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Oh I'm sorry I couldn't help but post.

Okay so my friend Maux and I were on our way home the other night. The usual jam-packed bus... super daming nakatayo!! So go imagine.

Two college girls (wanna know from what school and course??) were standing beside us and they were suuuuper ingay. I mean god!! Could you be a little discrete??!? Like everybody's looking at them and were like "the hell???". And I was super tired that day kaya mainit ulo ko okay?? I did writing stuff while my friend put on her ipod and decided to sleep instead. An hour later, syempre their voices get so lakas I was pissed off they were talking about nonsense things pa. Then I heard this...

girl 1: Anu ba plural? Tooth o teeth?
girl 2: HAHAHAHAHA. (Yeah she was laughing THAT hard!)
girl 1: De seryoso! Anu ngang plural?
girl 2: HAHAHAHAHAHA. TOOTH! (with conviction) Anu bayan??
girl 1: Tooth ba? O sorry! Tooth ba? (girl 2 continuously laughing)
girl 2: HAHAHAHA. Eh anung plural ng teeth?? Teeths?!?? (still laughing out so loud)

Ooh boy I was like "WHAT THE FUCK??!?! ARE YOU GIRLS SERIOUS????!?!". Oh how I badly wanted to interrupt the stupid conversation. I didn't know if I should correct them nicely but I just didn't. HINDI KO SILA KINAKAYA. You just... imagine! I wanted to wake my friend up. IMAGINE THE BURDEN! I SWEAR!! I was like "Oh god, oh god!" the whole time. I cannot believe them. SERYOSO!

Then after the conversation, they were like continuously bragging about non-braggable (braggable?? Haha.) shits. WHAT THE HELL?? I was sOoOoOo irita. Napa "GRABE" nalang ako. I wanted to tell them how noisy, how unbelievable they are. Yes I know I could be mean sometimes. I know I am never the grammar guru. Kaso naman kase... traffic, I was tired, they were super ingay and I hated their guts so there. (Or mean lang talaga ko?) PROMISE, HINDI KO KINAYA. College girls?? Are you serious??

ps.
Who would laugh at this?? Oh not me!

mAdeL @ Saturday, September 19, 2009

I dunno what to say. I dunno how to react, really. I feel... blank. Yes I ain't feeling a thing. Or perhaps i'm trying not to feel anything.

I already received a phone call from him this morning, okay so his plane already landed. I dunno what to say... should i be like "YAY!!"?!?! Oh whatever!

Shit lang. I'm trying so hard to write all my thoughts. I guess it wouldn't be possible now. Will update some other time.

mAdeL @ Friday, August 21, 2009

Now just because I can't move on...

For the very first time I was able to watch Rayver Cruz (a local artist) dance on TV. I was riding a bus on my way to school when Rayver Cruz, Maja Salvador and John Pratts had this short dance number on Wowowee. A dancer-at-heart as I am, I gotta say I have always been very particular with the person's clean moves (or well basically all factors) and flaws. To my amazement, I must admit that I was SUPER shocked and impressed on how galing Rayver gets with his moves and interpretation. So... I ended up browsing his videos on youtube. Forgive me for being such a loser. I know this was like so 20 years ago.

Current realization: I think I love Rayver Cruz especially when he starts dancing. Hahaha. Undoubtedly one of the country's supahdance icons. =D

Typed in Rayver Cruz and watched almost all the links listed under his name. Little did I know that his videos will lead me to "the other side of Sarah Geronimo". Sarah is said to be one of the finest singers of her generation but, for some weird reasons, I never never liked the girl. But ohmy! That dance number with Rayver was HOT. I cannot believe myself saying this - Sarah is such a great dancer! I was stunned and I was like "IS THAT HER, SERIOUSLY??? Shiet pucha ang galing nya pala sumayaw?!??!" the whole video. They both dance VERY well. Ang linis kasi nila gumalaw. I am not impressed by those people who dance because of their malambot LANG body and magaslaw KASE moves. I hate trying hard and wanna be dancers, really. So now I'm giving all my thumbs up for this dance number. I know the video's a bit (or perhaps not "a bit") old but hey! I'm sorry okay??! Watching television has never been pleasurable for me. Thanks to San Agustin buses for I was able to see the talents of these celebrities.

And so now I'm posting the video here. Enjoy watching you guys.

PS.

I fell in love with Zanjoe Marudo the first time I saw The Wedding. I think I'm kinda learning to watch local TV shows now eh? Haha. I knoooowww! I AM A LOSER.

mAdeL @ Sunday, August 16, 2009

I'm giving my blogspot a fresh new look. I know it's nothing much of a good page but hei... IT IS orange! Haha.

I've been very idle for the past months. I'm sorry blogpage but I know I abandoned you for like the longest time. (exactly 1 year) But I promise to make it up to you... or at least visit you every time I go online.

Busy much eh? School shits plus org shits result to ZERO social life. And I'm allotting extra time with Mark since he's leaving Pinas na in 10 days. How sad is that right? I knoooowww. =(
Special non-working holiday today. Thank god! I badly need a break.
To St. Scho Alumna President Corazon Aquino, you will always be remembered.
(St Scho was the one who sponsored the 8 pm mass last Monday. Not a single acknowledgement nor recognition from Cardinal. ANG GULO-GULO NYA DAW KASE TALAGA!)
Awww, I miss playing tennis with the group.
Home cable is so effed up. Brrr.
ps.
I'm into a loOoOot of hating right now. Beware!

mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 05, 2009

i'm soOoOoOoOo into boyce avenue band right now..badly badly INTO them!

need i say more??..

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 05, 2008

ONE TREE HILL IS LOVA-LOVA-LOVE!!!

i didn't expect oth's season 05 episode 18 would be sOoOo that great (understated, gahd!).. AND super biteeen!! guess it was the season finale already... urgh! and season six premiere will take place on september 1st pa. i CANNOT wait. one tree hill is definitely-definitely LOVE..

anyhow, i was browsing through my files earlier and see what i have here.. picture of some of my gossip girl books that i took the moment i heard na they're making a series based from Cecily von Ziegesar's novels. guess i was preoccupied then that i wasn't even able to use/post it as planned. i was that "so highschool" when i was in high eh bakit ba?? and since the gg has a tv series na, the books are all gone.. err, except for these 4 copies. i mean reading books like these (when i was a lot younger) made my day complete, really. san kapa i had collections of archie, jughead, betty and veronica digest when i was in elementary.. oha! haha.

gossip girl doesn't amaze me anymore.. prison break, the L word, heroes, grey's anatomy, csi, numbers, smallville, blah blah blahs are like "sakto lang", they do not "move" me anymore. ONE TREE HILL STILL DOES!! and always will. haha. oh i'm sOoOo an addict!

go david cook!! haha.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

the CPA (certified public accountant) board exam results for may 2008 are now available. you may check the list through *this* link..

i read somewhere na the passing rate for the batch is 27.263%.. like 1268 out of 4651 made it to the list. not bad 'eh?

CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR NEW CPAs!!

(might as well enumerate the new Scholastican CPAs right?..)

* BAL, HAYDEE DIANNE AGUILAR, cpa
* BALABAT, APRIL JOY PRADEL, cpa
* BUENO, CARLA VERNADETTE BONILLA, cpa
* DELA CRUZ, DONNA MARIE PEÑA, cpa
* FERNANDES, ALEV ANNE QUIROZ, cpa
* GALANG, MARY ANNE MANALASTAS, cpa
* MIRANDA, MONETTE DUMANTAY, cpa
* PADUA, JULIE ANN EDQUILA, cpa
* SENICA, KAYLEEN GONZALES, cpa
* TE, GRACE JENELYN PANG, cpa

hmmm... whoelse? whoelse? i hope i did mention all of them.

again, congrats ates=D.. we all salute you. aba! hindi ata biru-birong makapasa ng kahit anung board exam noh! hehe..

