the line outside the cafe just instantly caught my attention. would you actually belive? the line's like half kilometer away from their door! sounds exaggerated but hei, i myself didn't even imagine that this would ever happen in the whole history of starbucks taft the fact that la salle main and csb, st. scho, numerous condominium units are just within the vicinity and like a few walks away from their location. then i just laughed inside.
amazing how starbucks double, or even triple their sales during christmas season...
...for planner's sake. haha. i stopped collecting after my 8th sticker more than two weeks ago because denis and jake, baristas from stabucks eastwood, together with the management, guarantee us planners before the year ends. and since we are "the" regulars of the branch (lalo na the ateneo boys for like almost everyday and everynight) they're like giving us sort of a starbucks citywalk special treatment and they'll give instant planner for the 6 of us, plus! some benefits or whatever-i-still-don't know. lakas!! haha. i guess that's the reward of being an addict! we don't need to collect those stickers for the planner, like the process of availing stickers when you buy a drink, show the card to the baristas once you finish filling all the empty spaces and voila... one starbucks planner for you. but i must say the promo goes along with their real superb products. we're just extra lucky, we'll get it instantly for our loyalty... lovely!=) a real christmas present. yhei!!
however, if i would be asked, i won't eagerly collect the stickers for 2008's planner because last year's promo really boomed big time (which is good. but i hate it when i see people begin to like something i liked for like a decade ago pa... like from songs, to fashion... argh!) unlike 2006's planner, sobrang few lang kami meron nun. *proud* and that planner's less bulky although i must say last year's and this year's are more artistic than that of 2006. now i just give my starbucks-stamped-at-the-back-of-receipts to my friends who collect the stickers. *wink*
and oh by the way, when we had a drink last night (december 4) at starbucks podium, the conversation with the barista goes like this...
barista: “madel, may i have your card for the sticker? tapos kana magcollect?” (smiles)
madel: “nah i do not collect anymore eh.”
barista: “ah we have a promo kasi, two stickers when you avail a drink. it’s our aniversary treat. hanggang saturday lang.”
madel: “could you stamp the receipt nalang.” (smiles)
barista: "sure"
madel: "thanks"
and blah blah blah...
and oh by the way, happy anniversary starbucks! *hugs*
and probably that adds up the reason behind the unusual-counter-line in starbucks taft. the a-cup-for-two-stickers promo.
ain't we... i mean starbucks, real fortunate for having "us"? haha.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, December 05, 2007
God is so amazingly mysterious in His ways. He never, NEVER gets tired of calling you... of loving you despite the things you keep on doing that would really hurt Him... things that would bring so much pain in His heart. God is indeed amazing. He is mystical, I say. (these are just so an understatement) He never gets tired of forgiving... of accepting.
Embracing Him the way He tightly embraces you is the best attempt that a person, a daughter or a son could do.
I know nothing can ever compare how much He embraces me as His own daughter. And nothing can ever replace the warmth that He consistently offers me... warmth that He constantly gives me.
He is that one Father who gives me strength... the courage to go on with life. That one Father who's willing to hold me... to carry me in every step that I take.
He guides me, He leads me to the right path. He never leaves me. He is never a heavenly warden, eager to punish you from doing wrong. He never gets tired of understanding me... of accepting my own flaws and faults.
The unconditional love, the kindness... we praise You Father, we worship You Lord God.
Sometimes God seems so far away. Sometimes it seems like we can never reach Him. But He is not far away. He is very close to us, and right now He is trying to show Himself to us in a fuller way than ever before. He promises...
"The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, to all who call upon Him in truth." (Ps 145:18)
Everything really happens for a reason, for a purpose. God truly knows what is best for His daughters and sons. He is that one Father who hears us when we weep, when we complain. He sees us when we laugh, when we smile. He's just waiting for us... waiting for our stories to be told directly to Him. He wants to be in personal relationship with each of us. He wants us to be His son or daughter. Truly, He is not someone who lives far away in a place we can never reach. He never, NEVER gets tired of waiting...
But there will always be "Taning", by the way. Who would really exert his full effort and power to discourage you. Taning would not want to be beaten. Oh how persistent he could also be.
Now it's our decision weather or not we embrace the Lord. And I will. I will always walk in the path of the Lord. I am one proud and blessed girl right now for I, according to my shepherd, have such gift of the Holy Spirit... the gift of tongue. And I promise to do my best to develop that gift. It is such a wonderful blessing from the Father.
I dunno how to end this blog post. Basta one thing's for sure... truly, we are lucky for having Him as our Father.
mAdeL @ Monday, November 26, 2007
funny how insecure a person can be...
over silly-little things??... come on!!
pathetic! matatawa kanalang eh. haha.
mAdeL @ Monday, November 19, 2007
now i must say... i am IN-LOVE!! hahaha.
no not with james lafferty of one tree hill this time. nor with wentworth miller of prison break.
i am in-love! LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!...
with NICHOLAS D'AGOSTO!! with west of heroes' season 2. who's currently playing the role of claire's (hayden panettiere) new boyfriend. argh! screw you claire!! boo-hoo!! he is sOoOo hot and sexy... and cute! he's a god!!
damn!! i wish i was claire!! i wish i was the one kissing west!! argh!
this creature is oh so un-be-liev-A-ble!!
he's unbelievably appealing. and charming. and sexy. and cute... and oh did i just say he's hot?? he's way hotter than hot!! he's yummy!! haha.
mAdeL @ Saturday, October 20, 2007
yeah! if you've done it... it ain't bragging!!
so come on you immature people! grow up! insecurity lang yan!
oh well, must start studying now! finaco final exam in 12 hours *sigh*
and i'm so beyond the stressed-out word...
i smell G-I-M-M-I-C-K!! gi-mmick! puh-lease.
gimme gimmick! (haha.)
mAdeL @ Sunday, October 14, 2007
gahd! when can i make a lengthy post again huh? *sigh* a month-long blog leave isn't good. don't you think so?
i have to exert extra (extra) effort in school right now. however, finals week will soon be over... and i can get to do more delightful things again. yhei!!
i’ve been idle on-line. and my *friendster* account's profile is now ruined. by the management i assume (haha!) for i didn't open the account for like what... a weeks na? sad... tss! nah!
newly-freshly uploaded pictures in my *multiply* account are just a couple of weeks away. haha.
don't miss me much oright. i'll do the updates soon. *wink*
mAdeL @ Wednesday, October 10, 2007
people suck sometimes... nah! most of the time pala!! *sigh*
and it sometimes leads you to do such terrible things that would make you feel more enlightened about certain things. somehow clear up things.
they suck! i won't be surprised if one day i'd wake up alone... having the hardest time looking for a job in-line with the interest and skills... trying so hard earning for a living and having the life with the closest friends in the world.
and mark this! i will never ever regret every single thing that happened in my life if that so happens. seriously!
crap! crap crap!!!
yet i'm loving the life. more independence i smell. so tara party... gimmick!! wuhOoOo!! haha.
and now, expect less madel on-line.
...say byebye to madel aure online 24 hours a day, 7 days a week on your yahoo messenger list.
...say byebye to updated-last-24-hours madel aure on your friendster account.
...say byebye to recent updated pictures or whatsoever of madel aure on your multiply account.
and lastly...
...say byebye to numerous blog entries on on-line journals like moi blogspot account. *sigh*
and i must indeed say buhbye now...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007
inspite the dilemma. one deserves a smile don't you think?!
oh well! oh well! i had the happiest pre-birthday celebration with the ateneo people (thanks to my la salle friends for the term. haha.) yesterday. originally, mark and i will meet up at starbucks vito cruz coz yeah, he's the ultimate confidant of all time actually. i was kinda worrying pa coz mark would definitely call me the moment he gets there but the cellphone's turned off na for i didn't charge the battery. when will i ever learn huh?!
the moment i got there, i was super shocked coz aya, jl and joshua were waiting for my arrival sabay sipping the frappuccinos that they've just bought for like seconds earlier. so i was like...
(the conversation goes like this...)
madel: "oh bat kayo andito?!?! at si makoi pa talaga yung wala ha! sinung nagsabing pumunta kayo dito? aber?!"
jl: "the four of us were at citywalk a while ago so makoi asked us if we wanna come with him. he'll meet you up daw kaya eto!"
everyone: "yeah oo!" or "yeah tama!" (parang ewan lang!!)
madel: "oh eh bakit wala bang starbucks sa eastwood? duh?!"
joshua: (sabay hirit ni josh na...) "you won't find madel at eastwood"
madel: "awww! sweet. leche! sakit sa ulo josh! please!! haha. oh asang lupalop si makoi??"
aya: "he was calling you kaya! he's with tita kasi eh like id-drop by nya somewhere in edsa. he'll meet us nalang at greenbelt i think." (believe me! aya's more conyo than what you think. i so cannot immitate her, really!)
madel: "let's go?!? tara!"
then off we went to greenbelt for dinner. little did i know that a birthday surprise was already on the way for me.
while i was asking jl to text mark and tell us where he is na (my cellphone's turned off... duh?!) he was like "there! basta don!". so okay jl. you lead the way!
we were in front of CYMA on the ground floor of greenbelt 2 that moment. aya and jl were facing in front of the restaurant while joshua and i were facing them kasi nga jl's a big pretender na makoi's not replying daw. when suddenly i felt something like touched my neck. so the initial reaction's to turn around right?!
TADAH!!
mark, vitto, dev, david, mikee, marvs, jayjay, martin, frania, khaye, melai and dhunya plus jl, joshua and aya were like, SURPRISE!!
my gawd!! i was so really uber surprised!! i really had no clue. they've already held a birthday surprise last year so i never thought that this year's birthday celbration with the gang would also be as "happiest" as last year's. awww.
would you actually believe? i was just wearing a cute fitted top, a short shorts and a havaianas. in short, the busabos look mehn! i was like, uh-oh!! i didn't know i'll celebrate the birthday with the gang like this. having the not-prepared-look and all. darn! haha.
it's a treat for the birthday girl. and yeah the foods are oh so GREAT!! CYMA's a new resataurant in greenbelt if i'm not mistaken. and the evening was indeed a WOW!!
pictures to come here on my blogspot. and much much more pictures on my *multiply* account. i'm still waiting for *mikee's* post on his multiply. frania, aya and jl will send the pictures through my e-mail or probably they'll just give the cds the next time we go out.
they are oh so THE BEST!!! best! best! best! thank y'all for making me feel super special and super blessed.
and we all miss my best friend. the birthday celebration will never be complete without chester! his birthday's on the 29th nadin... tomorrow. yipee!!
mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007
i, together with the la salle people were chilling at starbucks last night. gawd!! i missed those super makukulit people.
they were... tadah!
angelo
cy girl (loving gelo's new girl friend!! awts!!)
carlo
t.y.
pia
joey
jam
ron
we did nothing but laugh... literally!! pag-tripan at asarin and isa't isa...
CHILL!!
it was the first time to meet the loving gelo's girlfriend. may kiss pang kasama!! shiet!! haha.
plus the kilig factors of jam and carlo while texting. what daf?!? ang highschool pare!!
and now they've named the other group of friends. they're calling them "the ateneo boys". wahahaha! pinagttripan ako kexo na-miss nila ko dahil lagi nalang ateneo boys ako nagpapaka-busy.
my reply... ULUL!!
and now the ateneo boys call them (come on you guess!!)... the la salle boys. hahaha.
pucha ang kulet!!!
mAdeL @ Friday, August 24, 2007
yhei!! i was talking to a good friend-slash-dancer over the phone earlier and guess what... good news! good news!
coach john's bringing street jazz dance musical play back. (the one we had couple of months ago) wOohOo... hooray! hooray!
probably on the fourth week of september we'll be performing the dance musical play again. his friends loOoved the play too much and invited him to "re-produce" the exact same play. it will be held in ateneo this time if i'm not mistaken. still don't have the full details yet. but awww! so much in high spirit now. i get to dance... again!!
bringing the good old days. this picture was taken when we were having one of the street jazz rehearsal. look oh! haggard! haha.
i dunno. surely it'll be way harder with the schedules and all compare to last summer's agenda. time management and oh... "the" priorities dude!
so again, i'd probably have my self-imposed rehab from my pc and the internet.
i'll be back for some updates soon. *hugs*
i'm off now...
and i'll be busier than ever.
don't miss me much. *wink*
mAdeL @ Monday, August 20, 2007
i'm loving my current ym status message. it says...
"...my golly!!..mejo parang tinatawag na ata kami ng baha!whaaa!!hahaha..."
shiet!! napaka walang kwenta!! hahaha. i guess its more on the exaggerated state.
my dad's missing. he's probably trying to save the whole imus, cavite right now. together with my uncle, his brother. yikee... brotherly love. aww! hahaha.
just wanna share some pictures. (just click on for clearer view)
water check!! haha. so far, we still don't have to worry the flood pa naman.
you see how boredom did to me?? che!
mAdeL @ Friday, August 17, 2007
oh how i sOoOo love the rainy season. and so the waters... pouring all over the places.
hohoho. thanks to my super kulit cousin for taking the shots. the pictures helped me comprehend that yes, i am now officially...
a self-proclaimed bummer!
argh!!
three long days of no-school-works-for-me, and yet still counting for three more free days. come on!
and come to realize that a day of no-work is actually equivalent to a day of blogging and net surfing and sleeping and eating and gaming and... oh so much for the unproductivity please?!
i've done nothing but bum in front of the computers. how great is that huh?
but then again, don't you think i must savor each and every minute of the "free days", for next week would surely be a jam packed week of make-up classes and unfinished room activities... right my dear fellow students?
and oh by the way, the finaco subject make-up hours of classes... make it 12 wee hours dude! cause it is actually a major subject. darn!
so why am i posting these shameful pictures on-line anyway??!
mAdeL @ Friday, August 17, 2007
optimus prime once said..."We choose how we see people.