(above picture taken last-last board op coz i still don't have the recent board op pictures)

p.s.
still can't find time to blog. i'll do the updates soon.

p.p.s.
the account's super walang kwenta! duh?! screw-screw me!!

mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 21, 2008

for the nth time... i am getting more and more of an addict! the L word is just sOoOo like a drug! haha...

nah! don't get me wrong here oright? i mean the "drug" and "the L word" addiction. i'm still in love with men! don't worry... haha.

and since i dunno how to put spice on this post, i'm putting season 2-4's obb here nalang.
enjoy!=)..

mAdeL @ Saturday, April 05, 2008

grace potter and the nocturnals band is like a drug you know?? haha. for the past days (err.. weeks!) i did nothing but listen to their songs. rrrrr!!

i say i am too lazy to function. like what's new right??

*there goes one non-sense post again!*

mAdeL @ Sunday, March 23, 2008

yeip... ONE TREE HILL at 100!! *hooray* and i am like sOoOo a big fan of the show... would you believe?? i watched the whole episode for like 3 times... adik!! s05e12 is priceless!... and biteeen!! nathan is love... and so as haley... and jaime. *wink*

celebrating 100th nonsense post here in my blogspot, too. haha.

going 4th??

mAdeL @ Tuesday, March 18, 2008

yes i'm in real trouble right now. i mean i shouldn't be writing an entry here coz i still got numbers of paperworks waiting to be done before 12 midnight. screw me!! tamaaaadd!!... and so i've decided to make "super-short" updates nalang instead of draining my brain over those f*ckin' school works.

* incubus concert was just oh SO great! PLUS... victor basa was there... HOT!!! i knew it! we really are destined for each other. haha. up dharma down performed din. i missed the band - they still rock my world!! whew. and for the incubus?... wala akong masabi!! brandon is the man! two, or i must say four, thumbs up mehn!! i have to upload pictures on my multiply na!! *excited *

* i found my supposedly-most-recent entry on my draft. talking about paglalabas ng sama ng loob... we were asked to do this "my wedding" thinggy for our theo project. like duh??!... as in the whole wedding-planning-for-MY-wedding scenario. from details to details... come on!! don't you think it would be more exciting if you're planning na for the REAL wedding with that one person?? and besides, the future's oh so blurry pa... i swear!

* my legs are ok now. yipee-doodles!! i get to wear shorts na ulit! haha. *nonsense*

* st. scho pep, as always, got this season's title for the wncaa cheerleading competition... seven consecutive years pare! need i say more??

* blue schools need a life!!! (scho and admu) finals week will be after holy week pa. grrr!! after the finals week we have to register na agad for summer classes... summer classes will start april 14. GREAT!!

* janina san miguel's q and a portion during bb. pilipinas pageant night is the bomb!! sakit sa ulo my gahd!! thanks to a good friend for giving me *this* youtube link. can't get over ako eh... for like two days! worse is... she wasn't even able to answer the question PA! now i won't say anything na aside from "GRABE!!!!"... it is indeed GRABE!! *sigh*

u-oh... blockmate pm-ed me. suddenly the mind's got drained for updates. nawala lahat! the blockmate reminded me of how hectic I SHOULD be with school works right now. the hell's wrong with me???!?!

*i have just posted a real NONSENSE-POORLY CONSTRUCTED entry here in my abandoned blog account... for the nth time!*

mAdeL @ Tuesday, March 11, 2008

it was my first time to absent myself on a major subject... FIRST TIME in my whole-entire accountancy life!!! i mean, come on! who would want to skip dean's 3-hour (sometimes 4) accounting class twice (sometimes trice) a week right?? *boo!* imagine the discussion, the remarks, the must-remembers and the blah blah blahs that you're gonna miss diba? what's more annoying is??... like i did not attend the lecture for a real simple reason... for that one f*ckin-unreasonable cause!... that i had to go home for i just pushed my luck and assumed that i could attend my class (which actually needs undivided attention) though i'm having LBM pa since last night. well guess i was wrong! darn!! Loose Bowel Movement pare! you see how pathetic the reason was?? argh!!

anyhow, the pasa on my legs are officially four days older now. (gusto ko ipagkalat eh, bakit ba?) duh?? haha. it sucks whenever i wear skirt (skirt day = school policy during mondays and thursdays) and have to climb stairs or bus with the person-i-do-not-know-and-never-wish-to-see-again-ever behind me then he/she would see it. jahe!! guess i have to deal with them for the next few days. them meaning the pasa and the i-wish-that-person-behind-me-didn't-see-it scenario, by the way. argh!

off the topic, few days ago my sister was with her kulasa friend who happens to be her taipot's (eeeeewwww!! what's with the term of endearment?? gahd!) younger sister. i was so like "urhg!!!" when my sister told me na her friend daw told her that whenever she sees me... errr, the line goes like this...
"pag nakikita ko si ate madel, either sobrang suplada xa - meaning marami xang tulog, or stressed xa - meaning wala xang tulog!... andami pala talagang ginagawa pag accountancy noh?"
and initially didn't know if i'd be annoyed or be upset or just plain laugh about it. then my sister said... "yeah it shows! halata naman talaga sa mukha mo pag nas-stress ka... diba?"
GREAT!!! and i was like so inis! dumadalas nanaman ang haggard days ko!!! huwhaaa!!

you see i'm trying to get back into blogging again... yhei!! i get to post nonsense entries again!! haha.

and so what am i doing here? why am i doing crappy things on-line right now? like i have to start studying na for my law final exam tomorrow. tsk tsk... you lazy- daisy!

mAdeL @ Friday, February 29, 2008

after months of not being able to play tennis with the group...

THIS HAPPENS!!

*never mind the legs!!haha*

(happened feb. 25 '08)
mark, who happens to be the number one guy on my-most-idolized-tennis-players list, gave me a real powerful overhand for the service. ako naman, feeling goody-goody running backwards attempting to receive the "supposedly-outside" ball with an overhead smash, didn't know that the wooden long chair (bench if that's what you call it! duh?) behind me was like "ga-patilla" (thanks for the term jl! it helped a lot... argh!) nalang. and poof!

"AAAARROOOUUUCCCHH!!! p*ny*t*!!! sh*t sh*t sh*t!! p*ch* dang sakeeeet!! f*ck!" blah blah blah...

so there... and that's what you call "power katangahan" pare!!...
and this is where pasa happens!

everybody rushed and somewhat freaked out when they saw "the" stupidity and voilah... like not more that 30 minutes after, everybody's laughing na and all... great!! sarap pagkukutusan my gahd! haha.

hell wants to wear shorts during school days? or who would want to see a girl wearing shorts with "these" in the mall? i won't!!! errr... at the moment.

thanks to makoi for putting ice on it while saying "now who's stupid??"...

to dee for cheering me up by saying (very) inspiring phrases like "mehn! i should have seen your skills, mai." or "oh that's ok hunnie! pants look good on you... swear!" or "it gives accent to your legs kaya!" and more punch-lines sabay tawa...

and to everybody who never failed to cheer me up through consistently reminding me of my katangahan..

YOU GUYS ARE SOOOO SWEET!!..

mAdeL @ Tuesday, February 26, 2008

seriously?? i currently look like a 25-year-old college student who doesn't even know the difference between sanity and insanity...

alam nyo yung "stressed-out" word? believe me! mejo lampas-lampasan pako dun!

and like i don't have social life anymore... not even a single (real) gimmick for the last 15 days. KILL ME!!!

too busy to blog. too busy to log-in here. too busy to text. too busy to sleep. LAHAT NAAAA!!!!

purpose of writing tonight's entry? the picture mehn!

high school graduation with tropang david and poch. the moment i saw this on david's account, i was like... "oh my gahd! may picture pala kami that time?!?"

then like after a few seconds, i find myself staring at that girl's face where at the back of my mind i was asking myself na like "ako ba talaga toh??" or "baka kasi nagha-hallucinate nalang ako eh?!" or "dahil sa sobrang antok lang talaga nako?" or "baka naman kasi di naman talaga ako toh??" (sabay kusot sa mata)...

i know! i know! it's plain stupidity right? ewan! ang labo!! for real.

must keep in mind:
there's a thin line between sanity and insanity

mAdeL @ Thursday, February 07, 2008

THE BRAVERY is sOoOoOo into my system for the nth time. i just love them. and its priceless... haha! i'll be uploading new playlist (although its like months na when i started loving their new songs and instantly downloaded it through internet) in my *multiply account* soon. you'll definitely love the songs too.

anyhow... MERRY CHRISTMAS ya all. *hugs*

in as much as i sOoOoOo wanna do the updates right now, i can't!! argh!

busier than ever! schedules are really jam packed. missed going on-line. missed the computers.

and i'm sOoOo loving my bestfriend's (together with tito and tita) stay here.

and oh by the way, the surprise party was really sobrang masaya! this is why i feel the Christmas spirit eh. haha.

will do the updates probably next year... don't miss me much.

mAdeL @ Monday, December 24, 2007

the all new "before reading my posts..." section that you'll see on the upper left side of MY page is specifically dedicated to people who did nothing but make fun of an average blogger's life and mistakes...

and oh! a little piece of advice... don't be too harsh on yourself, darling! *wink*

mAdeL @ Monday, December 17, 2007

*eh sa ayaw kong sumakay ng jeep and pedicabs eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong manood ng movie that you're so dying to watch eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong kumain jan/nyan kasi feeling ko andumi eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong pumunta dun at makipagsiksikan sa sobrang dami ng tao eh...
*eh sa ayaw kong bumili jan kasi nagamit na yan ng iba eh...
*eh sa ayaw ko na nyan kasi andami ng meron nyan...
*eh sa ayaw kong sumama kasi yun din lang naman gagawin eh...

fine! call it "kaartihan"... maarte na kung maarte! eh sa ganun ako eh... as if i care??

and i never said na...
"wag ka kaya sasakay sa mga jeeps and pedicabs..."
"hello?wag mo kaya panoorin yang movie nayan..."
"wag kang kumain jan noh! andumi-dumi kaya nyan..."
"wag kana pumunta dun noh!..."
"kadiri lang kung bibili kajan ha..."
"andami na kayang meron nyan! wag kana!..."
"wag nyo nalang kasi yan ituloy..."

well at least i'd rather be alone. i'd probably say "sige kayo nalang" or "deh ok lang noh! una nalang ako" (pangungunsensya aside)... and i never pushed someone to do things the way i do things...

eh sa mas sanay kami mag-usap in english eh! eh sa ganun kami magsalita pag magkakasama kami eh!
like duh? i do not converse in english naman whenever everybody talks in tagalog sabay ako lang yung magmamagandang magsasalita ng english diba...

eh sa gimikera ako eh!
and i have nothing against people who opt to stay in the house and rest during friday and saturday nights.

eh sa minsan i choose "the" passion over being with my friends eh!
i won't eagerly tell you to cancel the get together porket wala ako. i'd never ask you to adjust your scheds for me.

eh sa i'm never the person who loves to have super daming friends and impress every people i meet to the point na mamalastic ako and pretend to be someone i'm not.

and i'd rather be with few real friends than have a huge social life nga but i'm not showing the real me naman.

and i'm so not planning to run next election noh... haha.

and i know that i can NEVER please everybody... so why waste time and effort right? why pretend?? for me, there's no point talaga...

so... never mind someone else's bussiness okay?!...
and we're leaving in a free country anyway!

mAdeL @ Monday, December 17, 2007

PROUD and BRAG...

come on! there's a HUGE difference between those two words right? (well i guess every mature person probably knows the difference.)

one of the things that God wants us to have is the gift of humility... of being humble. and this (the conversation after this sentence), as we all know, is NOT the perfect example of humility...

girl 1: sincerely saying "yeee, ang pretty mo talaga."
girl 2: "nyak!" or "hindi noh!" or "ainako nambobola kana naman" or "hindi naman??!" or "anu ba? ichura ko kaya!"

perhaps by saying simple "thank you" and genuinely accepting what that person said would be better diba?

and humility starts within our self...

we should know our strengths and weaknesses. (with all humility)
we should know and examine our "inner us". (with all humility)
we should know our capabilities... our fortes, where we're good at. (with all humility)

then we should flaunt and be proud of it!
and be "humble" about it...

humility doesn't mean na if you're good at certain thing parang you have to "hide" it so that other people would not think na you're mayabang or you're just bragging or whatsoever. na tipong you have to "hide" it for they might say "ang yabang naman nya porket magaling xa dun".

whenever we feel blessed, don't you just think it's human nature to be proud for being blessed or say it out loud na "yhei i'm good at this!"? but then the humility should be there padin talaga. humility as in knowing na you're really good at that certain field talaga...

it's sad how most people think na you're being boastful lang where in fact you're just being proud. it's sad how a person (always) wants to be the "best" among others. *sigh* it's sad how a person compares himself to other people's ability.

humility, i think, starts by evaluating yourself... being able to know your capabilities. now if you have "the" talent or you are capable of doing such things... then you must be proud of it!... you must do it!... you even have to develop it... you must share it... and most importantly, you must not use that strength to make fun of other people and tell them, perhaps make them feel, that they're stupid for not being able to do what you're capable of doing... as good as how you do it.

for your strength could be someone else's weakness. try to help... try to share. and your strength might help improve that person's weakness.

talking other person's weakness behind their back is NEVER good. it's better if we'll tell it to them straight nalang (truth sometimes hurts, honey) instead of saying others na "ang tanga nya kaya on that field." a mature and composed person would never do it... a person with values and right attitude would never-never do it. and i believe that being "plastic" is equal to immaturity.

being able to know people's individuality is really important. one must know how to respect other people's strengths and weaknesses as well.

now if i'd be given the chance to choose? i'd definitely go for the right attitude over being super smart that tends to be egoistic... (for i know i still tend to be self-centered talaga. and i know i'm not smart-smart... thank God i'm not smart!)

nobody's perfect for sure. now if you think you're super close to being perfect, or even consider yourself as the guru on that certain thing... well might as well consider other people's imperfections...

"if you think someone's way better than you, be happy for them."
- a line from a super kind-hearted-friend *lar's* blog. so true! (now say buh-bye to insecurities. haha.)

to be continued...

mAdeL @ Monday, December 17, 2007

bow to ria's convincing powers for she was able to convince me to ride a jeepney outside cavite. (maarte na sa maarte pero naman kaseee!!) which would never be possible without the public vehicles' scheduled strike today. argh!

ORIGINAL PLAN: go to uste after my 1:00-4:00 pm community service to watch raffy's basketball game.

on my way to uste, ria texted me saying raffy's game will be moved the next day due to sudden suspension of classes in ust. (like i'm few minutes away to ust na kaya!) since i've had enough hassle that afternoon, i decided to invite her nalang to podium... then she agreed. nice!!