When we want to like someone, we can be so tolerant.
When we want to be irritated by people, we focus on their faults.
It's not other people's behavior how we feel about them...
It's our attitude."
and as for me, exactly the same as my views. really!
and i sometimes hate it when people don't seem to understand my point regarding such matters. why not accept the fact that us people do have different views in life, huh?!? doesn't mean i'm lying or like covering the truth if majority does the other way. argh!
i mean, whenever i explicate and somewhat "defend" myself from all these different beliefs they're having, they're like "hindi rin! kakainin mo din yang sinasabi mo." the hell right??! crap! other even says you cannot hide from "it". and that you can never control "it". tsss! so not true if you'll ask my opinion. "it" is all on top of our own hands dude!
one minute i'm stating MY opinion, the next... they're like so accusing me of not telling what i really feel. duh?! grow up! as if i didn't know any better. crap! crap!
sample conversation:
scenario 01
the majority: blah blah blah blah..
madel: eh bakit naman ako? asa tao din kaya yun! blah blah blah...
the majority: hindi rin. marami nakong kilalang ganyan. at eventually nakain ang mga sinabi nila before. subok na yun!
madel: di din lahat noh! kanya-kanyang pananaw yan sa buhay. blah blah blah...
the majority: tignan lang natin. aantayin namin ang araw na kainin mo yung mga sinasabi mo. baka dika na pakita samin ha?
madel: *won't react* (grrr! nasasayang lang effort ko mehn!)
or...
scenario 02
madel: anu kaba?!? para kang ewan! blah blah blah...
someone: kung sayo din nangyari toh ganun din gagawin mo. kunyari si *** sayo diba, i'm sure dika din makakahindi.
madel: hindi rin uy! no way!!!! di noh! asa!
someone: nasasabi mo yan kasi di pa nangyayari sayo. blah blah blah...
madel: (the hell!) sus! as if naman parehas tayo diba?! bat ba mas marunong pa kayo sakin?
someone: bahala ka! tignan nalang natin pag sayo mangyari toh. kami unang-una tatawa sayo.
madel: (ah punyeta!) *won't react*
seriously, nakakairita kaya!!!
nobody knows myself except moi. so i don't have to argue with juvenile people.
so screw you who think i'm lying for defending my beliefs. damn!
mAdeL @ Thursday, August 16, 2007
suspension of classes is sweet!! and laziness pays off sometimes. wuhOoOo!
i was too lazy to get up this morning and decided not to attend my 9 o'clock economics class. tsk tsk! and besides, i like woke up at around 7 am realizing that i'd be late din (which is never new by the way) if i'd still attend the first class, so there... i've continued slumbering on a cool blanket and pillows and bed for the next two long hours. divine. haha.
the finance class would be at 10:30. i'v been receiving text messages from st.scho and la salle people saying super baha nadaw sa taft. and in addition, some friends keep on asking (text brigade c'mon!) about CHED's announcement regarding the suspension of classes and all. so again, since the finance professor keeps saying na advanced kami compare to other classes that he's handling, i guess it won't be a big deal if i'll miss today's one and a half hour class.
i didn't know CHED was planning to suspend classes until someone texted me at around 10 ish that they've already announced the suspension of classes in all school levels within metro manila... NCR dude! labo! hindi kaya umuulan! then my dad told me that last night's ulan daw was so malakas. oh well, so much for the "mantika kung matulog" phrase. haha.
now we must schedule nine hours of make-up classes for the major subject before september. finaco mehn! dean ledesma would really insist on having make-up classes as soon as possible. *sigh*
10:25:46 am
"cge excuse na kayo. dr nayve"
the economics professor texted me. haha. i didn't text him though! as in!!! kewl!!
today's my lola inay's 2nd death anniversary. and we'll be having a sorta get together this afternoon. i miss you granny=(.
oh by the way! last night's "agenda" was a blast. nyahahaha. not in the mood for some "kalandian" stuffs right now. haha.
gotta go!! still have to catch sleeps.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 15, 2007
turned out a set-up dating!! oh no!!
yeip! the "boylet" slash the crushy i was talking about on the earlier post.
ow shiet!! god help me please!! i've dated guys before, but tonight's supposed-to-be-a-plain-meet-up-turned-out-date would be the first time that i'll be dating an old crushy. oh no!! plus! he's the mr. silent type of guy eh. ow the charm pare!! haha.
i should and must maintain the energy. (according to the horoscope, haha!) and i am like good at dating daw yet i still have to master it. plus! it'll (i'm not pretty sure about the "it" though. nyhai!) get better and better everyday if i'll keep the major energy nga daw. (still according to the horoscope. thanks to aira and hazel's boredom!)
oh the meet-up!! whaaa!! puh-leease...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007
and super drowsy!!! saaaave me please!! haha. my eye bags are actually as huge as ladles for i had not slept at least a full five hours of rest since last week... damn!!
time check?!?! prof jj's talking blah blahs for the last 55 minutes. he's an accountant by the way. and an aficionado of teenage-love-stories i pressume. he loves relating the lessons by giving paradigms of modern teenage-love-stories scenario. would you actually believe that? accounting information technology and mushy-mushy-han love stories?!?! it's fun though... nakakatuwa=)... at nakakatawa! haha. ang kulit pa!! he loves cracking jokes with all the serious reaction... with his body built and those rigid muscles... who would have thought he once took the accountancy board exams and immediately got the license? coz for your information, dear readers, he looks like a gym instructor slash bouncer talaga. hahahaha. (i'd probably post a picture of him here on my blog soon) sama!! however, i do like him. he's an excellent instructor, seriously.
the course name: accounting information technology and systems analysis and design and cheverloo eklavoo!! basta!! super loOoOong course name!! argh!!
anyhow, i'm adding new blog links on the left corner of my page. (to the left! to the left!) *pinky's* and *laries'*. gawd! i was so idle on line that i didn't even know the existence of the good friends' new blog accounts. OP moi!! haha.
i'll be meeting another good friend tonight. with the boylet. the crushy!! yikee=) hahaha. aww shiet!! landeh!! i'll start preparing myself now, as well as the "scripts" haha.
must'a go now. the subject's so related to the course i'm taking up. duh?!?
mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007
080807...
oh how i wish the year's 2008 now. can't wait for another 365 days for this 080808. *sniffles*
the brain's so blank now. i cannot think!!! and so i'm diverting the attention onto something which could actually be considered a junk... 080808??! what daf!?
almost a week now. gawd! and up to now, i still cannot think!!
and i'm so praying for wisdom... and guidance... and strength... and self-control... i dunno. i have to have the spirit of understanding.
something disappointing and unacceptable just happened six days ago. and still cannot figure out what to do about certain things and certain issues and certain decisions.
help me please... help me uncomplicate things.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 08, 2007
and as of the moment, my multiply account now have 4898 photos all in all in 120 photo albums. err, that's on the photo corner alone... pretty numbered huh??
plus, i still don't have enough time to upload all the remaining pictures saved in my computer. and older pictures from my old multiply site were all deleted-slash-sabbotaged by i-don't-know-who. brrr!
so probably after midterm exams i can upload everything. it'll take much time though... like a day or two. i dunno. too much uploading pictures on my site makes me idle with the schoolworks and all. which is never good by the way.
believe me, moi not this person who loves taking picture of herself. for real! (better believe it!) blame the digicam and the cellphone cameras orighty?! haha.
and now people... brace yourselves for the picture overload.
mAdeL @ Monday, August 06, 2007
how busted could i get! scribbling non-sense bits and pieces on a midterm week. darn!
anyhow, i'm sOoOo loving my mom's new orchids. oh how orange stuffs make me dribble...
and now i must divert the admiration onto something that would really worth the precious time.
awwww!!*sigh* the finaco notes do not stop yelling at my apathetic brain. i must take off now.
mAdeL @ Tuesday, July 31, 2007
so how's the blog doing for the past few days??
i presume he's on a major vacation of solemnity... or probably he's still experiencing a massive lethargy brought by insanity.
i dunno.
so now i suddenly exist to save him from this world's lunacy. the humanity's melancholy.
yet he should be leaving a smile behind.
for tomorrow's a new day awaiting for each and everyone of us.
for the rooms for changes are still left unlocked.
and still cannot believe how time passes by... and how opportunities flutter on just a blink of an eye.
one deserves to get pleasure from life's simple things. and its greatness lies within your heart inspite of a misery.
mAdeL @ Tuesday, July 31, 2007
shiet!!! why would "it" have to be a fellow kulasa. oh so disappointing...
dude! hindi biru-birong amount of money yun eh! i should have known any better. i shouldn't leave my bag there. dim-witted moi.
i should have used the money buying things that would give me pleasure... like new clothes, flipflops, pants, bag, well basically the shopping word. or spend it on a gimmick night-outs... or like foods, and books... shemay!!
well at least her (i pressume) conscience muttered not to take the entire wallet with uber important cards and ids and pictures in it. thus, i should not lament for she didn't take "the" wallet. oh the wallet!
dang! boo-fucking-hoo whoever you are! curse you!! and i oh so pity you. you broke!!
thanks for the relics by the way. magtira ba ng 300?!?! like i should be thankful pa? ganon? punyeta!! you go to hell pare!!
and i shouldn't dwell on it...
i'm okay now. for real.
i've moved on. haha.
mag-tae ka sana for the next 10 light years. errr... 20 would be better. goodluck! haha.
mAdeL @ Monday, July 23, 2007
mAdeL @ Tuesday, July 03, 2007
oh my! a post for the month of june?!?! awfully unbelievable!...
the inclination's somewhat vanished for the past few weeks. nonetheless, i won't be needing this habit right now for i wasn't able to start the first semester in the approved manner. so i guess i really must do a major catch up, don't you think?
three years of being a college student yet i can still smell the stench of the old lethargic me. and my poignant brain so hate this that complaints pouring out every now and then!! argh!
so much things to transcribe. euphoria i may say.
believe me, i'm not into so much drama right now.
for the past days, i felt nothing but genuine glee and contentment.
pure bliss...
mAdeL @ Monday, July 02, 2007
i’m finding my way back to sanity again. mehn! lately the life’s been jaded. hayayai...
class begins in 5 days. oh my!! i honestly didn't fully enjoy the whole summer vacation for the course programme entails us to take two summer classes. i mean yeah, i'm never used to this kind of summer schedule so basically i feel super bitin with the summer agendas i had for the past 2 months. but then again, i've got copious accomplished-things-for-the-summer-break written on my list. and that's something to be thankful of.
for the past weeks...
..*i've learned to love my twaddle bed and found out that yeah, it does give comfort and relieve to a sluggish person like me. haha.
..*i am beyond nocturnal at heart. that if i'd be given a chance to live plainly nocturnally, i'd instantaneously grasp it and never will i regret accepting the chance to barely live during the nighttime. believe me, i am no addict. i guess i just appreciate the place of darkness covered with stars and moonlight.
..*realized that few old friends truly are for keeps. they really bring out the best in you even after months or years of not being together. they stand out in the midst of the crowd. they will be your truest friends regardless of horrible things and blunders you’ve done in the past and regardless of bounteous flaws or imperfections you have at present. the girlfriends who really understand you at your worst would be the same persons you'll be with after 10, 30 or 60 years. people who’ll always be there for you in the end even if you’re stripped of all material things.
..*i get to see my high school associates after months and months of not being with them and get to realize how much you miss them right after the moment you see them. you'll unquestionably feel genuine bliss and contentment with the people you consider part of your bravura life in no doubt.
..*too much breaking free from school works during a short summer vacation won't do you any good. ehem, take it from the expert. tsk tsk!
so here i am now. 
mAdeL @ Friday, June 08, 2007
i was watching pinoy big brother earlier when suddenly someone from the pbb crew (i presume) played regina spektor's samson as the background music for the hindi-nakakatuwang-wendy-bruce love team. the hell!! i just hate the both of them, to death! as if?! of all people naman, why does it have to be their love team?!?!?! argh!! and why does it have to be regina's song samson?!? tsss!
oh you see, i'm into watching television now. well thanks to the boredom word. haha.
anyhoo, i am super in love with her voice and how she resonates it. loved her songs back then and again, her songs are in my system nanaman! the songs are super soothing and i feel relaxed talaga whenever i play her songs. its as if you just want to stop what you're doing and get lost in it. divine=). you'd probably hear regina spektor's on the radio and fidelity over the radio and yeah she's really good diba?!
here are some of the favorites...
* raindrops
* loveology
* samson (which now reminds me of the loveteam. leche!!)
* oedipus
* poor little rich boy
* us
and so much, so much more.
i highly reccomend her songs to people who are about starting to fall in love with this kind of music...
mAdeL @ Thursday, May 24, 2007
hahaha. i've been tagged by *jana* through her multiply account. so here it goes...Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.
1. okay! okay! i don't really get this! people i know think its super duper weird (as in!) whenever i’m becoming this major-organized-things-freako that they would always accuse me of having this obsessive-compulsive disorder. tsss! they find it weird whenever i do my note-taking-styles or how i take care of my stuffs and clothing or someone else's belongings. you'd really see me screaming at you or probably won't talk to you for about a minute or so if you'll mess my things up cause really, it upsets me the most! well the point is, who would want to have cluttered-muddled stuffs right?