(we walked around ust, i met new ust people, saw friends from high school and elementary, went to ria's place, etcetera, etcetera...)

now here's the story...we're standing-waiting in front of chowking along espana for more than 30-super-long-minutes na. plan B was to go to podium diba yet ended up planning for a trinoma-night. (although i really don't find the place "maganda" talaga. errr... well in all fairness, trinoma's 'food choices' is OK naman.. the food choices ALONE! hehe.) so after a few minutes more, ria's begging na like "patusin" na namin riding an fx to trinoma. fine! since every cab's occupied talaga... tipong as in LAHAT!! whatdaf?!?
now struggling to find an fx... would you imagine for like after an hour?? we got an F for not being able to find one.

after few more minutes (she's a bit hungry na kasi), she actually suggested going to sm san lazaro instead of going to the second-choice-after-podium-that-took-her-hundred-guts-to-"convince"-me trinoma. and there's no other way to get there but to ride a jeepney. initially, i didn't agree talaga. sobrang nOoOo!! kamusta naman sa polusyon and the rude jeepney drivers right? and madel = super no-no to sm malls. but with those never-ending "pangungunsensya" and she was like "gutom nako" and all lines. plus the pollution din while waiting for a cab or an fx for like 2-long-hours... WALA NAKONG MAGAGAWA KUNDI PUMAYAG!!!

and so since, according to ria, the sceneario's really worth blogging for... super memorable and she's super proud of herself and her convincing powers-kuno... she did take this picture saying "i-blog mo to ha... ha? ha? ha?". jeep plus sm san lazaro? super bow talaga to ria!!

had fun with a real good friend though. it was like months since i last saw her eh. we really did a lot of catching up and major photo-ops. (i'm posting the pictures in my *multiply* soon.) whaaa!! so much for the details... inaantok nako eh!!

off the topic. THE BESTFRIEND'S SPENDING HIS CHRISTMAS BREAK HERE IN PINAS. with tito and tita as well. YAHOoOoOo!!...

bye.

mAdeL @ Friday, December 14, 2007

i was running L-A-T-E for my third class this morning. oh well the usuals, i took a van from imus to vito cruz, and a cab from ocampo to taft. (where the hell were the orange jeepneys, huh?? i am sOoOo busted!!) same old streets, same edifice, those stingy-slash-persistent (very persistent!) pedicab drivers were still there waiting to be called and waiting to be paid on a high amount of moolah for their rude acts on the streets... like duh? who would want to ask for their rude service anyway, i know i won't!! i hate those stingy pedicabs AND drivers. argh.

anyhow, i had to walk a bit (like for three blocks) as a daily routine. passed by ministop, bpi, cyberts, jobee, etcetera, etcetera and yes... the famous starbucks taft. the very very famous starbucks. and the line outside the cafe just instantly caught my attention. would you actually belive? the line's like half kilometer away from their door! sounds exaggerated but hei, i myself didn't even imagine that this would ever happen in the whole history of starbucks taft the fact that la salle main and csb, st. scho, numerous condominium units are just within the vicinity and like a few walks away from their location. then i just laughed inside.

amazing how starbucks double, or even triple their sales during christmas season...

...for planner's sake. haha. i stopped collecting after my 8th sticker more than two weeks ago because denis and jake, baristas from stabucks eastwood, together with the management, guarantee us planners before the year ends. and since we are "the" regulars of the branch (lalo na the ateneo boys for like almost everyday and everynight) they're like giving us sort of a starbucks citywalk special treatment and they'll give instant planner for the 6 of us, plus! some benefits or whatever-i-still-don't know. lakas!! haha. i guess that's the reward of being an addict! we don't need to collect those stickers for the planner, like the process of availing stickers when you buy a drink, show the card to the baristas once you finish filling all the empty spaces and voila... one starbucks planner for you. but i must say the promo goes along with their real superb products. we're just extra lucky, we'll get it instantly for our loyalty... lovely!=) a real christmas present. yhei!!

however, if i would be asked, i won't eagerly collect the stickers for 2008's planner because last year's promo really boomed big time (which is good. but i hate it when i see people begin to like something i liked for like a decade ago pa... like from songs, to fashion... argh!) unlike 2006's planner, sobrang few lang kami meron nun. *proud* and that planner's less bulky although i must say last year's and this year's are more artistic than that of 2006. now i just give my starbucks-stamped-at-the-back-of-receipts to my friends who collect the stickers. *wink*

and oh by the way, when we had a drink last night (december 4) at starbucks podium, the conversation with the barista goes like this...
barista: “madel, may i have your card for the sticker? tapos kana magcollect?” (smiles)
madel: “nah i do not collect anymore eh.”
barista: “ah we have a promo kasi, two stickers when you avail a drink. it’s our aniversary treat. hanggang saturday lang.”
madel: “could you stamp the receipt nalang.” (smiles)
barista: "sure"
madel: "thanks"

and blah blah blah...
and oh by the way, happy anniversary starbucks! *hugs*

and probably that adds up the reason behind the unusual-counter-line in starbucks taft. the a-cup-for-two-stickers promo.

ain't we... i mean starbucks, real fortunate for having "us"? haha.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, December 05, 2007

God is so amazingly mysterious in His ways. He never, NEVER gets tired of calling you... of loving you despite the things you keep on doing that would really hurt Him... things that would bring so much pain in His heart. God is indeed amazing. He is mystical, I say. (these are just so an understatement) He never gets tired of forgiving... of accepting.

Embracing Him the way He tightly embraces you is the best attempt that a person, a daughter or a son could do.

I know nothing can ever compare how much He embraces me as His own daughter. And nothing can ever replace the warmth that He consistently offers me... warmth that He constantly gives me.
He is that one Father who gives me strength... the courage to go on with life. That one Father who's willing to hold me... to carry me in every step that I take.
He guides me, He leads me to the right path. He never leaves me. He is never a heavenly warden, eager to punish you from doing wrong. He never gets tired of understanding me... of accepting my own flaws and faults.

The unconditional love, the kindness... we praise You Father, we worship You Lord God.

Sometimes God seems so far away. Sometimes it seems like we can never reach Him. But He is not far away. He is very close to us, and right now He is trying to show Himself to us in a fuller way than ever before. He promises...

"The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, to all who call upon Him in truth." (Ps 145:18)

Everything really happens for a reason, for a purpose. God truly knows what is best for His daughters and sons. He is that one Father who hears us when we weep, when we complain. He sees us when we laugh, when we smile. He's just waiting for us... waiting for our stories to be told directly to Him. He wants to be in personal relationship with each of us. He wants us to be His son or daughter. Truly, He is not someone who lives far away in a place we can never reach. He never, NEVER gets tired of waiting...

But there will always be "Taning", by the way. Who would really exert his full effort and power to discourage you. Taning would not want to be beaten. Oh how persistent he could also be.

Now it's our decision weather or not we embrace the Lord. And I will. I will always walk in the path of the Lord. I am one proud and blessed girl right now for I, according to my shepherd, have such gift of the Holy Spirit... the gift of tongue. And I promise to do my best to develop that gift. It is such a wonderful blessing from the Father.

I dunno how to end this blog post. Basta one thing's for sure... truly, we are lucky for having Him as our Father.

mAdeL @ Monday, November 26, 2007

funny how insecure a person can be...

over silly-little things??... come on!!

pathetic! matatawa kanalang eh. haha.

mAdeL @ Monday, November 19, 2007

now i must say... i am IN-LOVE!! hahaha.

no not with james lafferty of one tree hill this time. nor with wentworth miller of prison break.

i am in-love! LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!...

with NICHOLAS D'AGOSTO!! with west of heroes' season 2. who's currently playing the role of claire's (hayden panettiere) new boyfriend. argh! screw you claire!! boo-hoo!! he is sOoOo hot and sexy... and cute! he's a god!!

damn!! i wish i was claire!! i wish i was the one kissing west!! argh!

this creature is oh so un-be-liev-A-ble!!

he's unbelievably appealing. and charming. and sexy. and cute... and oh did i just say he's hot?? he's way hotter than hot!! he's yummy!! haha.

gahd!!