2. i find it weird whenever i spend wee hours in the bathroom. i mean i'll just realize it after i'm done with the taking-a-bath-scenario. oh yeah! like not less than an hour or two. i guess i’m just enjoying the waters and super take pleasure from it. and oh mehn! hail to the beaches and pools on earth!!
3. i hate it whenever i arrive at school minutes before the professor comes. haha. i am not kidding people!! might be the reason behind the never-never-punctual-me. i would always say na "baka magantay pako" or "ayokong pinag-aantay ako" and these somewhat stop me from leaving the house. what's weird is... feeling ko nobody's punctual so i don't have to be "on-time". seriously.
4. the forever mood swings and the spoiled bratty moi. though i really really wanna and am dying to change it coz it's not good talaga, super i find it hard controlling the moods and all whenever i'm in the situation na. a huge weirdo feeling on this case...
5. i love taking pictures of whatever or whoever i see that interests me. more than you'll ever imagine! haha. but on the other hand, i find it ghastly whenever i take pictures of myself. seldom will you see me taking moi solo picture. and like it would take me millions of shots before the angle satisfies me. yet i love it when someone asks me to pose in front of the camera. this one's unnoticeable actually. haha.
6. that i'm not this girl who'll easily show off my cards to the person i've been with even for like a millions of hours na... or friends who "think" na i'm super open sa kanila. yeah i do a lot of talking and all but i never never expose myself to someone. well except if you're the best friend or someone who makes me feel super comfortable telling moi thoughts and feelings and emotions. which is a person or two by the way. plus! like i've got the highest standards in guys and rarely am i ever fascinated by anyone. as in totally fascinated!! tell you, it's really a weird feeling...
i tagged...
*jL
*mykee
*luisa
*sheena
*jaymie
*jubi
mAdeL @ Tuesday, May 22, 2007
i started loving the song even before the spiderman 3 was premiered. i instantly loved the song the first time i heard it over the radio and knew it was gary lightbody singing. mehn i was really shocked when i heard the song at the end credits of the spiderman 3 inside the movie house. i was like "ai shoot! soundtrack ng spiderman ang signal fire?! pare that's a huge favorite!" to archie and sheena. honestly, i didn't like the movie. but then there's a pampalubag loob after the film. haha. i am super in love with gary lightbody... with the band... with the song.
oh the band's songs are really a wow. i know you people wouldn't contest that after hearing their superb songs. i've loved them since high. from never gonna fall in love again, to firelight, to same, to hands open, to chasing cars... oh well the list goes on.
off the topic, finally the dsL had been fixed na. gawd it was like after 10 light years of experiencing the super hassle word. (exagge! weeks lang kaya yun!) thank God for i can now post this entry.
anyhoo, below the song box is the lyrics of moi favorite song for the last three months. oh that's a record!! haha.
mAdeL @ Saturday, May 19, 2007
i'll upload the rest of the pictures in my *multiply account* tomorrow. pare i'm super sleepy na. zZzZzZz...*if you've got any problems with the way i do things, then you go to hell! loser!!*
i wasn't able to enjoy my super short visit in RC for i claimed my yearbook A-L-O-N-E. talking about punctuality. argh!
was with the leche' (lesh-shey) earlier at tagaytay. oh well except for one who's currently enjoying her stay in japan with her family. we badly miss you jubi...
gawd it was plain fun, fun and fun. i missed hanging out with one of the best group-of-friends ever in the whole universe. (again, we miss you jubi *sigh*) they were all fanatical. yeip, we are still one of the world's super duper certified craziest people... wild and extreme people. haha. i guess we just missed having a wow conversation with each and everyone in the group. they haven't changed a bit. they're still this it-doesn't-matter-how-imperfect-you-are-as-long-as-we're-friends i've known from the very beginning. i feel loved... and misjudged.
loads of laughter and genuine affection. truly, genuine affection.
i just simply missed them.
beyond explanations. i guess you would really know your truest truest friends after all those imperfections you've done in the past. "friends, sana matuloy ulit yung overnight..."
joeyboy, who happened to be the dakilang photographer of the group, was also with us. (well obviously!) a big thanks to joey for taking these pictures... 
*now you plastic people must learn how to shut your fuckin big mouth*
mAdeL @ Friday, May 18, 2007
please, please forgive me people... i just eagerly wanna put these into writings.
this is MY blog account so you people don't have the right to secretly contest to whatever things i'll say here in MY posts. never never conclude and never never retort. talking about respect!!! I made this blog account and I am writing MY opinions and whatever things I wanna say through the internet. walang pakielamanan pare! if you've got problems with MY thoughts, with MY posts, then go leave my page. it's indeed my pleasure.
i don't care if you won't be able to read this. pucha ang tigas talaga ng face! i know you know who the hell you are. my friends even confronted you na lotsa times. plus, parang the other day lang magkausap tayo ah. shiet!! i don't even know na you've got something against me?!?! thanks to YOUR friend. you see?! pare shame on you! sa ibang tao ko pa nalaman. pucha! i just feel like posting this picture on today's post... 
tang*** mind your own business nga! maxado kang nangengeelam eh!
pucha walang gamot sa insecurity chong!
if it's not the I word eh anung tawag mo jan?!?! wag kang magmaganda! feeling ang pucha!! if it's not the I word, then sabihin mo sakin straight to my face.
tell me what you feel. pucha hindi yang bait-baitan ka jan and not saying things sa mukha ko. tang*** parang highschool lang ah!! plastikan?!?!? pucha pare grow-up! if you're never brave enough to tell me what the problem is, then you fucking shut up nalang dude! wag kang pakielamero! kung naiirita ka the way i do things, then don't look! pucha kala mo kung sino ka?! i do not compete with you. duh! bakit sino ka?!?
i didn't do things sayo that would let you react sa mga ginagawa ko. wag kang nangengeelam. seeing other person's flaw doesn't give you the authority to say something behind her back. you're just being a plastic junk pare! feeling mo close to being perfect ka?!?! mukha mo!! tang*** kung wala kang masabing maganda sa ibang tao pwes tumahimik ka nalang! tang*** mo shut up pare!!
i WAS being nice sayo tas malalaman ko nalang sa ibang tao that you're super naiinis sakin?!?! na there's something na against ka sa mga actions ko!! the hell do you care?!?! ok lang sana if you'll do it once! eh tang*** count it yourself pare! pucha wag kang magsabi ng kung anu-ano against me sakin ngayon dahil hindi ako ang nagstart nito!! and i do not need to apologize pare. coz you should! if there's one person who needs to apologize, ikaw yun. you were the one who made me react this way. tang*** ginagawa mo bakong tanga?!?!? eh pucha napakalaki mong PLASTIC!!
it would be better siguro if you'll stop talking to me na. eh hinde eh, nice-nice-an kapa. pucha never ako namlastic pare and you know it. besides, why will i do it?!?! duh! as if i'll benefit something kung pplastic-in kita!! ikaw?!?!? pucha dika malaking kawalan! ang kapal ng mukha mo!!
you don't have to compare yourself to other people. looking at it this way, kung feeling mo you're better than a person, fine! then wag kang magconclude!! eh that's what i wanna do eh. pare kanya-kanya lang. respeto!!!
this is why i super super hate plastic people. i just don't see the point of being plastic. lalo na kung sayo?!?! anu naman mangyayari if i'll pretend na i'm your super nice friend. pucha di lang ikaw tao sa mundo!! i've got friends way better than you are.
hindi pako galit. ayus-ayusin mo lang yang ugali mo dahil hindi maganda!!! wag kang nagmamaganda!! this would be the last time na magsasalita ako regarding the matter. tang*** dimo pako kilala. you just don't know the things i'm capable of doing. take this as a warning.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 16, 2007
the dsL sucks big time dude! it isn't working for the past few days. how great is that right?! argh!
anyhoo, started summer semester couple of weeks ago. oh yeah i do enjoy traveling all the way from cavite to vito cruz, as in everyday, for the 3-unit subjects i'm having this semester. (well except for the forever traffic somewhere here sa cavite. argh!) we actually find summer semester the time for photo-ops. so feel free to visit my *multiply account* for the numerous pictures of the block orighty?! must not be late for the 7:30 philo. class for i'm now, for the nth time, a candidate on receiving the failing mark due to absences. duh?! i am never the punctual pare! naman!
experienced the "super bothered" word last april 17. damn twas an uber uber bad day. thanks to makoi for listening to the never-ending kaartihans... thanks for calling pare. for listening and all. for cheering me up through all those simple words you uttered. super nice knowing na you always have a good friend despite all your flaws. kayo talaga yung nakakakilala sakin and not the blockmates nor the new friends. never the blockmates or the new friends. plus, the bestfriend phoned me tas the time i heard the "hello" word, i like super burst into tears, i missed him. xa lang nakakapagpaiyak sakin. although he's in the US now, he's still the best person in the whole universe!! and that's something i'd definitely treasure my whole life.
ms. ortiz, the chairperson for the acounting department, scheduled a confrontation between the department and us accounting students. oh my! the news was super duper sad. super way more effort this coming semester or else i'd be asked to shift to commerce or whatever course i wanna take up. i'm gonna miss the block... everyone! it'll never be complete without them. *sigh* five is the new number. pakshiet!!
i have to wake up super early tomorrow for we still have to play tennis at vitto's place in e. rod. i miss them alot... and i miss playing tennis... with them. then we'll watch ateneo vs. la salle sa araneta in the afternoon. argh! OP nanaman ako mag-isa by the time na students from ateneo must participate in singing the school hymn after the game. hmp! i'm a blue student din naman ah! yun ngalang not an eagle! i belong sa scions eh. haha. i'd tell them na i'm planning to go sa gateway earlier for i also wanna watch game 1 which is beda vs. letran. oh yeah!! exciting indeed. hahaha. we'll meet up joey and the group after the game. well basically joey's group meaning the green people, and vitto, alied, makoi, aya, jL, dev and the rest of my group as the blue people. (blue ngadin kasi ko!! yun ngalang... kulasa! nyhai...) i'll see you sa game people. *mwah*
mAdeL @ Friday, April 27, 2007
*i would wait a lifetime... for you.*
mAdeL @ Friday, April 13, 2007
but then again, damn summer classes! boo-fucking-hoo!! in 10 days the life, again, will revolve at leon guinto and taft avenue. i've got six units this summer. the we-beg-this-ain't-a-boring-class philgoco and philhit. these aren't back subjects people. i'm not flunking for god's sake! it's a part of the course curriculum and yeip, i'll be having additional 6 units next summer break. argh!! but come to think of it, benefits would be the allowances (oh yeah!) and more mingling with my la salle, both benilde and main, associates. haha. after the ultimate bonding with the guys at jam's place last night, i got the chance to catch up with a good friend ria through the messenger. i was sOoOoOo malandi hearing the "nagagandahan xa sayo" thinggy. hahaha (landeh!) duh?! like i'm super attracted to him since 4th year high (better not give names coz he might read this eh. haha) *kilig mode* oh well, ria and i will do this "coincidence" thing soon. nyahahaha. and we were like deleting-adding pictures in my friendster account coz i'm planning to be-friend his account probably tonight. oh he's so gwapo. or he's not. hahaha. infatuation lang dude! oh by the way, speaking of tan earlier here on my post. good news*good news!! received an e-mail from the ever-loving best friend mr. joseph chester m. tan this morning. tita's planning to spend their 2k7 christmas vacation here sa pinas. *excited* you're the best tita mae! haha. i know it would still be like 8 months from now right?! but hey! you just don't know how i do miss my bestbud chinggoy. more than ever!! i mean like we've been together for what... 15 long years! being away from him isn't that easy as you all think. thanks to the group... makoi, alied, dev, vitto, aya and everyone. for always being with me whenever the bestest friend's not around. some people don't realize that a simple smile or a few words can definitely make your day... *wink*
i missed blogging a lot! its such a gloomy feeling to want to blog so much but not be able to. i find myself posting just once in two weeks instead of the usual thrice-a-week that i so used to get pleasure from. hayayay... i've been a big time sociable creature for the past few months.
awww! the joys of summer break... beach and pools, tan lines and more tan lines, endless dvd marathons and tv series, sleeping till wee hours, eating to death, staying on the internet for hours and hours, sketching and drawings whenever and wherever i wanna do it, going out to the mall or just chill, forever day and night-outs with friends and folks, reading a good novel, sleeping, and eating, and sleeping, and eating more... gawd! D-I-V-I-N-E...
well basically not worrying about school stuffs and all. after all those pressure and stress pare!! yikes...
shiet!! i'm uber dying to get those perfect TAN LINES!! plus... GUSTO KO TALAGANG MAGPA-TAN!!! puh-lease! i wanna be tanned this summer. utang na loob!! lemme have that skin color naman. tan! tan! tan! tan!
mAdeL @ Friday, April 06, 2007
yeip... i still do exist.
blogging's not actually part of the life for the past few weeks... and tell you people, i'm not logging-in here for some updates or whatsoever about what's up with the life i'm having right now. i just wanna put into writings what i really feel towards this certain movie. better said as a dorama.
due to non-stop day and night-outs, i missed lotsa things done inside the house. like reading a good novel, sketching and drawings, playing computer games, and yeip... watching movies, series, etcetera.
just tonight did i finish watching all the 11 episodes of this dorama entitled "1 litre of tears". i'd be lying if i tell you that watching the dorama didn't make me emotional at all. super duper close to bursting in tears. the story's based on the true story of a japanese girl who was diagnosed with a disease when she was 15 years old and apparently... died after 10 years. *sadness* (whaaa... spoiler!!) the girl who portrayed the character's really charming and cute and a wow actor..jpg)
"1 litre of tears" is truly a heart-wrenching movie that would definitely inspire you and help you view life differently. still, it was really depressing. tas the name of moi favorite flower was shown there... twice. and oh! gawd! the songs are awesome. i just don't know how to upload a song here in my blog enrty so i can't share it to you guys. plus the actors are sobrang galing talaga! and err... the fact that the leading guy looks like the hot victor basa. haha. that's him in the picture. i love the guy. hotness!! or is it just because of this victor basa look-alike thiggy?? haha. and the doctor is sOoOoOo gwapo din though looks old na! shiet!!
i truly and highly, highly recommend this dorama to anyone and everyone. do watch "1 litre of tears" if you've got the free-time. i totally cannot tell you people how i feel right now. the flow of the story's uber simple but really touches one's heart. i got to realize things. from life, to family, to friendship, to love, to trials. the series is really definitely an inspiring one. watching the series was a real WOW.