(in weeks or month, i won't have the same "affection" towards this guy. believe me!)

mAdeL @ Saturday, October 20, 2007

yeah! if you've done it... it ain't bragging!!

so come on you immature people! grow up! insecurity lang yan!

oh well, must start studying now! finaco final exam in 12 hours *sigh*

and i'm so beyond the stressed-out word...
i smell G-I-M-M-I-C-K!! gi-mmick! puh-lease.

gimme gimmick! (haha.)

mAdeL @ Sunday, October 14, 2007

gahd! when can i make a lengthy post again huh? *sigh* a month-long blog leave isn't good. don't you think so?

i have to exert extra (extra) effort in school right now. however, finals week will soon be over... and i can get to do more delightful things again. yhei!!

i’ve been idle on-line. and my *friendster* account's profile is now ruined. by the management i assume (haha!) for i didn't open the account for like what... a weeks na? sad... tss! nah!

newly-freshly uploaded pictures in my *multiply* account are just a couple of weeks away. haha.

don't miss me much oright. i'll do the updates soon. *wink*

mAdeL @ Wednesday, October 10, 2007

people suck sometimes... nah! most of the time pala!! *sigh*

and it sometimes leads you to do such terrible things that would make you feel more enlightened about certain things. somehow clear up things.

they suck! i won't be surprised if one day i'd wake up alone... having the hardest time looking for a job in-line with the interest and skills... trying so hard earning for a living and having the life with the closest friends in the world.

and mark this! i will never ever regret every single thing that happened in my life if that so happens. seriously!

crap! crap crap!!!

yet i'm loving the life. more independence i smell. so tara party... gimmick!! wuhOoOo!! haha.

and now, expect less madel on-line.
...say byebye to madel aure online 24 hours a day, 7 days a week on your yahoo messenger list.
...say byebye to updated-last-24-hours madel aure on your friendster account.
...say byebye to recent updated pictures or whatsoever of madel aure on your multiply account.
and lastly...
...say byebye to numerous blog entries on on-line journals like moi blogspot account. *sigh*

and i must indeed say buhbye now...

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007

inspite the dilemma. one deserves a smile don't you think?!

oh well! oh well! i had the happiest pre-birthday celebration with the ateneo people (thanks to my la salle friends for the term. haha.) yesterday. originally, mark and i will meet up at starbucks vito cruz coz yeah, he's the ultimate confidant of all time actually. i was kinda worrying pa coz mark would definitely call me the moment he gets there but the cellphone's turned off na for i didn't charge the battery. when will i ever learn huh?!

the moment i got there, i was super shocked coz aya, jl and joshua were waiting for my arrival sabay sipping the frappuccinos that they've just bought for like seconds earlier. so i was like...

(the conversation goes like this...)
madel: "oh bat kayo andito?!?! at si makoi pa talaga yung wala ha! sinung nagsabing pumunta kayo dito? aber?!"
jl: "the four of us were at citywalk a while ago so makoi asked us if we wanna come with him. he'll meet you up daw kaya eto!"
everyone: "yeah oo!" or "yeah tama!" (parang ewan lang!!)
madel: "oh eh bakit wala bang starbucks sa eastwood? duh?!"
joshua: (sabay hirit ni josh na...) "you won't find madel at eastwood"
madel: "awww! sweet. leche! sakit sa ulo josh! please!! haha. oh asang lupalop si makoi??"
aya: "he was calling you kaya! he's with tita kasi eh like id-drop by nya somewhere in edsa. he'll meet us nalang at greenbelt i think." (believe me! aya's more conyo than what you think. i so cannot immitate her, really!)
madel: "let's go?!? tara!"

then off we went to greenbelt for dinner. little did i know that a birthday surprise was already on the way for me.

while i was asking jl to text mark and tell us where he is na (my cellphone's turned off... duh?!) he was like "there! basta don!". so okay jl. you lead the way!

we were in front of CYMA on the ground floor of greenbelt 2 that moment. aya and jl were facing in front of the restaurant while joshua and i were facing them kasi nga jl's a big pretender na makoi's not replying daw. when suddenly i felt something like touched my neck. so the initial reaction's to turn around right?!

TADAH!!

mark, vitto, dev, david, mikee, marvs, jayjay, martin, frania, khaye, melai and dhunya plus jl, joshua and aya were like, SURPRISE!!

my gawd!! i was so really uber surprised!! i really had no clue. they've already held a birthday surprise last year so i never thought that this year's birthday celbration with the gang would also be as "happiest" as last year's. awww.

would you actually believe? i was just wearing a cute fitted top, a short shorts and a havaianas. in short, the busabos look mehn! i was like, uh-oh!! i didn't know i'll celebrate the birthday with the gang like this. having the not-prepared-look and all. darn! haha.

it's a treat for the birthday girl. and yeah the foods are oh so GREAT!! CYMA's a new resataurant in greenbelt if i'm not mistaken. and the evening was indeed a WOW!!

pictures to come here on my blogspot. and much much more pictures on my *multiply* account. i'm still waiting for *mikee's* post on his multiply. frania, aya and jl will send the pictures through my e-mail or probably they'll just give the cds the next time we go out.

they are oh so THE BEST!!! best! best! best! thank y'all for making me feel super special and super blessed.

and we all miss my best friend. the birthday celebration will never be complete without chester! his birthday's on the 29th nadin... tomorrow. yipee!!

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007

i, together with the la salle people were chilling at starbucks last night. gawd!! i missed those super makukulit people.

they were... tadah!
angelo
cy girl (loving gelo's new girl friend!! awts!!)
carlo
t.y.
pia
joey
jam
ron

we did nothing but laugh... literally!! pag-tripan at asarin and isa't isa...

CHILL!!

it was the first time to meet the loving gelo's girlfriend. may kiss pang kasama!! shiet!! haha.
plus the kilig factors of jam and carlo while texting. what daf?!? ang highschool pare!!

and now they've named the other group of friends. they're calling them "the ateneo boys". wahahaha! pinagttripan ako kexo na-miss nila ko dahil lagi nalang ateneo boys ako nagpapaka-busy.

my reply... ULUL!!

and now the ateneo boys call them (come on you guess!!)... the la salle boys. hahaha.

pucha ang kulet!!!

mAdeL @ Friday, August 24, 2007

yhei!! i was talking to a good friend-slash-dancer over the phone earlier and guess what... good news! good news!

coach john's bringing street jazz dance musical play back. (the one we had couple of months ago) wOohOo... hooray! hooray!

probably on the fourth week of september we'll be performing the dance musical play again. his friends loOoved the play too much and invited him to "re-produce" the exact same play. it will be held in ateneo this time if i'm not mistaken. still don't have the full details yet. but awww! so much in high spirit now. i get to dance... again!!

bringing the good old days. this picture was taken when we were having one of the street jazz rehearsal. look oh! haggard! haha.

i dunno. surely it'll be way harder with the schedules and all compare to last summer's agenda. time management and oh... "the" priorities dude!

so again, i'd probably have my self-imposed rehab from my pc and the internet.
i'll be back for some updates soon. *hugs*

i'm off now...
and i'll be busier than ever.
don't miss me much. *wink*

mAdeL @ Monday, August 20, 2007

i'm loving my current ym status message. it says...