"people shouldn't dwell on the past. it's enough to try your best in all that your doing now."next time you see your loved one, tell them how special they are. next time you meet a friend, thank them for always being there for you.life is what you can make it. treasure it...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, April 03, 2007
loving the new cursor. my silver star cursor. for the nth time, i would like to acknowledge luisa's efforts in making the account a big wow. thanks mare=)...
missed logging-in here in my blogspot account. and yes... i've got nothing more to say. haha.
i should take a bath now for they'll be here in about a minute. mamumundok nanaman kami eh. oh that's the term! nyahahaha. tagaytay is a must-chillax place. i miss going to tagaytay. less polution and all. gawd! tagaytay... is love. nyahahaha.
again, a walang kwentang post. must dot this...
mAdeL @ Saturday, March 24, 2007
am i this busy??...
busy meaning no blog post for like two and a half weeks. and this one's the very first post for the month. bummer!! i've been idle on-line. would you actually believe that?! coz i myself refuse to believe. haha.
nothing intresting. except for "the used" stuffs and all. same old unproductive me. less schoolworks and more chillax pare! the forever idle me. lethargic!! but then again, yes! i do enjoy all these unproductivity. haha.
i've posted albums in my *multiply account* the other day. and i'll post all those remaining albums some other time. probably after the semester. lintek! next week's gonna be the final exams week. shiet!! hell week pucha!
i'll continue this post later oright. hahaha...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, March 13, 2007
yeah i know!!... isang walang kwentang blogsite ang page ko! argh. still can't find time for one lengthy post.
coz yes, i am busy these days. and those were super unproductive. bummer! i hate being idle. the lazy me! pucha!
and i'm using keyboard keys since last night. the mouse isn't working. how cool is that right? lintek!
have to do my 10-page hand-written research paper now. *tinatamad mode*
mAdeL @ Sunday, February 25, 2007
nah! hahaha. i uber love today's entry title. *wink* it's super fun being single. ow yes it is!!
oh well, chilling at starbucks right now. and yeip, again, i'm using vitto's cool laptop. sheeez. this gadget's really cool. and so this one's a quickie post i guess.
celebrating pre-valentine's day with the guyfriends. with makoi, jl, alied, vitto and dev. the guys met me up along edsa (good thing they're using makoi's car, not vitto's. argh...) went to ateneo to pick up vitto and dev. (literally pick up, actually. haha.) had lunch date *yikee* at jack's loft. gawd i missed the super-duper sarap slash bestseller jack's cheesecake. plus! the chocolate decadent cake. awwww. divine experience! delightful. missed eating at jack's loft. eastwood's the best place to chill... and to do the food trippings. haii. however, today's not the time for one gimmick night. i'd be home at around 3 pm (yeah i know it's super early) oh well, the "ritual", boys will make hatid me at home so there. less hassle. boo-hoo school days!! i have to do all these school stuffs at home. grrrr.
anyway, they're like planning to go out again... within this week!! hahaha. yeah we usually go out every week. once in a week pare! oh well, i too love going out with them. probably this thursday after my class, and after their class.
and for the valentine celebration, we'll watch josh groban at shang this friday. shiet! uber excited!! yadah*yadah
gotta go now. oh by the way, i'll be with my tgis kada tomorrow. and that must be something to look forward to. yhei!=) oh i sOoOo miss them. big time!
have a lovely day people...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, February 13, 2007
yeip! six consecutive years of being the WNCAA seniors' division cheerleading competition champion. shiet! amazing...
the competition was held at cuneta astrodome just this afternoon. hurray!! congrats st. scho!=) scholastican din ako eh!! (proud?!) haha. i'll upload the photo album in my *multiply account* tonight since the blockmates wanna have it pronto. i've got no choice!! nyahaha. click the asterisked word for the link. for easier access pare. haha.
technically, tonight's the rest night. wuhoo!! no gimmicks or night-outs whatsoever, since yeah, i've had enough last night. hahaha. super had fun with the best people ever. oh so up till now either i do online stuffs or play diner dash 3 - flo on the go. (rest night as mentioned earlier. duh?!) yeah i finished the diner dash 2 the other night. happiness. haha. tomorrow's a big day. school works and day with the folks. yet again a jam-packed sunday.
and oh by the way, it's st. scholastica's feast day today. oh what a blessing.
ora et labora...meaning prayer and work. tell you guys, this one's super duper effective. now live with the saying will yah...
that in all things... God may be glorified.
mAdeL @ Saturday, February 10, 2007
despite of these constant complaints about school works the past few days. believe me, blogging's still part of the life.
it's been a while without a mere post or update from me. yeah right! must admit. partly a loser! the fact that i've only got two short posts for like one week and a half. make it three for the month. unbelievably unbelievable! am i this busy?!? the hell!the fact that february is actually known for its famous valentine's day, i cannot help but have bitter feelings on those mushy couples that cannot get enough of each other. bitter! yes i fell in love... got broken-hearted. oh so i've been there. in the truest sense of the phrase. and who i am right now is the product of those experiences. my values and principles are more intact than ever. a real deep level of understanding the situations. i have been molded into a person who can get through any storm. the feeling of breaking down's oh so gone now. thanks for the F word. for friends who always stood by. through coffee-overload and hang-overs. thanks for all that has been and for all that will be. and now, more than ever, i'm loving the genuine me. i love every bits and pieces of me. i'm single, i'm in-love, i'm at pure bliss! ain't i so lucky to have all of you people? my folks. and my truest friends.however, i'm missing lotsa things. i can't even find time reading the remaining nine more chapters of haruki murakami's novel - norwegian wood. he's a great novelist by the way. cause i was shocked my sister doesn't ever know him. i've read four of his novels and just to let you know, those were definitely a wow. books i've read so far are the following: 
*kafka on the shore
*the wind-up bird chronicle
*dance, dance, dance
*blind willow, sleeping woman
i promise to finish the novel by next week. oh shiet! must accomplish home works earlier.and so i'll be off in about a minute. to timog or morato i guess. i'm waiting for alied to pick me up. oops, sorry for one hassle traffic alied. the guys are simply the best. i'll spend the night with mayeh, aya, makoi, vitto, alied, jl and dev. we all need a break. oh how i do love the word break. the chillax word pare! gimmick night-outs are just so incredible. plus the best friends with you the whole time. oh i love them. the beautiful people in my life.
life is beautiful. it is indeed beautiful...
mAdeL @ Friday, February 09, 2007
currently working on...
*fili thesis (i've found my new trusty friend. the ::diksiyunaryong ingles-pilipino:: pare! dinudugo ako shiet!! imagine?! plain filipino?? research papers are suppose to be written in english right? ah pucha!! nakakapanibago. kelangan maging makata mode ako ngayon. inchendes.)
*comm. arts thesis
*accounting workbook (awww! hell yeah!!)
*accounting practice set (nosebleed to the nth power!! ang sakit!)
magsabay-sabay ba?!?! ah lintek!! piryud!!
oh well, here's my shot from the library couple of weeks ago... for winding down purposes pare.
mAdeL @ Monday, February 05, 2007
i'm now uploading pictures in my *multiply account*. since i've got loads of works for the weekend, i'll probably upload the remaining albums some other time. oh we'll just see. uber busy with all these school stuffs (as always).
goodbye to lazy-me this time. i'll be more responsible and disciplined... i promise! less than two months to go and whoah. goodbye school year 2006-2007...
and oh! happy lovalova month people. how i do love february. nyahaha.
you'll see the alumni homecoming pictures here in *this* account. thanks.
mAdeL @ Saturday, February 03, 2007
this one's a quickie post...
was with alied, makoi and vitto this afternoon. went to ateneo to see aya and mayeh since they won't be able to come with us. they still have to attend their afternoon classes kasi. i missed the girls. it's been weeks since we last went out for the gimmick.
i, with boylets 1, 2 and 3 (nyahaha), headed to eastwood. ate lunch then, again, chilled at starbucks... argh! yes! to chill pare. we were talking about different stuffs and school works. i was like sobbing-kuno, telling them how worried i am regarding the fundac grades i'm having this semester. major eh! they were throwing jokes on me. still, i was able to smile to the extent of laughing... to death. then i told them i should go home earlier coz i still have to work on my assignments. (which i enumerated actually) suddenly alied handed makoi his pen and paper. oh yeah, without me knowing na they'll do some parts of my filipino research paper. yeah i actually refused. told them not to spoil me yet they still insisted. here's the exact word vitto said...
"we're "man for others" nga eh. bakit ba? you can't blame us. its in us. helpful lang talaga kami. at ihahatid ka naman namin, don't worry!"
was he bragging?? haha. nah. that's how we converse lang talaga. super thanks for the "help" pares.
sorry i can't upload the alumni homecoming pictures in my multiply account tonight. have to start doing bio assignment now. bye...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, January 30, 2007
i've already received photos during alumni homecoming from robin's camera. he sent it through yahoo mail. thanks robin. you're the best pare!=)
i'm actually planning to upload the photo album tomorrow evening, just this album, in my *multiply account*. still can't find time uploading these numerous photos stored in my computer. it'll definitely take much time. that's how countless the unuploaded albums are.
oh well, here's a taste of high-school-friends-get-together last saturday. miss them more. miss high school life like hell... 
some guy's weren't in the picture. panchin! haha
moi*doc*poch*rain*corps*lar
plus robin and abett and aldrin
tgis *madel*lar*rix*chi* minus *pan*pinx*. with tetel.
tetel, lar and i. with jolo and doc?
lar and i with robin. thanks for satisfying our needs rob. the pictures pare!
girls with doc. haha.more of us here in my *multiply account*. soon...
mAdeL @ Monday, January 29, 2007
chilling at starbucks right now. using vitto's cool laptop. as in super cool. plus, he's driving his audi again. argh! super drools over his car. shiet! told him not to pick me up with his audi. hmp!
we were here last night. same time, same spot. starbucks tagaytay with some rogationist college people. enjoyed it. i missed them. missed hanging out with them. dami namin eh. mostly guys. plus some of my tgis kada, lar and chi. erika had to go home earlier. paula and pinky weren't able to come. sad.
the alumni homecoming was pretty dope and super dull. walang kwenta! but we enjoyed it thought. through batchmates bondings and all. oh high school life. i uber miss high school.
so i have to go now. quality time with my loving friends ever. it's been a week since we last chilled. hahaha. best guy friends! oh by the way, i do have the starbucks card again. cathy asked me to complete the stickers for the planner. promo ends this wednesday. hahaha. goodluck! and since i'm still not using my planner, i could always give it to her, whole-heartedly. haha. oh well. i'll probably give the planner on her birthday, i guess.
okay, they're reading the post now.
enjoy the night people. coz i do.
mAdeL @ Sunday, January 28, 2007
time check - 01:05 pm
the gimmick was a blast! my gulay...
just got home from one hectic sched. super pleasured though. pleasured big time...
oh yeah this one's seemingly the very first time i'll make an entry on how the gimmick night was. tell you guys, i do a lot of gimmicks. (more than what you think) but this one's super different from all these previous gimmicks i had. way different. nyak!nyak! what makes it different? oh well, read along and you'll find the answer.
started the night with a flick. the girls, after seeking out for the best gimmick top at rob place manila, decided to watch the 7:40 ben stiller's film - night at the museum, while munching our flavored popcorns. the movie's a so-so. funny and kulit! watching the film with two of my craziest friends made it more hilarious.
at exactly 1:30, after 3 long hours of preparation, off to the fort we went. we first thought of going to jaipur but ended up paying for embassy's entrance fee. hahaha. some were complaining kexo di daw kami prepared but hei, the hell i care. i'd actually prefer going to embassy though jaipur's crowd is great too.
i've been to embassy a couple of times but this embassy night was way too special. hahaha. yeah embassy's the place where most celeb icons do party during weekends. where i don't actually drools over them. (not including the cute and gwapo guys by the way) the girls were like looking for a nice place, not to mention where gwapo guys stay, where everywhere you could find celebs pero kiber lang kami. but there's this one guy who made us oh so **s* that night. (three j's, i know you know this word. haha.) si VICTOR BASA. ow shiet. diyos pare!! we were actually shocked (di lang noh!) when we saw him standing on the dance floor... with that victor basa smile. ow shiet! least expected person!! ain't prepared!! coz he's this one guy where we really uber find the hotness word. tipong whenever he'll show up on screen, someone will gm the group saying "basa alert". we'll watch the series or whatever regardless of how corny the show might be. honestly speaking, i didn't find him gwapo the first time. instantly, i find him hot talaga and super lakas ng appeal, plus the "totoy" look. haha. tapos earlier at the mall, we saw his billboard-looking-picture sa bench that made victor the topic of discussion. imagine?! of all people we could actually bump into a bar that gimmick night?!? si victor pa talaga. God is oh so good. when he was lighting his cigarette, suddenly parang gusto nadin namin magsmoke, ng walang dalang lighter. hahaha. still on the state of shock now! can't actually explain the exact feelings i'm having right now...
we stayed the whole night (morning) dancing in front of him. looking for him inside the bar. commenting him... from clothes, to gestures, to moves and all. imagining "stuffs" while dancing-looking at him. haha.
plus, for the nth time i saw him. the guy i've been eyeing since the first time i saw him at mcdonalds la salle. followed by, oh well more of this guy somewhere along taft. i've seen him 4 times in different gimmick places. whoah! plus we have this sort of common friends-ing, plus, we share the same interests. yeip, i've read his profile. whaaa! stalker!!
oh so the party ended. went back to friend's unit. called mcdonalds kasi ginutom kami ni victor eh. haha. and we did plain tawanan, kwentuhan, panlalait, kasamaan, you name it!
i had to go earlier. around 8 am i guess. dad met me up at U.N. street and had whoah buffet breakfast at manila pavilion. super worth the price!!
*sad* wasn't able to come to makoi's house this morning. i super miss playing tennis with you people...
went to seafood house to buy this famous mangga.
prayed at st. michael's church along bacoor.
looked for these cute figurines that lolo and lola want to buy for pasalubong when they get back to states.
and there. i'll take a bath now. rogationist college alumni homecoming. i'll go there saglit lang coz we're having this von voyage party for all.
don't need sleep now.
victor basa!!
pucha!!
DIYOS!!
mAdeL @ Saturday, January 27, 2007
i'm at com. lab right now. waiting for dr. G's midterm exam. don't wanna talk to anyone right now. don't wanna utter even a single word. currently not in the mood for some talking and chit-chatting. with anybody. wanna go home. wanna be alone now. music pulls me through...
shiet!! gawd! didn't see this coming. pucha! the hell!! i so hate this day.
super upset... the block received the midterm exam result this morning. got C-!! imagine? C- for the midterm exam. super duper shocked!! duh?! accounting major students must attain the quota grade which is B-. lintek!! sir Q will be giving the midterm grade next week. oh no!! i've been uber careless with all these major subject stuffs this semester. shiet.
** i'll continue the post at home. we'll start the exam now....
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im back. feeling better now. i promise to be more disciplined this time. i should set my priorities. which is studies by the way. i should not just study accounting and read the books page by page. i should learn how to love accountancy. be devoted onto it. be more motivated and diligent if i want to achieve this goal. i don't wanna be this lethargic person anymore. that none will be spent in idleness. i want to attain the quota grade. pass the semester. never be delisted on the programme. make it to the CPA board exam. be a successful accountant someday. i wanna do this. i wanna be an accountant in the future...
thanks makoi. for listening. for calling me inspite of the unpleasant mood i'm having a while ago. those words of wisdom that made me okay. for cheering me up. for your never-ending clichéd jokes. for making me smile even for a split second. i was really relieved. believe me. i'm super grateful for these simple things. thanks...
i promise to be with you guys this sunday. its payback time. haha. (you see, i'm okay now)
oh so, i'm planning to sign off now. i'm thinking of reading accounting notes. try to finish the workbook.
and oh! have you heard this filipino trait that is said to define the pinoy psyche? NINGAS COGON pare!! argh...
mAdeL @ Thursday, January 25, 2007
i've got too many pictures stored here in my computer and yeip... i am sOoOo dying to upload all these new pictures in my multiply account. i still hate multiply connection. plus the fact that i am too busy with all these school stuffs that i can't even find time updating my photo albums. gawd! i need a break, prison break. (anyehnyeh...) and speaking of, oh well, thanks to wentworth miller aka michael scofield of prison break. i somewhat find an outlet. haha. hotness=)...
the song player below the tagboard here in my blogspot's still not working. am gonna need some revising i think. thanks to luisa though.
have to go now. must sleep. oh how i do miss posting long entries here in my newly refurbished blog page. (yabang!!) the weekend, for the hundredth time, will be super duper jam packed with gimmicks and scheduled lakads. yeah! gimmicks... for we just finished the midterm exams for the week. i'll be with folks and friends this time. yhei!! lay aside the workbook and the practice set and the notes. and for the coming week, JPIA's org. week. hopefully we'll be excused from those boring classes.
good night people. i'll just do some updates probably by the end of the week. mwah*mwah
mAdeL @ Wednesday, January 24, 2007
scheduled midterm-departmental exam this morning. accounting major subject pare! 30-minute-late-me. bummer!! plus, i wasn't able to review my notes for i had to take a nap first before studying. which ended up sleeping til 5 ish. after 2 huge cups of coffee. great! on the contrary, exam's a bit easier and way shorter compare to the previous exams we had during the first semester. thanks to sir Q. the ever loving sir Q. hahaha. oh well, the net income's 383 500. wuhOoOo...
took the exam, did a lil planning regarding the theo presentation tomorrow and voila... goodbye st. scho. hahaha. dr. G decided not to do computer works for the day. sarap!
makoi texted me asking if vitto could pick me up at edsa during lunch break. and so vitto and i met up at edsa... surprised me with his new car (yabang! haha) and went to ateneo. plain fun. missing these days. this is the life...
went to starbucks with vitto, alied and makoi. we were like so kulit that people would throw weird looks on us. i sOoOo missed "the boys". where according to alied, "they missed me more" daw. awww. landeh!! haha. laugh trip, caffeine trip, road trip, food trip and all. those guys were the best! love them huge. haha. missed them sOoOo much. sayang aya wasn't able to come. masipag na estudyante eh! weh... hahaha. kidding mare=)
yeah i sOoOo love vitto's new car. super duper drool over his audi a6 colored metallic dakar beige. the moment i saw his new car, shiet!! todo tanong talaga ko and all. from color, to price, to history. way hotter than his previous cr-v. oh so i envy vitto... again!! anyway, i'd prefer the one on the passenger seat naman eh. haha.
should get some sleep now. 7:30 class is hell!
oh by the way, currently listening to prison break's soundtrack. oh i love the songs.
mAdeL @ Tuesday, January 23, 2007
super exhausted. just got home from school, from sheena's house and from school. hahaha.
remembered stuffs i did for the past five days:
* downloaded super recent episodes, watched, got more and more obsessed on prison break. gawd! PRISON BREAK! awww... prison break is love=)
* got 18 over 20 in pe class. bummer!
* looked for a new blogskin with luisa during euthenix and computer period. thanks mare! you're the best!! haha.
* revolutionized my blog account. isn't it gorgeous?? nyahai! influenced and encouraged the blockmates. wuhoOo.
* went to ateneo with alied and makoi and the rest of the group. we'll surprise vitto on his birthday. yhei=)
* studied accounting for exam. yet got low grades. i guess... shiet!!
* had 3-hour make-up class for accounting. 13 more hours pare!
* had exams in humbio and comm. arts.
* took midterm exams in psych, comm. arts and fili.
* coincidentally saw vinci and joan at house blend. the same day. and the henna guy, yes i know him!!
* saw the guy. saw him.
* watched a 30-minute film about mom's giving birth.
* slept-over sheena's house.
* finished the "list" for psych
* been idle and lazy.
* got confused.
* smiled. yeah!! smiled big time. hahaha. oh life!
and oh! we'll be off in a minute. the folks will eat dinner at the seafood house near mall of asia, again. then makoi will pick me up coz we're throwing a party for vitto. then we'll celebrate another friend's birthday. (another group of friends) oh super long night. i missed this...
accounting midterm exam this coming tuesday. the hell! pray for me people. shiet!! i shoul study when i've got free time... i should have. pronto!
mAdeL @ Saturday, January 20, 2007
i'm at school now. currently listening-kuno to prof G. oh so boring...
oh well i've got new templates but the page isn't totally done yet. luisa's still working on my page. yeah i do help. hahaha.
busy now. exams week. don't miss me much...
mAdeL @ Tuesday, January 16, 2007
so much thoughts that i can't even find the right words... the precise words to type...
yes! someone's trying to ruin the beautiful day. no this ain't beautiful! the day sucks!! he's ruining the day!! fair enough, he is...
hell week = exams week
damn school works. boo-fucking-hoo!
and i still can't even manage to open notes and pretend to be studying where at the back of my head, at the back of these erratic thoughts, i'm thinking of the realities. yes those WERE the realities.
i miss him. so much i can't put in plain words why or how i badly miss him.
no not nathan. just to make it clear people. i'm so over him. i am!!
am i?? completely??
there'll always be unanswered questions. he's somewhat a part of the me eh...
i miss you. but you're trying to complicate things. you're that someone who's, unconsciously, doing it...
because someone's trying to make things complicated. oh please no!! i can't uncomplicate things alone.
i'm accountancy major. i beg you!! i really have to study...
the song. oh gawd the song! is actually one of the bestests songs ever made. i knew the song when people don't even know who the singer is.
high school = juvenile me, who did nothing but to appreciate the beauty of music.
of all people, bakit ikaw pa?? i don't get it eh. the point of loving me. hindi eh. ang labo!!
don't make me love you. cause i do. mahal kita eh. but i can't. for some reasons. beyond selfishness...
someone will end up weeping. either way, please let's work on this... (readers, this one's confusing, i know)
yes!! i'm super confused. yet i'm rejoicing. i feel blessed and secured and loved...
time.
roller coasters.
the song.
love.
emotions.
daffodils.
mistakes.
the voice... your voice.
dreams.
hatred.
distance.
blessings.
history.
foods.
truth.
smiles...
angelo's post birthday celebration last night at gateway. with extensions. met the famous archie plus maxinne. (right?) oh well, thanks a lot angelo.
i'm trying. i'm pretending...
i'm terrified.
please don't leave. since i don't actually need you. breathe. and i want you... and i miss you... and i wanna do this... and i wanna take the risks...
alone...
i can wait. yes i could do it! i'm waiting...
words... you know i'm never good with words.
could you not do it? cause i don't wanna see you doing it.
**hold on to me and never let me go...
mAdeL @ Monday, January 15, 2007
my dad's 5oth birthday today. oh yeah. oh so, i should be doing loads of homeworks now. but before anything else. please do vote! please do vote! my friend vinci's blog got nominated for Filipino blog of the week. yeah he's really good with all these lay-outing stuffs so vote for him *here*. the name's lasallianvinci. you can see the poll on the mid left side of the page. you could also access vinci's blogpage through this link (you just click on the link word) and you'll find the same poll on the mid right side of the page. thanks big time! au revoire!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!=D
he's so the coolest dad ever. the best!! love you soOoOo much daddy. thanks for everything and yeip... for the unconditional love you've shown us since we were born. for being the greatest-hardworking dad and friend in the whole wide world!! i love you papOo... 
(due to heavy traffic, didee and i decided to do the "picture!picture" thinggy. but i had to cut my face. haha)
mAdeL @ Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i was looking at my files and here's what i found. insans bonding (my dad's side) with uncles and titas at seafood house near mall of asia. i find the picture cute. whulalung... haha. in the picture you'll see insan karlo's girlfriend, the one in yellow shirt. and well, the rest of the aures.
boo-hoo! sorry for the shot, we weren't able to bring the digicam. bummer! sho lhebo tha pic-cher... haha.
mAdeL @ Monday, January 08, 2007
time check: 11:38 am (yeah, gising padin from yesterday) my life (the schedule pare!) for the past 5 days or so... oh well, sembreak will definitely not be complete without the ultimate night-lifing and the gala galores. but i so assure you guys, i do study... for real! and well speaking of addiction. currently so into PRISON BREAK right now. i've been dying to watch the series the first time i heard it. oh well, done watching the 1st and half of the 2nd season last week. shiet!! this is the addiction!! i sOoOoOo love prison break. and am planning to download the most recent episodes on-line. i'm a certified prison break-wentworth miller addict. who-ho!!
for the past few days, i certainly did (almost) stuffs and agendas i really wanted to do before the short sembreak ends. i study, i do home works, i go out with my folks, friends most of the time, i do gimmicks and malling, i played computer games, i did the C word a lot. (the chill word!)
in which, constantly, the life revolved at night...
nocturnal!! haha.
i sleep before lunch time. oh yeah i'm now experiencing "the breakfast". hahaha. divine!! i'll get up at around 3-4 pm and i'll be off to malls or to gimmicks or to bonding-with-folks-or-friends or to wherever i wanna or should go. and when i get home, i'll study or i'll do the workbook, or i'll just plain read notes (oh well, better belive it) til breakfast. addiction?!... hell no! duh? the momentum eh. it's there!! haha. then i'll eat breakfast then i'll sleep. that simple!
except for today i say, i didn't open notes or i didn't even hold the school stuffs for the reason that the yahoo games (which again, insan karen did the introduction) are now, again, in my system. yeah this is the addiction!! haha.
lar's 18th birthday yesterday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAR=D.
i love her. lar's really a great person and a great friend. we've been friends for almost 6 years now. the TGIS kada. oh so the best!! best girl friends ever. the pinky*the erika*the paula*the cathy*and the lar... i'm gonna see them later this evening. its lar's birthday celebration. *exited* i love being with the girls. the best girl friends in my life, ever. simply the best!! oh yeah. i miss them a lot.
i'm so dying to upload pictures in my multiply account. how i spent the sembreak with the people i love the most. multiply sucks... padin!! i cannot... as in cannot open the multiply site. lintek!!
well i'm leaving now. to qc. i'll sleep on our way nalang. and oh! monday's the resume of classes. argh! sembreak's so bitin...
mAdeL @ Sunday, January 07, 2007
time check: 03:40 am - january 03, 2007
poor people!! duh?!?!?!... ewieness!! argh!
proven! ain't sleeping at night is really an advantage. believe me!... really an ADVANTAGE!!
decided to do the school works downstairs, at the dining area since i don't really wanna study in my room... yeah! a comfy zone near my cozy bed. and since caffeine has been my utmost best friend since like forever, it'll be so easier to refill my coffee mug. talking about the L word. (lazy!! duh?) heaven!! haha. 
i was doing school stuffs, accounting to be exact. i dangled my cellphone beside me, beside the window, and i turned my phone's radio on. then suddenly a good friend paula texted us about tgis' friendster account regarding the photos and all so there... i rushed upstairs, opened the computer, put on the headset and played the winamp player. next thing i know, there's this rowdy noise downstairs so i hurried na and yeah... i saw him!! the thief-in-gray. he's running and i've got scared so i ran to mom and dad's room. at first akala namin it was the screen door the thief was trying to break. few minutes after i checked my cellphone realizing na i placed it beside the window. and there, i looked at the window's screen. the guy's been watching me for hours na daw and inaantay nya lang ako umakyat. when he thought na nakatulog na ngako coz i've been upstairs for like 30 minutes na eh ayon, he started his agenda na. here's the "crime scene". nyahaha.
adik!! ang lakas ng loob! mahiya naman sa balat oh!!
people... let's start the 2007 right. okay?!?!
mAdeL @ Wednesday, January 03, 2007
too busy to blog. so i'll keep this post short.
i should get used to the number seven.