"...my golly!!..mejo parang tinatawag na ata kami ng baha!whaaa!!hahaha..."

shiet!! napaka walang kwenta!! hahaha. i guess its more on the exaggerated state.

my dad's missing. he's probably trying to save the whole imus, cavite right now. together with my uncle, his brother. yikee... brotherly love. aww! hahaha.

just wanna share some pictures. (just click on for clearer view)
water check!! haha. so far, we still don't have to worry the flood pa naman.

you see how boredom did to me?? che!

mAdeL @ Friday, August 17, 2007

oh how i sOoOo love the rainy season. and so the waters... pouring all over the places.

hohoho. thanks to my super kulit cousin for taking the shots. the pictures helped me comprehend that yes, i am now officially...

a self-proclaimed bummer!

argh!!

three long days of no-school-works-for-me, and yet still counting for three more free days. come on!

and come to realize that a day of no-work is actually equivalent to a day of blogging and net surfing and sleeping and eating and gaming and... oh so much for the unproductivity please?!

i've done nothing but bum in front of the computers. how great is that huh?

but then again, don't you think i must savor each and every minute of the "free days", for next week would surely be a jam packed week of make-up classes and unfinished room activities... right my dear fellow students?

and oh by the way, the finaco subject make-up hours of classes... make it 12 wee hours dude! cause it is actually a major subject. darn!

so why am i posting these shameful pictures on-line anyway??!

mAdeL @ Friday, August 17, 2007

optimus prime once said...
"We choose how we see people.
When we want to like someone, we can be so tolerant.
When we want to be irritated by people, we focus on their faults.
It's not other people's behavior how we feel about them...
It's our attitude."

and as for me, exactly the same as my views. really!

and i sometimes hate it when people don't seem to understand my point regarding such matters. why not accept the fact that us people do have different views in life, huh?!? doesn't mean i'm lying or like covering the truth if majority does the other way. argh!

i mean, whenever i explicate and somewhat "defend" myself from all these different beliefs they're having, they're like "hindi rin! kakainin mo din yang sinasabi mo." the hell right??! crap! other even says you cannot hide from "it". and that you can never control "it". tsss! so not true if you'll ask my opinion. "it" is all on top of our own hands dude!

one minute i'm stating MY opinion, the next... they're like so accusing me of not telling what i really feel. duh?! grow up! as if i didn't know any better. crap! crap!

sample conversation:

scenario 01
the majority: blah blah blah blah..
madel: eh bakit naman ako? asa tao din kaya yun! blah blah blah...
the majority: hindi rin. marami nakong kilalang ganyan. at eventually nakain ang mga sinabi nila before. subok na yun!
madel: di din lahat noh! kanya-kanyang pananaw yan sa buhay. blah blah blah...
the majority: tignan lang natin. aantayin namin ang araw na kainin mo yung mga sinasabi mo. baka dika na pakita samin ha?
madel: *won't react* (grrr! nasasayang lang effort ko mehn!)

or...

scenario 02
madel: anu kaba?!? para kang ewan! blah blah blah...
someone: kung sayo din nangyari toh ganun din gagawin mo. kunyari si *** sayo diba, i'm sure dika din makakahindi.
madel: hindi rin uy! no way!!!! di noh! asa!
someone: nasasabi mo yan kasi di pa nangyayari sayo. blah blah blah...
madel: (the hell!) sus! as if naman parehas tayo diba?! bat ba mas marunong pa kayo sakin?
someone: bahala ka! tignan nalang natin pag sayo mangyari toh. kami unang-una tatawa sayo.
madel: (ah punyeta!) *won't react*

seriously, nakakairita kaya!!!

nobody knows myself except moi. so i don't have to argue with juvenile people.

so screw you who think i'm lying for defending my beliefs. damn!

mAdeL @ Thursday, August 16, 2007

suspension of classes is sweet!! and laziness pays off sometimes. wuhOoOo!

i was too lazy to get up this morning and decided not to attend my 9 o'clock economics class. tsk tsk! and besides, i like woke up at around 7 am realizing that i'd be late din (which is never new by the way) if i'd still attend the first class, so there... i've continued slumbering on a cool blanket and pillows and bed for the next two long hours. divine. haha.

the finance class would be at 10:30. i'v been receiving text messages from st.scho and la salle people saying super baha nadaw sa taft. and in addition, some friends keep on asking (text brigade c'mon!) about CHED's announcement regarding the suspension of classes and all. so again, since the finance professor keeps saying na advanced kami compare to other classes that he's handling, i guess it won't be a big deal if i'll miss today's one and a half hour class.

i didn't know CHED was planning to suspend classes until someone texted me at around 10 ish that they've already announced the suspension of classes in all school levels within metro manila... NCR dude! labo! hindi kaya umuulan! then my dad told me that last night's ulan daw was so malakas. oh well, so much for the "mantika kung matulog" phrase. haha.

now we must schedule nine hours of make-up classes for the major subject before september. finaco mehn! dean ledesma would really insist on having make-up classes as soon as possible. *sigh*

10:25:46 am
"cge excuse na kayo. dr nayve"

the economics professor texted me. haha. i didn't text him though! as in!!! kewl!!

today's my lola inay's 2nd death anniversary. and we'll be having a sorta get together this afternoon. i miss you granny=(.

oh by the way! last night's "agenda" was a blast. nyahahaha. not in the mood for some "kalandian" stuffs right now. haha.

gotta go!! still have to catch sleeps.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 15, 2007

turned out a set-up dating!! oh no!!

yeip! the "boylet" slash the crushy i was talking about on the earlier post.

ow shiet!! god help me please!! i've dated guys before, but tonight's supposed-to-be-a-plain-meet-up-turned-out-date would be the first time that i'll be dating an old crushy. oh no!! plus! he's the mr. silent type of guy eh. ow the charm pare!! haha.

i should and must maintain the energy. (according to the horoscope, haha!) and i am like good at dating daw yet i still have to master it. plus! it'll (i'm not pretty sure about the "it" though. nyhai!) get better and better everyday if i'll keep the major energy nga daw. (still according to the horoscope. thanks to aira and hazel's boredom!)

oh the meet-up!! whaaa!! puh-leease...

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007

and super drowsy!!! saaaave me please!! haha. my eye bags are actually as huge as ladles for i had not slept at least a full five hours of rest since last week... damn!!

time check?!?! prof jj's talking blah blahs for the last 55 minutes. he's an accountant by the way. and an aficionado of teenage-love-stories i pressume. he loves relating the lessons by giving paradigms of modern teenage-love-stories scenario. would you actually believe that? accounting information technology and mushy-mushy-han love stories?!?! it's fun though... nakakatuwa=)... at nakakatawa! haha. ang kulit pa!! he loves cracking jokes with all the serious reaction... with his body built and those rigid muscles... who would have thought he once took the accountancy board exams and immediately got the license? coz for your information, dear readers, he looks like a gym instructor slash bouncer talaga. hahahaha. (i'd probably post a picture of him here on my blog soon) sama!! however, i do like him. he's an excellent instructor, seriously.

the course name: accounting information technology and systems analysis and design and cheverloo eklavoo!! basta!! super loOoOong course name!! argh!!

anyhow, i'm adding new blog links on the left corner of my page. (to the left! to the left!) *pinky's* and *laries'*. gawd! i was so idle on line that i didn't even know the existence of the good friends' new blog accounts. OP moi!! haha.

i'll be meeting another good friend tonight. with the boylet. the crushy!! yikee=) hahaha. aww shiet!! landeh!! i'll start preparing myself now, as well as the "scripts" haha.

must'a go now. the subject's so related to the course i'm taking up. duh?!?

mAdeL @ Tuesday, August 14, 2007

080807...
oh how i wish the year's 2008 now. can't wait for another 365 days for this 080808. *sniffles*

the brain's so blank now. i cannot think!!! and so i'm diverting the attention onto something which could actually be considered a junk... 080808??! what daf!?

almost a week now. gawd! and up to now, i still cannot think!!

and i'm so praying for wisdom... and guidance... and strength... and self-control... i dunno. i have to have the spirit of understanding.

something disappointing and unacceptable just happened six days ago. and still cannot figure out what to do about certain things and certain issues and certain decisions.