2007
2007
2007
the first month will definitely be jam packed with schedules and school works. but one must not complain. I should not complain... foolishly complain about dumb things. God is always good with all these non-stop blessings. life's been so kind and one must be thankful and grateful.
we should be thankful for this one wonderful year. we should always, always count our blessings. new year, new chapter. it's all in our own hands people.
new resolutions. oh well, mine's still on the process. haha. let's all be grown-ups this time. yeah, time flies by super duper fast we barely become aware of it... 
life is beautiful. yeah it is!!=)...
mAdeL @ Monday, January 01, 2007
plain fun*fun*fun=D...
the party was held last december 27, 2006 in my place. gawd! i missed my st. thomas. i missed my girl friends. and i'm actually missing all of them already... for real!!
list of names who attended the Chritmas-part-slash-costume-party. (in order of appearance! nyak*nyak)
*i was asked to be the santa claus. duh?!*
*jay-o*
*doc*
*jhei(christmas bell)*
*lovell*
*jhai(rudolph)*
*jubi(christmas light)*
*via(christmas balls)*
*angge(christmas tree)*
*yani(err..uhm?!..shiet!can't remember!!)*
*jessie*
*joeyboy*
*dodong*
*mon*
*jolo*
*jae ann*
*edgardo*
sadly, other thomas people weren't able to make it. yeah i know, there'll always be next year for some get-together-parties right?! everyone MUST come or else... errr... basta!!
i'm done uploading the pictures in my multiply account. here's the link:
http://maideline08.multiply.com/
and a taste of the party... thanks for this shot dad!
for the first part of the party, we had ultimate picture galore (as always!) and merienda-cena-and-dinner-in-one. we had the gift-giving after. jolo, mon and dong bought redhorse... yeah, rume-redhorse ang boys. and for the girls? tequila baby!! twas plain fun. sobra!!
ramon's so sweet... i so love him! haha. here's the short conversation with my butterfinger-since-high. haha.
madel: anjan si ano eh...
ramon: sino si (guy) ?? nasan?
madel: asa mga pinsan ko.
ramon: sila ba ni...
madel: ni (girl)?? yeah. tagal na.
ramon: hindi naman xa maganda eh. ang taba-taba!
madel: nah. she's pretty kaya.
ramon: nakikita ko yun sa school eh.
madel: sino si (guy)?
ramon: si (girl).
madel: ah talaga? ewan. nap-pretty-han ako sakanya eh.
ramon: sus! maganda ba yun eh ang pangit-pangit ng ngipin!
hahaha. i love you mon!! wala lang. tropa talaga tayo! haha.
angge, lovell, jay-o, jessie and jhei, doc, joey had to go home earlier. sad=(.
going back to the party. we also had this "aminan sessions" about life and stuffs. hahaha. ang kulit!!! ultimate CHISMAX!! ika nga ni ramon, "okay lang noh, college na naman tayo eh." hotseaters were mon, yani and jubi!! wahahaha. mon, who's your daddy pala ha! wehehe.
we're planning to throw a party (don't have to be specific this time! haha) this february. and we'll be having a gimmick night again before the class starts. *excited*
again, i'll be busier that ever these coming weeks. don't miss me much people.
mAdeL @ Friday, December 29, 2006
doc, angelo, joey and i celebrated (ok! this one's not the precise word. fine!) "chilled" at dencios and starbucks tagaytay a while ago. (oh not again! as in every week??) no it's not a pre-christmas celebration or whatsoever. the december 24 box written in my planner isn't occupied with my to-do-plans yet, which is so unusual, so there. saviors!! hahaha. doc's collecting stickers for the planner. and since we all have the planner na, we've decided to help him nalang with his second starbucks planner for 2k7. i missed tagaytay! nyak*nyak. hahaha. for real!! christmas season at tagaytay (or even casualan days lang) is... uhm... errr... deadly?!?! haha. "ang ginaw lintek!!"
bitterness mode??? yes!! superduperever bitter!! i'm currently looking at sam's, lar's, erika's multiply account...
"gawd!"
yeah! yun lang masasabi ko=(
miss them more. as in!! the pictures made me more gloomy...
i really wanna see them. my best... bestest girl friends ever! *erika*pinky*lar*cathy*paula* wasn't able to meet pinky's bene. they really look good together. same with erika and james. yikee=D... the L-O-V-E word pare! i love looking at their pictures. oo na! sige na! sa pictures ko lang sila nakikita!! shiet!!! bummer!
the feeling is so... uhm... unexplainable?!?! yes!! it is so unexplainable!! i should've been there... with my 5 girl friends. plus sammie! (miss him) plus james and bene. nakakainis!! argh!
i'm saving the pictures and it actually feels surreal. wala lang! bitter?!
again... i miss CATHY!! and i miss PAULA!! and i miss PINKY!! and i miss ERIKA!! and i miss LAR!! badly=(
best cure??
pictures with them...
bonding moments with them...
tawanan galore with them...
hours of talking and good foods and-or movies with them...
ow yes, to sum it all up...
the only cure... is THEM!! si pinky, erika, lar, cathy and paula!
i miss my co-TGISians. they do have one thing in common... PRETTIER!! xempre pa!! try comparing pa sa previous picture i posted here! oh ano!?!? haha.
anyway. we'll hear the mass na in about a minute. happy Christmas people. stay safe and enjoy=).
mAdeL @ Sunday, December 24, 2006
missed tgis' bonding-slash-get-together today. yeis... with my prettiest girls this christmas break=(
AKO LANG WALA!!! shiet!!! nakakainggit talaga.
i sOoOo hate it. i miss them badly. i miss lar, and rix, and pan, and chi, and pinx... imagine? they'll spend the whole day and night together. gawd! i miss them. best girl friends ever!! nothing could actually replace them. and nothing could actually destroy our friendship... sana.
yeah we all have flaws and faults. but it doesn't matter. i loved them from freshie days... and i'm still loving every bits of them. as a person. not how the way they act or the way they do/did stuffs or the way they try to communicate with other people or the way they try not to communicate blah blah blah. like lar, we've been through so many fights. petty lang. "immature" aian tuloy. i uber miss her. missing them.
i guess if you really love the person parang nothing can ever change the way you feel towards that person right? yeah we're all eighteen now. talking of maturity. we should think and act according to our age... we're grown-ups now. sooner or later we'll raise a family na. we'll have our jobs, we'll be busier and all. i'm afraid we'll grow old with gaps due to lack of communication or whatsoever. and it feels good whenever i think of the beautiful memories we had. and hei! after 5 or 10 or 20 years, sarap tignan na magkakasama padin kami. sitting, talking about success, career, family, children, etcetera. yung foundation, sana di masira. yes i am sOoOo blessed meeting people like pinx, chi, pan, rix and lar. i just simply love them... no explanations at all.
and i miss them terribly. like its been months since i last saw them. i'm missing my first "real" girl friends ever=(. i wanna see them and wanna hear something from them...
i miss
pinky's sweetness...
erika's gentleness...
lar's kind heart...
cathy's warm smiles...
paula's toughness...
you'll see the last photo na kumpleto kami=(. erika's 18th birthday. i miss them sOoOo much. si pinky, si cathy, si erika, si paula and si larisse. i am never expressive towards them pero love ko yang mga yan, sobra!
mAdeL @ Friday, December 22, 2006
yes! it might sound exaggerated right? nah!! and my dad's car's actually one of those 18. argh! thank God my dad's fine.
joey texted me this morning. told me how hassle it was along coastal area. there's an accident daw involving 18 vehicles. initially, my reaction was... "whoah?! 18? di nga... ang exagge ah!!"
when my dad and my sister got home. shiet!! the car's a whoah!!
i found myself texting joey. pinagmumura ko with no reasons at all. err, not to joey. my message was like "tang*** joey! pu***ng i** talaga! kasama erpats ko sa 18! pu***ng i**! badtrip! kakauwi lang nila!! pucha talaga! tang*** le**e!..." cause i was really freaking out. i didn't see it coming. argh! sorry joeyboy! i was really shocked eh. pare sorry...
can't do some updates now. i've got other things to do. and wasn't able to do some updates for the past few days coz the internet connection wasn't working. great!
mAdeL @ Friday, December 22, 2006
like i've said... i'll start re-uploading my photos today in my *multiply account.* yeah.. you'll see more of my pictures there. finally i'm back on my feet again. and since i don't have much things to do today (well except for the gimmick we'll be having tonight... yhei!), decided to start the operation as soon as i woke up this moring. missed the pictures a lot.
so yes... some of my multiply friends have probably seen the pictures a year ago. but hey! i just feel like uploading all the pictures again since all the pictures were erased by i-don't-know-who-did-it... argh!! my multiply's actually a source of my friends' photos eh. you ask them. haha. i'll be posting all our pictures there soon. the gimmicks, the bondings and all. so just wait people. one at a time please! haha.
i'll run off in about a minute. i'll be meeting some friends tonight at 6 pm. ow shiet!! it's 5:30 and i'm still talking blahs here. surely, i'll be late again... naman!! 
highlight of the week: went to eastwood the other day. december 13, 2006. received the planner from starbucks... yadah*yadah. it's official. i do have the starbucks planner already! haha. thanks to starbucks=) haha.
i'll do the blogging and posting again when i got home...
have a good saturday night people... enjoy the weekend=)
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 16, 2006
quite a hectic week. with oodles of home works and exams and research works and accounting problems and drafting and so on and so forth. but then again, still the same old lethargic-slash-crammer me. my eye bags are actually as huge as ladles for i had not slept at least a full five hours of rest since last week.
missed blogging so much. as in the the real blogging thinggy. i haven't been able to make lengthy posts for my blog for the reason that i've been so busy this week... so goddam BUSY! period!
oh well, how i do love weekends. free days to be exact... pleasurable moments with my folks, night-outs and gimmicks with my girl friends, hours of talking with the people-i-miss-the-most, getting dressed for the lunch/dinner date scenarios (either with friend/s or a friend's buddy), lying in bed thinking about nothing, road tripping with the chaps, and all these delighting stuffs... who would not want weekends?
nevertheless, so many things i have transpired these past few days that it seems so surreal. and i actually don't even know how to start chronicling my life in the past seven days. bummer! while everybody else is busy anticipating for the Yuletide season, here i am, sitting still in front of my computer, doing nonsense bits and pieces... Christmas is just a couple of days away but funny how i don't feel the spirit at all. and i don't have gifts for my folks and friends yet. which simply means that i'll still be doing some gift hunting for the remaining days. with all the people flocking to malls these days, i wonder how i'll struggle with them.
had this unforeseen conversation with aira on our way back to cavite. talking about all these upsetting situations that had happen from the past is really distressing. one minute you are fine, and the next minute you're ailing... and this exactly has what made me feel a little depressed and spiritless today... thanks to a good friend though. thanks aira! for listening and for being nice.
yes i've been dating guys for almost a year now. i've met so many new guy friends... and i so liked this feeling. the feeling of being wanted. of being desired by such a suave and intellectual guy. conversely, i'll stick to being single. and i'm still loving every minute of it.
anyhow, been trying greater than hard to create a new customized blogspot account for like hours now... but it just wouldn't show up the right formats once i click the publish button. naman! i think i have to wait for "someone" with a real good heart who could lend me a hand with all these stuffs. haha. nagpaparinig?!
oh so, i am about to cap off yet another tiring day. i'm planning to re-upload pictures in my multiply account tomorrow since everything was erased a year ago. as in everything! from photos, to blog entries, to my playlist... as in all!! and i should really take a good sleep now.
always find reasons to smile people=).. 
(after one tiring gimmicks from eastwood... and still managed to smile.)