help me please... help me uncomplicate things.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, August 08, 2007

and as of the moment, my multiply account now have 4898 photos all in all in 120 photo albums. err, that's on the photo corner alone... pretty numbered huh??

plus, i still don't have enough time to upload all the remaining pictures saved in my computer. and older pictures from my old multiply site were all deleted-slash-sabbotaged by i-don't-know-who. brrr!

so probably after midterm exams i can upload everything. it'll take much time though... like a day or two. i dunno. too much uploading pictures on my site makes me idle with the schoolworks and all. which is never good by the way.

believe me, moi not this person who loves taking picture of herself. for real! (better believe it!) blame the digicam and the cellphone cameras orighty?! haha.

and now people... brace yourselves for the picture overload.

click *this link* to visit my multiply site

mAdeL @ Monday, August 06, 2007

how busted could i get! scribbling non-sense bits and pieces on a midterm week. darn!

anyhow, i'm sOoOo loving my mom's new orchids. oh how orange stuffs make me dribble...

and now i must divert the admiration onto something that would really worth the precious time.

awwww!!*sigh* the finaco notes do not stop yelling at my apathetic brain. i must take off now.

mAdeL @ Tuesday, July 31, 2007

so how's the blog doing for the past few days??

i presume he's on a major vacation of solemnity... or probably he's still experiencing a massive lethargy brought by insanity.

i dunno.

so now i suddenly exist to save him from this world's lunacy. the humanity's melancholy.

yet he should be leaving a smile behind.
for tomorrow's a new day awaiting for each and everyone of us.
for the rooms for changes are still left unlocked.

and still cannot believe how time passes by... and how opportunities flutter on just a blink of an eye.

one deserves to get pleasure from life's simple things. and its greatness lies within your heart inspite of a misery.

mAdeL @ Tuesday, July 31, 2007

shiet!!! why would "it" have to be a fellow kulasa. oh so disappointing...

dude! hindi biru-birong amount of money yun eh! i should have known any better. i shouldn't leave my bag there. dim-witted moi.

i should have used the money buying things that would give me pleasure... like new clothes, flipflops, pants, bag, well basically the shopping word. or spend it on a gimmick night-outs... or like foods, and books... shemay!!

well at least her (i pressume) conscience muttered not to take the entire wallet with uber important cards and ids and pictures in it. thus, i should not lament for she didn't take "the" wallet. oh the wallet!

dang! boo-fucking-hoo whoever you are! curse you!! and i oh so pity you. you broke!!

thanks for the relics by the way. magtira ba ng 300?!?! like i should be thankful pa? ganon? punyeta!! you go to hell pare!!

and i shouldn't dwell on it...

i'm okay now. for real.
i've moved on. haha.

mag-tae ka sana for the next 10 light years. errr... 20 would be better. goodluck! haha.

that in all things... God may be glorified.

mAdeL @ Monday, July 23, 2007

everything's wrong...
and nothing's goin' right...
just know that i'm not hard to find.

so just say the word
and i'll race to you tonight...
and i'll be right there by your side.

*holdin' on...*

mAdeL @ Tuesday, July 03, 2007

oh my! a post for the month of june?!?! awfully unbelievable!...

the inclination's somewhat vanished for the past few weeks. nonetheless, i won't be needing this habit right now for i wasn't able to start the first semester in the approved manner. so i guess i really must do a major catch up, don't you think?

three years of being a college student yet i can still smell the stench of the old lethargic me. and my poignant brain so hate this that complaints pouring out every now and then!! argh!

so much things to transcribe. euphoria i may say.
believe me, i'm not into so much drama right now.

for the past days, i felt nothing but genuine glee and contentment.

pure bliss...

mAdeL @ Monday, July 02, 2007

i’m finding my way back to sanity again. mehn! lately the life’s been jaded. hayayai...

class begins in 5 days. oh my!! i honestly didn't fully enjoy the whole summer vacation for the course programme entails us to take two summer classes. i mean yeah, i'm never used to this kind of summer schedule so basically i feel super bitin with the summer agendas i had for the past 2 months. but then again, i've got copious accomplished-things-for-the-summer-break written on my list. and that's something to be thankful of.

for the past weeks...

..*i've learned to love my twaddle bed and found out that yeah, it does give comfort and relieve to a sluggish person like me. haha.

..*i am beyond nocturnal at heart. that if i'd be given a chance to live plainly nocturnally, i'd instantaneously grasp it and never will i regret accepting the chance to barely live during the nighttime. believe me, i am no addict. i guess i just appreciate the place of darkness covered with stars and moonlight.

..*realized that few old friends truly are for keeps. they really bring out the best in you even after months or years of not being together. they stand out in the midst of the crowd. they will be your truest friends regardless of horrible things and blunders you’ve done in the past and regardless of bounteous flaws or imperfections you have at present. the girlfriends who really understand you at your worst would be the same persons you'll be with after 10, 30 or 60 years. people who’ll always be there for you in the end even if you’re stripped of all material things.

..*i get to see my high school associates after months and months of not being with them and get to realize how much you miss them right after the moment you see them. you'll unquestionably feel genuine bliss and contentment with the people you consider part of your bravura life in no doubt.

..*too much breaking free from school works during a short summer vacation won't do you any good. ehem, take it from the expert. tsk tsk!

so here i am now.

bidding my goodbyes...

and avowing my hellos...

i gotta go now. perhaps the sanity's not back yet.

mAdeL @ Friday, June 08, 2007

i was watching pinoy big brother earlier when suddenly someone from the pbb crew (i presume) played regina spektor's samson as the background music for the hindi-nakakatuwang-wendy-bruce love team. the hell!! i just hate the both of them, to death! as if?! of all people naman, why does it have to be their love team?!?!?! argh!! and why does it have to be regina's song samson?!? tsss!

oh you see, i'm into watching television now. well thanks to the boredom word. haha.

anyhoo, i am super in love with her voice and how she resonates it. loved her songs back then and again, her songs are in my system nanaman! the songs are super soothing and i feel relaxed talaga whenever i play her songs. its as if you just want to stop what you're doing and get lost in it. divine=). you'd probably hear regina spektor's on the radio and fidelity over the radio and yeah she's really good diba?!

here are some of the favorites...
* raindrops
* loveology
* samson (which now reminds me of the loveteam. leche!!)
* oedipus
* poor little rich boy
* us

and so much, so much more.

i highly reccomend her songs to people who are about starting to fall in love with this kind of music...

mAdeL @ Thursday, May 24, 2007

hahaha. i've been tagged by *jana* through her multiply account. so here it goes...
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. okay! okay! i don't really get this! people i know think its super duper weird (as in!) whenever i’m becoming this major-organized-things-freako that they would always accuse me of having this obsessive-compulsive disorder. tsss! they find it weird whenever i do my note-taking-styles or how i take care of my stuffs and clothing or someone else's belongings. you'd really see me screaming at you or probably won't talk to you for about a minute or so if you'll mess my things up cause really, it upsets me the most! well the point is, who would want to have cluttered-muddled stuffs right?

2. i find it weird whenever i spend wee hours in the bathroom. i mean i'll just realize it after i'm done with the taking-a-bath-scenario. oh yeah! like not less than an hour or two. i guess i’m just enjoying the waters and super take pleasure from it. and oh mehn! hail to the beaches and pools on earth!!

3. i hate it whenever i arrive at school minutes before the professor comes. haha. i am not kidding people!! might be the reason behind the never-never-punctual-me. i would always say na "baka magantay pako" or "ayokong pinag-aantay ako" and these somewhat stop me from leaving the house. what's weird is... feeling ko nobody's punctual so i don't have to be "on-time". seriously.