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 16, 2006
i so envy luisa's blogspot page... argh! i really must learn the beauty of this piece. the overlayed or customized or whatever-you-call-it profile thiggy. hmpf!
oh well, welcome to blogging world luisa=). yeah i know you'll end up fixing my account. as always!! haha... how sweet of you mare... thanks.
this one's seemingly the shortest post you'll ever see here in my page... err, for this month i guess. coz i'm super super super busy tonight. duh?! homeworks! i'm still the huge crammer you've seen the first time. oh well, coffee won't let me down.
au revoir!
mAdeL @ Tuesday, December 12, 2006
have you read my previous post about vitto's getting the planner?? must admit... felt mix of joy and envy for a very good friend. (he knows it! haha) well just to let you know, dear readers, how glad i was when i handed marvin (barista's name) the christmas traditions card with the required number of stickers. yadah*yadah!! i got my 21st starbucks' sticker last saturday at eastwood citywalk. really in high spirit now. haha. t'was dated december 09, 2006 to be exact! i was like "gawd! i so love this coffee i'm sipping right now". (exaggeration... duh?!) yes i could actually smell it. my second starbucks planner!! yhei!=D they'll just inform me daw when to pick up the planner. oh my!! now i don't have to worry about this absurd dilemma of mine like where to put my plans-for-the-days of the year twenty-o-seven. silly! hehe. although luisa and i already bought a planner from papemelroti like a couple of months ago (i'll use it mare), still decided to get a hold of the planner. and oh! i'm actually one of the million donors of the SparkHope project. such a heartwarming thought. so i took a picture of myself and the card. hehe.
the not-so-good part... just imagine carrying the planner on a daily basis. it's a bit bulky right? errr... uhm... it's okay! besides, i can always give it to my dad. coz my dad's more "starbucks addict" than i am. he so love buying drinks or stuffs or whatever at starbucks. i love my dad... he's one of my starbucks buddies.
whoopsy... yes mom! i'm still planning to attend my 7:30 class later. so i'll go to bed now... ora mismo!! have a good day people.
mAdeL @ Monday, December 11, 2006
feel kinda nauseous. saw the guy... i saw him!! again!?!? argh!! cause he actually lives there, at torre lorenzo. oh i just so so hate him and the fact that he lives a block away from my school!! grrr... i missed him. i missed my good friend vitto. we haven't seen each other for what... weeks?? a month?! so we did a lot of catching up and all. we're actually planning to spend the saturday morning with some friends. we'll play tennis again! miss playing with them. *excited* oh you are so dead people, haha. anyway, i really do love starbucks. (especially when you're with a good friend) err, not just the famous starbucks... duh?! i mean i just so love coffees!! and err... yeah! coffee shops. (oh! everybody knows it anyway) CAFFEINE is definitely the word pare! super blessed for having starbucks near st. scho... lotsa lotsa caffeine a day completes my day. nyak!!
vitto had to go to his grandmother's house for some urgent matters. met up with him at starbucks and paid bucks for our all time favorite drinks... yhei!! one starbuck-ing to go and the planner for 2007 will be sOoOo mine. haha. however, i hope the process this time will be way quicker than the last year's scenario... it took me decades of waiting for the starbucks' planner of 2006. vitto's just waiting for his planner. daya!! oh am gonna get a copy of it... soon!! haha.
going back!! argh!! for the nth time... i sOoOo hate the guy!! he was with his friend. the guy's kinda cute... hotness!! haha. yet pretended i didn't see him. one big PLASTIC!! he is!! junk!!
the day was really tiring. dance practice and stuffs. whaaa!! nigganess nako! am sOoOo bhulack (yeah that's the word according to my sisters... bad! hmp!) i miss accounting. (better believe it!) i miss prof Q. due to st. scho's centennial celebration, my schedule has been real tight the past few weeks... and i guess it'll be staying this way for the next two weeks. we still have to catch up with the lessons. hai hai. next week's a real busy week for us. loads of school works, exams... you name it. and my christmas break?? oh so uber loaded... as in!! i mean SUPER DUPER loaded. jam-packed!
nyahai!! we'll have gimmick this friday night. yhei... fun fun fun...
ciao... i am so not in the mood for some updates right now... maybe some other time i'll do a longer post. and why can't i upload a picture?? naman!! oh well... night people=)
and oh!! did i mention that i so hate the guy??! grrr...
mAdeL @ Wednesday, December 06, 2006
believe me!! you don't wanna mess things up!! i saw him!! yes!! i saw him this morning!!! shiet!! plastic!! PLASTIC!! PLASTIC!!! trying to be nice and all!! duh?!?! as if!! hiding the evil, yes the EVIL side of him!! i hate him!!! i just soOoOo hate the person!! I HATE PLASTICS!!!! you people must learn when to be PLASTIC okay. i do know your agenda. fuck!!
confirmed your number, bird-brain!!!
conversation with a friend...
madel: "shiet!! ang kapal pa ng mukha nyang ngumiti ha!!" (yes!! he actually smirked at me from a far!!)
mayeh: "you just have to maintain your composure, mare"
me: "shiet!! mas nakakabadtrip kaya yun!! he's still trying to be nice pa!! ang kapal!! ang plastic!! he would've confronted me!! mas okay pa yung ganun eh!! ang bading pucha!" (and i really do wanna shout at him)
mayeh: (unreasonable silence)
me: "sige lumapit kalang sakin and you'll see what i can do!!"
i am actually about to burst!! shiet!! but he went the other way!! bummer!!
i hate him!!! i hate him!! i hate him!!! stop being PLASTIC!!! if it wasn't for a friend, matagal na talaga kitang napatay (i mean it) at pinatulan through text messages (which is super super cheap)!!!! i'm serious!! don't be plastic!! and don't you ever talk to me again. stop texting me!! stop being plastic!! i'm warning you!!! beware!!
mAdeL @ Sunday, December 03, 2006
shiet!! am sick!! as in sick sick!! argh!! and the blogspot's not working well today!! whenever i click the publish button, it'll return to the blogspot's homepage and the entry will not be retrieved!! weird!! pucha!! and i am never patient with things!! so decided to turn off the computer. it ruined my day. more more messed up!!
i was doing an entry this morning about how good my day was until "something" terrible (aside from the blogspot malfunctioning scenario) happened that even made my day shoddier! yes!! so much worse worse worse. and it really really made me sick!! how i do hate cellphones!! (well except for the camera part) the communication thing and all! i hate reading text messages from people!! from people who think they're superior enough to do whatever they feel like doing, and speak whenever they feel like speaking. yes! i hate you!! i extremely dislike you!! the guy's a junk!! i soOoOo despise you!!! you better die and go to hell!! i loathe him!! i loathe him!! i loathe him!! ang gwapo mo kase?!?!?! duh!!! fuck!!! hell NO!!! you're not!! or not even close to being gwapo!! ang sama kasi ng ugali mo!! you're trying to be nice (with purpose!! user!!) but you're not!! and as i can see, you'll never be one! duh?!?! pretentious bitch!!
i know you'll never, ever read this by any chance... but i'll still take my chances. so please, please... die you evil creature!!!
don't you ever dare talk to me again coz i will never, EVER be pleasant in front of you!! i'll show you how iniquity i can be!! you'll gonna regret the day you made me feel bad!! and i don't actually care if you're a friend's good friend or whatever!! first and second chances are explicable but never the third time!! die you fucking moron!! well you'll probably see me tomorrow somewhere sa taft or at leon guinto. ha!!! better be frightened!! magdasal-dasal ka na!! and don't you dare pretend that everything's well between us coz i will definitely loose temper and i will never think twice humiliating you in front of whoever people you're with!! leave me alone and never text me using the number!! DON'T even try to be nice in front of me again!! as if you're not planning things behind my back!! plastic!! PLASTIC!! and it would be better next time not to see you smiling or saying your sweet "hellos" than pretending as if nothing's going on. i have sources!!! you're friend happens to be my one-good-forthright-and-ingenuous friend!! yeah i do know all your numbers, stupid!! one big plastic!! believe me, you don't wanna see me fuming!!! i'm saving the messages, shithead!!
I EXTREMELY DISLIKE THE PERSON!!! I HATE HIM!!!
** this one's not actually allied to the blog's title...
it's ria's birthday today and mayeh's yesterday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARE AND RIA.
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 02, 2006
this one's a quickie but i guess today's not going to be a busy one for me. i'll just do some accounting stuffs ("make it a daily habit" haha). and i'm just sitting here in front of my laptop, missing a lot of things. i've been so busy the past few weeks. aside from the practice sets that i've shown you before, i already started the 192-page-plain-workbook for accounting (yeip, a book for discussions, a workbook, and a practice set... duh?!) wherein accounting major students must accomplish everything before the semester ends. believe me, the workbook's a page-turner, haha. due to loaded school works and activities for the preparation of the centennial celebration of st. scho this coming week, i've missed out on so many things... stuff i usually do in my life. haii..
well anyway, enjoy the beautiful life people!=D 
(pampering myself through photo-ops after those draining accounting problems. notice the huge eye-bugs?? haha.)
mAdeL @ Saturday, December 02, 2006
haiz... i'm missing you guys. the bonding and kulitan moments with the madams, hehe. it's been almost a year since i last saw some of my college superfriends. missing the good old days...
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PAOLO
miss ko na kayo...
(the picture is from paolo's friendster account. isn't it beautiful? that's him)
mAdeL @ Sunday, November 26, 2006
uhm, the usuals... just like the previous posts that i'm having here at blogspot the past few days. birthday greetings blah blah blah. i really cannot find time to sit here in front of my laptop and tell something about my busy days. but as soon as i've got the free time in the world, i promise to post a long, a real long entry and updates on what's up with the hectic life i am having right now. OMG! weekdays are uber chaotic lately. and i actually need some sleep! whaaa!! i should be doing my accounting homeworks already. haiz...
but for now, here's a short greeting for a very nice friend of mine. not to mention, a pretty girl inside and out... wuhOo!! friend! nyahaha.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JUBI!!
yhei! legal age kana friend. haha. lovalovalova you sOoOo much friend. i'll see you on saturday for another ultimate bonding galore on a gimmick night. hehe. by the way, stole the picture from your friendster account. and i do love this picture. seductive looking dyoza. wahahaha. miss going out with you and the rest of the girls... i mean dyoza! nyahaha. happy birthday ulit. mwah*mwah*mwah
aba friend! landeh! ang cleavage... hmp! nyahaha.
mAdeL @ Wednesday, November 22, 2006
(believe me guys, they're harmless. haha...) yhei! another friend's birthday today. oh my! everyone's getting older. yeah, i really do feel old at eighteen. who doesn't anyway? imagine, less than two years from now and i'll be blowing 20 candles on my cake already. which simply means... goodbye teenage life. whaaa! but at least i've proven something nice to myself. and i know, there's still a long journey ahead of me...
same old mondays!! traffic was so horrifying. pilipinas talaga oh!! i hate going to school on a monday! thanks dad=)... for bringing me to school today. however, i was LATE!!! argh!
oh! and i don't wanna go to this kulasahan thingy this coming saturday. this is where you could get to mingle, socialize (or whatever the most precise word is) with the third year students. duh?! as if!!! grrrr... the SC obliges us to go. kesyo we will not be cleared daw at the end of the semester. and uncleared paper means no final examination. what if we really don't wanna go?? we're willing to pay naman eh! shox!! i think i'll be needing the dramatic side of me this time. i'm gonna watch the car show at tiendecitas this saturday eh!! grrrr...
i have to dot the entry coz i still have to study for tomorrow's accounting subject, ora mismo.
and so the greeting... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBERT!! i'm sorry i wasn't able to come last saturday. miss ko na kayo.=( God bless always... you, your family, and the lani-robert tandem. *hmwahsz*
mAdeL @ Monday, November 20, 2006
was happy yesterday...
and am happy today...
the colors and the radiance of happiness are like ray of light and it penetrates my skin...
there is an unexplainable happiness and peace...
pure BLISS!=D
and i hate the feeling...
nah i don't actually hate it. i just don't like the feeling...
of being happy?? well i dunno. i suppose... its a bit weird right?
anyhoo, you'll see in the picture my fourth peppermint mocha frappuccino-venti for the month. yeah! i could actually smell starbuck's planner na ulit. hahaha. 6 starbuck-ing to go and i'm done collecting 21 stickers of starbucks. wuhOo!! by the way, neither the marlboro nor the lighter was mine. owkei?!?! just to make it clear.
shiet!! happiness=D yikee... bakit kaya?? hahaha. you'll soon find out people. hehe.
speaking of the word HAPPY... it's my food-buddy-slash-block-mate-slash-choreographer-slash-
one-of the-nicest-friends-i-do-have's birthday today. gawd! she turned seventeen today. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDA LUISA!! wishing you all the very best in life. God bless you more. love you sOoOo much mare...
yeiz! she's a real emotera at heart. hahaha. mwah*mwahdespite the adversities i've experienced this past few days... thank you! i love you Lord. and may God bless all the people and radiate happiness and peace to earth all the time...
P.S: need help! somebody with a real good heart who could help me fix my blogspot page?? using mozilla firefox in viewing my page is way better than using the internet explorer. i just recently found out that the font size and line spacing (basically the whole format) of my entries doesn't look good at internet explorer. i would really appreciate the hand... thanks!=)
mAdeL @ Sunday, November 19, 2006
gahd! you see... i'm actually currently on a self-imposed rehab as mentioned on my previous entry. err... NOT!! haha... but i'll still keep this entry short coz i'll be meeting angelo and joey later at greenbelt. shiet! it's 3:20 already and i'm still here in front of my laptop. and we're supposed to meet at 3:30... naman! i'll just text joey and inform him that i'll be late (like for the nth time!) for 30-45 minutes. hehe. i'll be back later. don't miss me much! haha.
anyhow, it's my sister abbie's 21st birthday today. yhei, kinda think she's old. haha. oh well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE!! love you sOoOo much... 
(those are my sister's. i stole this picture from her files. whoopsy, i might be jailed due to invasion of privacy! haha. i hope she won't get mad...)
mAdeL @ Saturday, November 18, 2006
hiyah everyone!!=)
this will be a quickie. the past days have been really BUSY and boring. not really worth sharing. or maybe i was just too lazy to blog. and i'm currently on self-imposed rehab from my pc and the internet. i'm currently busy doing other stuffs... school stuffs to be exact. don't miss me too much. haha.
by the way, we had our recollection today. the activities weren't good to be honest. dissatisfied is the word pare! but the foods were a mouth-watering. well, a so-so. and so we just did a lot of picture taking... and more picture taking galore. that's the best we could do to actually enjoy the day. did some uber simple picture quilts/collages. i'll post all of them soon at my multiply account. 
luisa, pans and i (again!) doing some crazy shots while on our way to the semenary in makati and going back to school. i told you this one's a quickie post. ciao=)...
mAdeL @ Thursday, November 16, 2006
here’s another aggravating thing, the schedule for the week is so much tight for us accounting students yet nstp classes decided to give saturday classes aside from the thursdays – 3:00-6:00 pm schedule that we’ll be having every week. tae talaga! bad trip! grrr! we had the first assembly for the semester this morning. same scenarios, same faces, same activities, same everything! uninteresting at all!! it's always great to have your good friends beside you. photo-ops, kulitan and all. we should do with all our "vigor" to make the discussion not-so-boring as it seems. then after the mind-numbling session, we've decided to unwind and go to the nearest mall for another food tripping. everyone else had their to-do's-for-the-day fixed already so they weren't able to have lunch with us. on our way to robinson's place along pedro gil, i saw one of the persons on my most-missed-people list... si panpan!=) i really missed the girl. the laughs, kwentos, kulitan and everything. looking forward for another ultimate bonding with her and the rest of the girls.. gahd how i terribly missing my girls=(...finally i found time to get back into blogging. i missed this! the first week's been super duper busy for me. but i'm actually loving the second semester... with my blockmates-slash-girlfriends (minus one. *sad* i miss you karen), new professors, difficult yet interesting subjects, new seatmates, classmates, etcetera, etcetera... loving everything!!
the week was pretty fine. we've met all the professors and they're all great, superb=). good money means good service, haha. so i think it'll be okay if we'll get stucked with them for like 5 months. oh i remember, i had this survey answered months ago and the question goes something like this... "who do you hate the most in school?", and i'd definitely, definitely never think twice because it'll always be this one professor who thinks she's exemplary and proficient enough not to treat "other" people in a just way. guess i was wrong. mean me! because i just recently found out that she's a real upright professor who treats her students in a refined and entrancing way, not to mention her countless achievements. i actually find her class and the activities interesting and fun. hmp. enough! so much nice things about this doctor viray... i love calling her doc! and i love listening to her incessant stories. and i love attending her class. (oh come on! you were late the first meeting and absent on the second! whoopsy...)
anyway, accounting class this time will be way more side-splitting for sure. compare to the dilemma that we had during ms. dima era, hehe. sir Q (for quiambao) is really hilarious and so kulit with all these jokes that he utter. nonetheless, the accounting will be more grievous this time. but the professor seems to be really great in the field so i guess there's nothing much to worry about his expertise, yet. and the college of accountancy distributed the practice sets already wherein we have to analyze and accomplish everything within 4 months or less. shiet! we'll be dealing with those papers for the next 4 months!?? could you actually smell the C-L-U-E-L-E-S-S word? coz we all do. we should figure everything out ourselves. and we must receive a satisfactory grade in it if we wish to stay in the program. challenging yet fun, i guess. *hoping and praying* the professor said that he'll give a brief explanation about those stuffs couple of days before the submission. pa?? imagine?!?!! but yeah i know it's a blessing, and one should never complain. but i must admit that it can get very exhausting and arduous. well it's worth the sacrifice anyway, right? you'll see a taste of the practice sets in the picture...
(love the picture! pans, luisa and i having this intense and heavy lunch at sbarro. *burp*)
went to atc earlier this afternoon. still haven't watched any of the movies i wanna catch for the week. just did a lot of talking, and walking, and texting, and shopping, and buying stuffs, blah blah blah. afterwards, met up with my sister at frio mixx along nueno. she treated us, me and ate abbie, for dinner. suddenly a guy shouted for my name and whoah! it was ervin.=) he's having dinner with his friends naman. and we did a little chit-chatting. i also missed the guy.
stuffs i usually do that i uber miss the most...
watching dvds while sharing chips and popcorn with my folks.
hours of talking and good foods with my betsy.
blogging almost everyday.
night-outs with friends.
reading a good book.
to compensate...
i go to the nearest mall and voila!... i shop! and do some food trippin' with good friends. and err... i study??... coz i must!! hmpf...
mAdeL @ Saturday, November 11, 2006
it's my mom's birthday celebration today. yahOo*yahoO!! good thing we still don't have the schedule for our pe class. monday's actually our free day so baka ma-schedule pa yung pe (lang!) class namin on mondays. grrrr.. sayang!! our tuesdays to fridays scheds kasi are uber loaded talaga (7:30 am-4:30 or 6:00 pm everyday! *argh!*) i hope the movies won't disappoint me... running with scissors had great reviews on the net. and the plot of the story seems to be very interesting. another must-see for me and for everyone who loves watching comedy-slash-drama flicks.
i'm just so busy right now with the things-that-should-be-done-before-second-semester-starts scenarios, but as soon as i'm done, i'm gonna go on a movie trip during the weekends. here are the five flicks i wanna watch... 
i promise to give my time to "them" one of these days, haha. probably next week if i'm not busy.=) sana my first week in school isn't that hectic-hectican pa...
mAdeL @ Monday, November 06, 2006
hOoray*hoOray!! it's my mom's birthday today.=) she's blowing 50 candles on her cake now. *sigh* oh my, we're getting older and older na talaga. time flies so fast.
after this huge celebration tomorrow (coz my mom's 50 already), she'll go out of the country for four, long (is it? nah!) days. i'll miss you mom...
anyway, HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY MOM!! and cheers to all the hardworking mothers in the whole world. being a mother is like the hardest yet most fulfilling full-time job in the world. whew!! what a real supergirls huh!=) so i guess it'll be fine if i'll get "too emotional" with my thoughts now. and yeah, this is MY blog anyway, right? so brace yourselves people, haha.
my heartfelt thanks mom.. for the never ending support and unconditional love.. for the understanding and comfort that you showered me.. for the countless times you have believed in my capabilities.. for the sacrifices, those sleepless nights that you did when i was younger.. for the gentle words, the spirit of goodness and trust.. for the encouragement that it is okay to fail and fall coz we always have you beside us.. for telling me how to be strong and how to deal with this thing called life.. for the foods, the clothes and other material things that i have failed to thank you.. for the education, those learned from school and most especially for those i have learned directly from you.. for the touching and inspiring stories of your life that you've shared to us.. for the courage you showed and never regretting anything and everything because you have us.. too many reasons that i can't even enumerate even half of those mom..
it is a cliche' but i would never ever exchange the life that i'm having right now. the person i become because of such wonderful parents like you and dad. dad is so lucky to have you and so are we, your tres marias. and if i will be asked to pick that mother i want to have, it will always be you mom.
you've really shown me what unconditional love is. though i often disappoint and hurt you... for being uber stubborn and all... i know this will never be enough but really... thanks mom, for everything! salamat...
enough enough! am i being too dramatic or what?? i should be celebrating, should be happy. (i am!!) my mom is healthy... everyone in the family is healthy. and that is really something to be thankful for. oh by the way, i'd like to share these cute photos of mom and dad. the cake wasn't really for mom, it was just for dessert actually. we just made fun of the cake (ate abbie provided the candle)... and mom... and the camera. napaaga tuloy yung birthday nya, haha.
(both of them looked old in the picture! di kasi prepared eh! haha.)
happy birthday again mom, with all my love...
mAdeL @ Sunday, November 05, 2006
awww! sembreak!! yhei!! really feels great to be FREE. haha. like with all the time in the world to spend... no deadlines, no pressures, no homewoks, blah blah blahs. just plain gimmicks and night-outs. haha. i really do love sembreaks! oh crap! who doesn't anyway? pero two days nalang and i'm done. i should be focusing on my studies again. no more social life ika nga nila. argh!! gahd! social suicide pare! *oh so great! great! great!*
*grey's anatomy*
when i say "i am into something", i mean... "i am really INTO something in a crazy-passionate way". it used to be one tree hill (err, i'm still into it actually), up dharma down and some new-released-albums like john mayer's, alanis morissette's (and so on), pair of good shoes, the internet and blogging world, hi-tech gadgets, shopping (as always!), accounting problems (yeah, better believe it!), spa and massages, DVD marathons, havaianas, going out and exploring different restaurants. well basically foods!!, bar hopping, collecting cds... the list goes on...
well, something's actually keeping me crazy-happy and passionate lately... and its none other than the famous derek-meredith-cristina-burke-george-izzie-alex-the nazi! (again) i've got dvd copies of those and i've seen the entire second season already just this morning and i'm really dying to watch the third season. shiet! i'm badly craving for the 3rd season! i'll be back at school again on monday (argh!) so it'll be hard for me to watch the entire season in just a week or so *sigh*. anyway, life has never been the same since grey's anatomy. i am so in love with it... AGAIN!! haha.
watched queer eye for the straight guy the other day. nothing much. i just felt like opening the television (which is very unusual by the way) and found out that our bulok na cable already has an ETC channel. finally!... after 10 years! (or was it me who completely lost track on what's up with the television world..) anyhoo, i've heard so many things about these guys and they even had this mall tour in ATC a couple of months ago. it was the first time i've seen it. and the show is really incredible... ang galing! the fab 5 are amazing!! they're just sooo good in what they do. and the whole makeover project is like a miracle. it's fun watching how they transform one guy from blah to wow! also, they're so funny. it was a real good show.=) such a fairy genuises...
a friend of mine says there's a queer eye for the straight guy book. well i think i want to get myself a copy of that. hope it's not so expensive.
i think there's a queer eye for the straight girl already. i'm gonna watch for that on ETC. i'm sure i'll be learning a lot from that show, haha. and i think i need all the tips i can get from the fab 5. yhei!!
*a little something about tuesday* 
anyway anyway, i love what i got. i got these FABULOUS sandals last week at 5oth avenue on a cheaper price. soon as i saw this on the display window, i knew i just had to have it! really do love it! a brownish sandals with a ribbon or whatsoever in front. you just have to look at the picture anyway, haha. they're so girlie=). i can't wait towear them with my short denim skirt or capris. yadah! yadah!
*and a cup of good tea*
aya (my coffee and gimmick buddy) and i had dinner the other night at chilis morato. we just thought of meeting again before second semester starts. we had a great time as usual. gahd! i missed her company! then we went to seattle's best at tomas morato. since we're both caffeine addicts, definitely we'd run to the nearest coffee shop to cap the night. i ordered a tea instead of the usuals, like javanilla shake or white chocolate mocha or almond mocha joy double espresso (yum! those are just some of my favorites). and here's our new favorite drink. Seattle's Best Mint Tea. i can only describe it with a smile, a long, satisfied sigh and the relaxing feeling of sinking into a lush couch, plus the fact that you're sipping a great tea with a good friend that you really missed. looking forward to our next dinner date, mare.=)
mAdeL @ Friday, November 03, 2006
i just thought i'd put a picture in here, since i'm still exploring this thing i have been experimenting a little. i am not that techie, things like this amazes me and i just love doing entries for my blog sites. and here's one.. http://maideline08.multiply.com
yhei!=) finally a blog of my own here at blogspot-dot-com. i have been planning to have one since time immemorial but i guess time is not supporting my desire to make one. actually, i've made an account here for like 5 months ago but i guess i was too busy with loaded school works during the first semester. and right now, instead of giving my room a new look, i ended up doing my very first blog entry here.
welcome friends and strangers. you'll find my confessions and expressions right here. feel free to read, comment, laugh, cry, criticize or even be mad at my random thoughts. until then, i'll be back with more stupidity, craziness and whatever it is that my mind will share with you.
and oh! i am so amazed with the pages of other bloggers here. how can they have such a wonderful sites? argh! i really must learn the beauty of this piece. someone help me please?
check out soon for more of... uhm... me?!? yeah!... for more of ME..
welcome to my world=) and for me... welcome to another blogging world, darling...
mAdeL @ Friday, November 03, 2006
.:: about me ::.
maideline aure y porto. 20 year old accounting student of st. scholastica's college manila. my birthday's on august 30 and i just simply love life and makes the most out of it=). i really want to travel and explore and do a lot of things, i'm wishing that time would allow me to...
.:: bits and pieces ::. .:: past memories ::. .:: me myself and i ::. .:: blogspot-ers ::. .:: tagboard ::. .:: music ::.
.*stars* are the best thing ever made.
.i'm living in an *orange* world.
.*coffee* makes my day complete.
.*music* is something to live by.
.would hang back at the *beach*.
.*dancing* is sOoOo a bigtime passion.
.i who loves to do the *night-outs*.