4. the forever mood swings and the spoiled bratty moi. though i really really wanna and am dying to change it coz it's not good talaga, super i find it hard controlling the moods and all whenever i'm in the situation na. a huge weirdo feeling on this case...

5. i love taking pictures of whatever or whoever i see that interests me. more than you'll ever imagine! haha. but on the other hand, i find it ghastly whenever i take pictures of myself. seldom will you see me taking moi solo picture. and like it would take me millions of shots before the angle satisfies me. yet i love it when someone asks me to pose in front of the camera. this one's unnoticeable actually. haha.

6. that i'm not this girl who'll easily show off my cards to the person i've been with even for like a millions of hours na... or friends who "think" na i'm super open sa kanila. yeah i do a lot of talking and all but i never never expose myself to someone. well except if you're the best friend or someone who makes me feel super comfortable telling moi thoughts and feelings and emotions. which is a person or two by the way. plus! like i've got the highest standards in guys and rarely am i ever fascinated by anyone. as in totally fascinated!! tell you, it's really a weird feeling...

i tagged...
*jL
*mykee
*luisa
*sheena
*jaymie
*jubi

mAdeL @ Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i started loving the song even before the spiderman 3 was premiered. i instantly loved the song the first time i heard it over the radio and knew it was gary lightbody singing. mehn i was really shocked when i heard the song at the end credits of the spiderman 3 inside the movie house. i was like "ai shoot! soundtrack ng spiderman ang signal fire?! pare that's a huge favorite!" to archie and sheena. honestly, i didn't like the movie. but then there's a pampalubag loob after the film. haha. i am super in love with gary lightbody... with the band... with the song.

oh the band's songs are really a wow. i know you people wouldn't contest that after hearing their superb songs. i've loved them since high. from never gonna fall in love again, to firelight, to same, to hands open, to chasing cars... oh well the list goes on.

off the topic, finally the dsL had been fixed na. gawd it was like after 10 light years of experiencing the super hassle word. (exagge! weeks lang kaya yun!) thank God for i can now post this entry.

anyhoo, below the song box is the lyrics of moi favorite song for the last three months. oh that's a record!! haha.

*signal fire*

the perfect words never crossed my mind,
coz there was nothin' in there but you.
i felt every ounce of me screaming out,
but the sound was trapped deep in me.

all i wanted just sped right past me,
while i was rooted fast to the earth,
i could be stuck here for a thousand years,
without your arms to drag me out.

chorus:
there you are standing right in front of me
there you are standing right in front of me
all this fear falls away to leave me naked,
hold me close, cuz i need you to guide me to safety.

no, I don't want to wait forever (x2)

(i love these lines*wink*)
in the confusion and the aftermath,
you are my signal fire.
the only resolution and the only joy,
is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

(chorus (x2))

no, i don't want to wait forever (x3)

mAdeL @ Saturday, May 19, 2007

*if you've got any problems with the way i do things, then you go to hell! loser!!*

i wasn't able to enjoy my super short visit in RC for i claimed my yearbook A-L-O-N-E. talking about punctuality. argh!

was with the leche' (lesh-shey) earlier at tagaytay. oh well except for one who's currently enjoying her stay in japan with her family. we badly miss you jubi...

gawd it was plain fun, fun and fun. i missed hanging out with one of the best group-of-friends ever in the whole universe. (again, we miss you jubi *sigh*) they were all fanatical. yeip, we are still one of the world's super duper certified craziest people... wild and extreme people. haha. i guess we just missed having a wow conversation with each and everyone in the group. they haven't changed a bit. they're still this it-doesn't-matter-how-imperfect-you-are-as-long-as-we're-friends i've known from the very beginning. i feel loved... and misjudged.

loads of laughter and genuine affection. truly, genuine affection.

i just simply missed them.
beyond explanations.
i guess you would really know your truest truest friends after all those imperfections you've done in the past.

"friends, sana matuloy ulit yung overnight..."

joeyboy, who happened to be the dakilang photographer of the group, was also with us. (well obviously!) a big thanks to joey for taking these pictures...

i'll upload the rest of the pictures in my *multiply account* tomorrow. pare i'm super sleepy na. zZzZzZz...

*now you plastic people must learn how to shut your fuckin big mouth*

mAdeL @ Friday, May 18, 2007

please, please forgive me people... i just eagerly wanna put these into writings.

this is MY blog account so you people don't have the right to secretly contest to whatever things i'll say here in MY posts. never never conclude and never never retort. talking about respect!!! I made this blog account and I am writing MY opinions and whatever things I wanna say through the internet. walang pakielamanan pare! if you've got problems with MY thoughts, with MY posts, then go leave my page. it's indeed my pleasure.

i don't care if you won't be able to read this. pucha ang tigas talaga ng face! i know you know who the hell you are. my friends even confronted you na lotsa times. plus, parang the other day lang magkausap tayo ah. shiet!! i don't even know na you've got something against me?!?! thanks to YOUR friend. you see?! pare shame on you! sa ibang tao ko pa nalaman. pucha!

i just feel like posting this picture on today's post...

tang*** mind your own business nga! maxado kang nangengeelam eh!
pucha walang gamot sa insecurity chong!
if it's not the I word eh anung tawag mo jan?!?! wag kang magmaganda! feeling ang pucha!! if it's not the I word, then sabihin mo sakin straight to my face.

tell me what you feel. pucha hindi yang bait-baitan ka jan and not saying things sa mukha ko. tang*** parang highschool lang ah!! plastikan?!?!? pucha pare grow-up! if you're never brave enough to tell me what the problem is, then you fucking shut up nalang dude! wag kang pakielamero! kung naiirita ka the way i do things, then don't look! pucha kala mo kung sino ka?! i do not compete with you. duh! bakit sino ka?!?

i didn't do things sayo that would let you react sa mga ginagawa ko. wag kang nangengeelam. seeing other person's flaw doesn't give you the authority to say something behind her back. you're just being a plastic junk pare! feeling mo close to being perfect ka?!?! mukha mo!! tang*** kung wala kang masabing maganda sa ibang tao pwes tumahimik ka nalang! tang*** mo shut up pare!!

i WAS being nice sayo tas malalaman ko nalang sa ibang tao that you're super naiinis sakin?!?! na there's something na against ka sa mga actions ko!! the hell do you care?!?! ok lang sana if you'll do it once! eh tang*** count it yourself pare! pucha wag kang magsabi ng kung anu-ano against me sakin ngayon dahil hindi ako ang nagstart nito!! and i do not need to apologize pare. coz you should! if there's one person who needs to apologize, ikaw yun. you were the one who made me react this way. tang*** ginagawa mo bakong tanga?!?!? eh pucha napakalaki mong PLASTIC!!

it would be better siguro if you'll stop talking to me na. eh hinde eh, nice-nice-an kapa. pucha never ako namlastic pare and you know it. besides, why will i do it?!?! duh! as if i'll benefit something kung pplastic-in kita!! ikaw?!?!? pucha dika malaking kawalan! ang kapal ng mukha mo!!

you don't have to compare yourself to other people. looking at it this way, kung feeling mo you're better than a person, fine! then wag kang magconclude!! eh that's what i wanna do eh. pare kanya-kanya lang. respeto!!!

this is why i super super hate plastic people. i just don't see the point of being plastic. lalo na kung sayo?!?! anu naman mangyayari if i'll pretend na i'm your super nice friend. pucha di lang ikaw tao sa mundo!! i've got friends way better than you are.

hindi pako galit. ayus-ayusin mo lang yang ugali mo dahil hindi maganda!!! wag kang nagmamaganda!! this would be the last time na magsasalita ako regarding the matter. tang*** dimo pako kilala. you just don't know the things i'm capable of doing. take this as a warning.

mAdeL @ Wednesday, May 16, 2007